Jump to content

Verdance

Members
  • Posts

    2208
  • Joined

  • Last visited

  • Days Won

    10

Everything posted by Verdance

  1. We’ve decided that being a constellation is a bad idea
  2. Ive been far more active in the PM that some random person created for me no seriously the other person in my PM does not have cytonic communication someones just messing with us no real suspicions, though. I cant excuse it away as being less experienced, but i can as being less active
  3. Is there some sort of glitch because the info bar that usually displays top posters and top posts and other stuff is not showing up for me
  4. Does he get enhanced other senses is this magic system just taking things from people to enhance other parts is it just science
  5. Wait did you have a good home life cause im leaving home in a few months in the hope that it will alleviate stress
  6. We vibin

    somehow this accurately represents my mental state and makes me motivated to do schoolwork

    the one with screaming is also better if you like that but most people don’t 

  7. Thats prob also a thing that exists my life has been school 200% of the time, taking care of myself 50% of the time, and occasionally appearing here on the Shard
  8. Well if you keep storming up like i do then maybe its good to take a break or to get clarity and try to stop SH’ing but in general dont be passive in your life
  9. Verdance

    Scars

    Been okay reflecting on 2.25 month old mistakes its supposed to communicate acceptance and peace, hence why the fingernails bother me more than the scars Hell nah never have, never will.
  10. Probably more related to autism actually but yeah you’re right It’s kind of okay to be happy even if it doesn’t mean anything
  11. Verdance

    Scars

    Uh yes that is in fact a flawed but 1:1 drawing of my arm hands are haaaaaaard
  12. No but less that my feelings don’t mean anything, but that i made them up. Because i have a long history of forcing myself to have emotions
  13. *sigh* its actually messing with me how much every depressed person ik has it worse than me almost invalidating? Like, i feel like im reliving how i played up my feelings for my crush, but this time im playing up my depression
  14. Verdance

    Scars

    A contemplation. a hand, one. once trembled, once held a knife. abandon, never again, never my life. now sketching, flawed hand, perfect arm. still stretching, curved lines, scratched-in harm. Fingernails mar this drawing more than scars.
  15. *deep breath* i can’t give a lot of advice about this. I remember my scars hurting while in the hospital overnight but not at all afterwards. im going to be honest, while i dont like what i did to myself, while i do regret it, its in the past and i wont tolerate conversation about doing anything differently if i could redo my actions, because i cant. I have scars, they aren’t dramatic but they exist. And they are a part of me. I know it sounds cheesy but they are part of my identity, i want them to linger forever, and i value them. idk what to say in your case. Scars are a reminder. Net neutral, if you let them. Make them remind you not to do it again, let that reminder balance out the SH.
  16. Okay, so that’s more rude than i know of them and ofc
  17. Less than quality alt metalcore song i for some reason really like uh yeah the Minecraft dream is quite familiar to me. Not quite like that but in general idk what to say about deadnaming. You have come out to them, right? Your feelings are more than justified either way, but you can’t blame them if they don’t know.
  18. Well it’s significantly better than my first
×
×
  • Create New...