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They watch us, each move.

Hidden, they see us.

Quietly, they take us.

 

We are but ants to Them,

Living in a glass world,

On display,

Our daily lives,

Unbeknownst and unparseable to us.

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2026/04/15 - At Last, Rightness

Her Reflection, It Is She Lily looked up into the mirror above the bathroom sink. Then she smiled. Actually smiled. In this rare moment, the face smiling back at Lily felt... so very right. Not some stranger, but Lily. The water remained running as she stared, captivated. Her black hair... it looked exactly how she had always wanted it to. Her features, her face, her eyes, her... chin. It all looked so right. Lily turned her head slightly, looking at herself from different angles. She was c
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2026/01/29 *tiredddd*

ok so im like unarately tird but i hav lke 3 more poem ideas so ill maybe makef them tormorw this one i mostly wrote when i was suposde to be reading somhign bornng (whcih i read eventualy)   “Laws” and “Truths” I once followed them—with all their “rationality.” Now—eyes open—I see the truth. No, not the “truth” offered up by the reskinned clones—or shall I say the take-your-picks. The truth—as I know it to be. The truth—product of millenia. The truth
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2026/01/20

Today, I decided to take a different approach than usual and write more of a classic fantasy story. Also, Lilith is an OC in someone's new RP that I only made two posts for...so I guess this might be her backstory? Or future? Idk. Or just some other character named Lilith. Anyway, enjoy! Maybe. Yeah...   Legends Lilith was tired. She had finally escaped the queen, and wanted to rest. Lilith knew she couldn’t though; she wasn’t done with her task yet. She still had to find it—the M
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2026/01/04

The Essay Peter stared mindlessly at the blank white screen before him. He hadn’t moved in an hour. He knew he had to finish the essay by tonight, and it was already nearing evening. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t think of anything. He decided to take a short break. Maybe a walk around campus would do him some good? And so, Peter strolled on the rainy day on the concrete walkways of his university campus. He tried to enjoy the fresh air, but found his mind returning to the to
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2026/01/23 - More Lily

Here's more of the "fictional" character, Lily.   Emptiness Lily felt nothing; empty. She entered the classroom with an even pace and took her usual seat by the window. She stared out the window at the campus covered in snow and the few people shivering as they hastily made their way to the warmth. Lily felt no such warmth. She just wanted to get through yet another day, and she couldn’t care much for anything else. As her professor began the lecture, Lily turned her gaze toward t
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2026/01/21

I didn't really feel like writing much today...so it's kinda short but here's more of Lily from me, Lily!   Recurring Lily had recurring thoughts sometimes. When she was in one of her depression and anxiety phases, they emerged like worms in the rain. They mostly retreated when the sun came out and Lily found peace, yet a few daring ones remained. Those, however, were more like the dried remnants of those thoughts. Lily barely noticed them when the sun broke through. It was a clou
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2026/04/20 - Losing Mind

Ok.. so I wrote some stuff for 2026/04/18, but I kinda lost it hehe (uhhh.. in more ways than one...), and then I didn't write anythin' for 2026/04/19 cuz I was too tired.. Btw this story is a continuation from 2026/04/09   Latenight (Escape, continued)  The voice was painful to hear, in a way. It reminded Lily of… of things better left in the past. She looked up lazily, that brief burst of energy already fading, returning her to darkness. There stood… a man. Or, a guy. He ha
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2026/03/05 - Rain and Insane

Cold and Rain When it rains, I’m happy. I get replenished, Like the ground and green. When it’s cold, It’s refreshing, Cool and crisp, Welcome. I long for when I feel the cold winter air, On my exposed skin. I long for the comfortingly bitter wind, That banishes the unbearable heat. I walk slowly, So as to prolong it, So as to stay a while longer, In the cold, rain, or snow, Before becoming trapped in a room,
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2026/04/28 - Life Just a Dream

CW/TW: Self-harm, depression, possible interpretation as suicide/suicidal ideation, dissociation I think. Spoilered for the above CW/TW's. Also note that it might be a bit long. Sorry if it gets repetitive or whatever. I'm still posting my writing... and I'm trying to improve with my newer stuff. Note that the next entries will be posted one-per-day in the following days. I also took a bit of a break from writing... so there'll be less than you may think. If you feel I should
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2026/03/26 - .

Sentenced It was his time. They unlocked his cell door and roughly hauled him up from where he was sitting on the stone ground with no care whatsoever. They hadn’t told him when this day would come—or even if it would—but they didn’t need to. Ever since his capture, he knew his fate. He had to admit, though, that he had been holding out hope. Just a small hope, a faint longing for a miracle, as they sometimes had in tales. He was aware that this wish for salvation was ultimately never going
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2026/01/18 :3

Ummm, so the first one is unfinished from the Before today, and the second is from the After. Also I rlly didn't wanna write anything else cuz I'm not feeling bad so I can't write anything.   Decisions Lily sometimes struggled with choices. Not always, but she often overthought decisions simple and impactful alike. Sometimes this was from someone introducing doubt: was she absolutely sure? Was it the best possible choice? Then she overthought it and essentially froze up or began t
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2026/04/09 - Change in Space

Okay, so this is a continuation of a series from a bit ago. To be honest, I think I've written stories (like "Day" parts 1 and 2) that have a character named Lily that *likely* aren't the same Lily as this and previous stories. But yeah, look for Lily characters that seem to match. I think the first one from this series is Solitude from 2026/01/15. The next few days probably have the next parts, and then I may have written more after that too. All in all, you really don't need to read those for
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2026/04/24 - Unhinged Insanity

Uhm... sorry in advance for whatever I wrote. I barely remember it all tbh. CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING: I don't know, honestly. Besides probably self-harm (or allusion thereof), depressing stuff/mental health stuff, maybe suicide idk, probably some gore unfortunately, ALSO IT'S 30 PAGES LONG WHAT THE STORMS WAS I THINKING. Or maybe 40+ pages. yeah 40+. Okay so I removed the worst of it, but still probably has some TW-worthy stuff, idk. Also it may be incomprehensible at times. I
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2026/01/17...

