So... Hath thy ever stared at your page doodling unblinking for a bit , a few minutes or so or less? It was an interesting experience. I didn't quite realize I was not blinking at first, but then I did but found it easy to continue. My eyes did not burn or anything, but my vision got funky like it usually does when I do that. It was harder and harder to see the page before me, yet i kept on doodling those hearts... My vision moved and blurred and had colors and patterns, though not that intensely, just the regular. Then my eyes stabegan to bhrn so I blinked again and all became well/normal once more.

later, never mind how much (*wink*), I felt my vision and eyes to be too soft, too unfocused, it needed to be *hard,* whatever that was. I felt as if my eyes were too naturally toward an angle- that of my cocked head *and* rotated head. I tried different eye positions and different focuses, non quite right. I tried farther (or further?) things, closer things... but to not much avail until I closed my eyes which was much better-;no vision.

my eyes were too tired but used to it, so perpetually weary perhaps. the eyes feel too soft, perhaps like I can't feel them within their sockets/my skull. like they aren't mine? but oh of course they are mine but I can't feel them sliding around.

do you at all know the feeling i mean?

i don't