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  1. Verdance
    Erm ill check i think i remember sort of what was going on *dives beneath the surface of the eternal ballpit that is CGD, delving for context clues inside a infinite space of G A Y .
  2. Verdance

    Scars

    Verdance commented on Verdance's blog entry in Poetry

    Thank you, that means a lot to me! I love it when people find their own interpretations of art that mean more to them than the original. It’s very inspiring that I can try and express something small for myself and someone else can find something incredibly profound in a detail that’s not that important to me. Really cool.
  3. Verdance
    Why don’t you ask, like, #1talnfan or smt
  4. Verdance
    As an artist, i dont care at all about AI learning from my art. While what AI generates is not art, because its not coming from a being with a soul, humans steal from art all the time when creating art. If an AI directly copies one specific piece of art and passes it off as its own, that’s theft. If it’s copying several art styles at once while trying to fulfill the requests of a user- well, other artists can get mad about that, it’s their prerogative, but i wont. Stealing is inherent to art, and lying is inherent to storytelling.
  5. Verdance
    ??? bold and off count?
  6. Verdance

    Yet another depression killing discovery

    alpha minecraft music

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      Verdance

      Oh hey look 

      its 12:20AM and i am not asleep

      luckily, my friend mister cinder block can help with that

      ill leave the interpretation up to you

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  8. Verdance
    Exactly im a minimalist, i have used it many times, its generally a better search engine actually, as long as you fact check i have used it to study, its good at making study guides and explaining topics but one you start asking it answers you lose all credibility and mental ability its stupid how stupid public high schoolers can be (i was public high school student for two years it sucked)
  9. Verdance
    Fizz9 (4): Myst, TUM, Ver, Drake
  10. Verdance
    Well, if someone does set up a D&D campaign, ill sign up
  11. Verdance
    Who would DM? I can’t, i tried once and its too complicated
  12. Verdance
    Ya know, i used to think AI was stupid. It still is. But it’s also really annoying how it exists everywhere, and how it ruins schools because 50% of high school students use ChatGPT for 100% of their work, and scary how it lies to people and has no morality, and frustrating that big companies use it to get even more money from you
  13. Verdance
    The other reasons do exists secondarily But yeah, you’re probably right
  14. Verdance
    Because i hate blaming everything on my parents they are way too protective but they’re good people mostly
  15. Verdance

    Im kind of afraid that one day all the people i never really knew would forget me, and all the people who i was close to kill themselves, and one day ill be all alone

    I have one friend who has learned to live with depression and conquered suicidal thoughts and two who get worse every day

    and hell, some days, rarely, i think ill join them. Not that i have any plans or reasons to, or that i ever think about it… but quietly, the future where i go to college from home, stay with my family, get married in my hometown, and die old and happy,

    has become replaced with a future where i never see my family again. where i go become an athiest, transition, and eventually forget everything that makes me, me. A world where I make myself “happy” until i can’t bear my own selfishness and kill myself

    and somehow i want that more. Not that i want any of that ending, but i want to start walking down that road

    And through it all, I’m more worried I’m going to offend someone 

    damnit

    1. Verdance

      Verdance

      Let me elaborate, cause this looks really bad

      i dont want to kill myself, or hurt myself, or anything. Mentally, aside from a lot of stress pregraduation, im doing really well. Two and a half months clean of SH. Im not thinking about committing suicide

      i just can’t imagine a world where it doesnt happen

    2. Shatter

      Shatter

      You should know the universe does not always end in the worst possible way. Of course, there will be bumps, but you will get to your goal.

      I just made a plan today for the next 12 years of my life. Will it be smooth? Hell no. Will it change? Yup. But will I achieve some of the goals? Yup.

    3. Verdance

      Verdance

      Yeah. Thanks.

  16. Verdance
    Ive not come up with much feedback so can you take me off the email list?
  17. Verdance
    No again its still in development i use it beca Discord has a stigma and because my other friend group uses it and because people on discord often really suck The child predators havent migrated to stoat yet
  18. Verdance
    7*8
  19. Verdance
    Yeah, i do that i just- kay so i dont want to reveal any other information about them but their situation has been getting steadily worse mainly getting harrassed by an ex has inflamed their guilt and depression to an extreme and therapy hasn’t been much help apparently maybe there’s nothing more we can do
  20. Verdance
    Hmmm… well put. i have a different friend who i feel right now i just can’t help at all, being there doesnt seem to be much a help anymore i feel helpless
  21. Verdance
    I doubt its much safer, its still being developed
  22. Verdance
    My parents have all my knives
  23. Verdance
    See this is the debate. I have been growing steadily more accepting of suicide as a morally justified action, even though it’s honestly something they should be avoided at all costs actually to the point where i cannot use morality as a shield against my own self destructive behavior. The context of using guilt as a shield against suicide would be more along the lines of ‘i would probably kill myself if you did’ than involving making life hell. But then again i also believe in hell and so suicide isn’t really a release from pain in my eyes i was less likely to consider suicide when i thought i was going to hell, actually.
  24. Verdance
    Is it morally wrong for me to guilt someone put of committing suicide Hypothetically
  25. Verdance
    Its like a less scummy, more indev Discord alternative
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