Know I need to know. I can't know. I should know? I don't know.   Feel What do I feel? What do I think? What am I? Who am I?   I guess I'm feeling like Szeth in Wind and Truth, if you know what I mean... - Lily
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2026/04/03 - Wonder Discovered

Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in a bit. If you didn't know, I was (and maybe still am?) taking a break from the Shard. I'll be posting what I wrote though.   Dancing Through the Night Dancing through the darkness, Free, unbound. Walking slowly, Enjoying the breeze, Away from the sound, Soaking in the peace. I get what I crave, And though it’s not enough, It’s the best I can do, And it’s wonderful, Beautiful, too.   - M
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2026/01/22

Almost forgot, hehe. Wrote this quick poem. Yep.... I've been kinda busy so yah..   Expression New things, New expression, New ways, New feelings, What feelings? Too fast? Need to think. But good. Oh, yes, very good.   - Lily the _________
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2026/02/05

Repetition I sit here in this stifling place. While you drone on, you drone. What you say is meaningless, though. You simply repeat what we already read. Why did I read it, if you're gonna say it? Sure, you add some. But you know what I think? You. Are. Talking. To. Yourself.   I raise my hand—you ignore it. A moment later—you steal my thoughts. You just want to hear your own voice. You just want to act like you
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2026/03/17 - They Enter!

Faith I am enamored, intrigued. In your faith, When I have none.   Those Ancient With maws gaping dark abysses and eyes that see all, The Beings From Beyond They come to Feed we must not See we must hope for our Sparing or our Sacrifice. Those Ancient, Those Sacred Those Feared They Enter They Enter! Their reasoning is Their own we must not Understand we cannot Understand lest we lose our minds what little may be left. Our minds our precious frag
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2026/04/27 - Existing not Living

It's a bit depressing, I'd say. Like most.. haha....   An Actual Life I imagine an actual life, A different life. Why does it feel, Like my life is not real? I imagine a girl, Happy, sad, all. Depression and hardship, Moments of joy. A real life, A real home. A family—loving or not. A home—loved or suffocating. Not “normal,” with no emptiness attached. She makes me miss what I can only dream of. She makes me yea
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2026/01/05

Note: I am reposting this since I accidentally published it out-of-order.   A Different Life Everyone moved slowly except for Lucy. They had done so for as long as she could remember, and had grown accustomed to it at this point. She sat, sketching the scene of the lecture hall before her, as the professor slogged through the lesson on character development, one word at a time. With so much more time than everyone else, Lucy had explored and developed several interests—from art to
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2026/01/07

Choice Amber didn’t know how to proceed. Who would? Much less someone who hadn’t thought about it as much as they should. Amber had told herself she would consider both options, that had been weeks ago. She had thought that would be plenty of time. But then the days had slipped by, and…here she was.   Some days I only write one or a few stories, but next post (which should be posted in a few minutes) will have lots more! (Including some poems, which I've rarely written before this
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2026/01/11

More poems! Some of the prompts I got from users.   “Small Text Files” More information, Reject all. Click, Click, Click. Save options.   Mess Built, contained, Stored, hidden.   Too much, crammed in. Others take notice, or don’t.   Spilled, overflowing. Too much, too long.   Relief, outpouring. Better, at last.   Stung Heart throat eyes, stung. Pain lump tears, contained. Held
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2026/02/14

💔   Tony Tony opened the door to the classroom and hunched—trying to remain unseen—as he awkwardly moved through the room to find his seat. It was the first day of 11th grade, and yet Tony still felt like he was just starting high school. He barely knew anyone, and certainly had no friends. He rarely spoke more than a sentence to his classmates. He tried to avoid speaking in general. Tony found his seat—luckily near the edge of the classroom—and set down his backpack quietly.
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2026/01/27

yEahhh. PrEtty much all of thE following wErE inspirEd by Ado (thE singEr), or J-Pop in gEnEral. MUSICCCC; HopEfully "UssEEwa" isn't too...you know. Also UssEEwa is the title of an Ado song, btw.   DANCE Happy am I for once. I want to dance—move. I bob to the beat—that wonderful beat. I feel better than I have in days—weeks—months—years? I am in one of those rare moments of light—moments less-rare?   How do I express this? Release this? Do I cont
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2026/02/02

I'm posting a few days where I wrote poems but was too busy to collect and post them here.   Homo-Gene-Ity It’s funny how you have thoughts You think are unique And then slowly realize Nothing you could possibly imagine or ponder has not been imagined or pondered by humans past.   Sometimes it’s nice to hear That others worry dream or think as you do But sometimes it makes you feel Like there’s nothing you can do that hasn’t been done.
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