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KnightSkye Reforged

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  1. Officially day 68 of sleeping for no more than 3.5 hours a night. I think I have won some sort of contest somewhere.
  2. When I get a cat, I am going to train it to cower and hiss at a crucifix, just so that I can tell people it's possessed.
  3. Hello friends. I have done a lot of thinking, and praying, and talking to my spren (she didn't abandon me, the wonderful person that she is). I see now why a knight re-swearing their Oaths is called a revelation in light. Because you need some light to see by and find what you missed. I lost sight of a lot in darkness. But now, a shall once more speak the ancient oaths: Life before Death. It is easy to die and hard to live. I will choose life, even when it hurts, or I could hide. Strength before Weakness. Everyone is Weak. I am weak. When I am weak, I will trust God to make me strong. Journey before Destination. I will always take the next step. I will keep going. I know where I am going, I will run the race well, and make it. When I can't run I'll walk. When I can't walk I'll crawl. When I can't crawl, I'll find someone to carry me and I'll stand up. Each time, I will stand up a better man. I will protect those who cannot protect themselves. I will protect even those who harm me, and who I hate, so long as it is what I am called to do. I accept that there will be those I cannot protect, and times when I must let people do something without trying to intervene, lest I stunt their growth. I will trust people. Even though I know it will hurt. So long as it is wise.
  4. Same thing that I mentioned here two months ago. My closest friend, whom I took as my sister, has been told to cut off contact with me and went along with it cause she had been praying about something adjacent to it and thought this was the right thing even though she hated it. She is suffering now because of it. She's chosen to leave the shard for a while, cause she thinks i need the support here more than she does. I've seen her in passing and she looks like shite. She mentioned to one of my siblings that she hasn't done her daily work out in two months (which was something she loved) she has bags under her eyes and I can tell she's been crying a lot. Her husband who is also my friend looks more and more tired every time I see him. None of us are benefiting from this in any way. So I'm trying to fix it. But right now, and for the past two months, my life has been Hell.
  5. I feel like *insert curse word not allowed on the shard*. My life's gone to *insert curse word not allowed on the shard* and I have no energy for almost anything. I am literally living out a reoccurring nightmare everyday and have been for two months. And to top it all off I'm not even allowed to die. And damn but I wish I was.
  6. For those of you with good taste:

    The song "Leaves from the Vine" came up on my background music playlist while I was doing D&D planning with my sisters and some friends, and my Mom walks in to see me and everyone else standing silently at the table, saluting, with tears in our eyes. 
    She is confused. It was amusing. 

    1. Keke

      Keke

      *starts sobbing* you cant *sobs*

      stop in im clasldsees fuierohm

      *sobs again.*

      jerk

    2. KnightSkye Reforged

      KnightSkye Reforged

      It's not my fault you're... I think that says in classes, It was funny and sad!

      *cries in the background*

       

  7. "You are still under the impression that there are good men and bad men, Vimes. Of course you are wrong. There are only, and only ever have been, bad men. It's just that sometimes they're on opposite sides." – Lord Vetinari "Something Vimes had learned as a young guard drifted up from memory. If you have to look along the shaft of an arrow from the wrong end, if a man has you entirely at his mercy, then hope like hell that man is an evil man. Because the evil like power, power over people, and they want to see you in fear. They want you to know you're going to die. So they'll talk. They'll gloat. They'll watch you squirm. They'll put off the moment of murder like another man will put off a good cigar. So hope like hell your captor is an evil man. A good man will kill you with hardly a word.” ― Terry Pratchett, Men at Arms
  8. Yes! I love how the entire crew got cameos on Castle at some point.
  9. Gangle with a Tommy Gun was peak. Loved it. And yes, Jax's writing was soooo good.
  10. @#1 Taln Fan Is it OK for me to Necro this thread, or should I make a new one? (Sorry to bother you, still figuring that one out)
  11. I honestly don't think we're going to see one of the main characters abstract. I doesn't make sense to me from a writing point of view. However, if someone does, I think it would be Caine. Which would cause massive problems. I do like Kinger! He's fun. I love the details of how much more sense he makes in the dark and how that is shown. He also gives off Dad vibes. He is my favorite right after Jax or Pomni.
  12. Oh hey! Another tadc fan! Favorite character is a toss up between Jax and Pomni. Least favorite is Ragatha. Favorite ship would be.... Hmmm... Gangle and Zooble.
  13. Yay! I would appreciate that.
  14. Hey @mippo! is the bedrock server up and running yet? (I only have bedrock, sooo...) If it's not that's fine, just checkin. Thanks!
  15. Anyone else out there who's read Discworld?

    If you haven't, I have the tattered remnants of one human soul (mine, legally acquired) to offer in trade for you to read them. 
    Though you'll really get more out of the books than the bits of soul are worth.

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    2. KnightSkye Reforged

      KnightSkye Reforged

      @al_lan_mandragoran good choice. I find Vetinari very interesting, but also concerning. Which he would find wise. 

       

      @Bird Furious ummmmmmm... How to describe...

      I find it exceptional. It is very efficient, while not feeling rushed. Think the opposite of how Sanderson does word count, yet every bit as immersive, and complete feeling. It also has this absolutely lovely blend of fantasy with satire, that is one of the main reasons I love it. 

      It honestly reads a lot like a Hoid story most of the time, just if Hoid were British, and about one notch less blatantly moralistic.

    3. Bird Furious
    4. 𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      Discworld  is amazing. Would definitely recommend.

  16. I did. I received very vague answers. I should have pushed harder for answers. Now, I am not allowed any communication with her, until she says otherwise. I will reach out to someone else close to her to see if I can receive any more information. If I can't, I can't. And so I will wait, and try to hope and try to live, not just exist. We'll see how it goes.
  17. It's not her fault. People aren't perfect. I think she thinks she is doing the right thing. I don't have full understanding. It still hurts like hell, but it's not her fault. I may no longer be her brother, at least not for a time, but she is still my sister. I did not abandon her. And I will still defend her. She was a wonderful friend. If she were not, it would not hurt so much to lose her. Thank you for being here and supporting me. I do not mean this to undermine what you say. But I will still protect her, even if she has left.
  18. hey guys. Sorry I've been gone so long. Spoilered for size. Sh thoughts and stuff.
  19. Hey guys. I am having a really hard time. I probably will be for the next several months to a years or more. My oaths are being challenged. I feel I have been betrayed be someone I trusted with everything. A comrade. A fellow Windrunner I know irl. I am in the dark and it feels like they have betrayed their oaths, and I can't get to them to help in any way. My oaths are feeling very hard to keep. Death looks more appealing than Life. I am Weak, and have lost all my reserves of Strength. The Journey looks to hard, and to painful to walk, and I care very little for the Destination right now. I just... Wanted to say something. Ask for support. Cause you all also know the strain of keeping oaths. And most people don't.
  20. I love world building, and have at least two distance worlds that I've working on for a while now, both of which I would love to share, if that's ok. And I would love feed back and suggestions and help filling in gaps if anyone want to suggest those. Hi. Sorry about all that.
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