Keke
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She ignores him
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She hums and drops to the ground She half army crawls half worms around the ground.
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Thaks *husg*
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Mmmmhhhh so basically Wyoming?
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she grunts. And stands up “ok well in that case anyone got food. Also where are we”
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*hugs* i get that. I think. *hugs*
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She jumps. “Ah you weren’t supposed to see me.” She kicks dust up and lays on the ground to try and hide
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Prolly at some point tpbm is ttrugtgxchgjdfyuhijehrewjhgbh jb
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Ye=s i dont get the rules?
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Tbh i would only do homeschool if i could see my friends every day ….. I’m scared -
Nela pokes her head out. Seeing they left she scurries and grabs a suit and puts it on. She walks outside and carefully follows after them.
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*biggerest hugs* No you’re alright, that was good. *huuggies* thanks Thanks
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*hug* Thanks. I just needed to get it out. Holy cow that was the most I've told anyone at once about my life.
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*huggggs* dont hate me. please. most of that was in the past. it just gets brought up whenever people argue. And yesterday there was a big argument between my mom dad and foster brother. And when i asked my dad after it to please next time Yall are gonna yell go into another room he was all like “we didn’t even raise our voice” all atitudly then i snap. “It doesn’t matter! I could hear you over my game and music both loud. Argue in another room. Arguing born g up bad memories.” Then he nods and goes. “Ok well go to the bedroom next time.” As more of an after thought. Like whatever. Like he didn’t care. And my brain thinks im back in the past so im trying not to have a panic attack. But. I didnt have anyone to talk to. And i didnt want a lecture from my mom about how i should “work on it in counseling” as if one session can undo a lifetime of trauma. I AM YOU IDIOT BUT YOU WONT STORMIGN STOP PRESSURING ME. i stg i was so close to running away.
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Yeah depression anxiety and a lil bit of ocd and ptsd. teehee tpbm is azwsxdecrtgbyhnujminuhy
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*inhales* omg i just trauma dumped. Noted
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*HUGS* yayyyyyhhhhh Yeah. my moms all like. “How come you only hate me even though your dad was just as badbut nooooo im the bad guy you all love dad so much even though he was just as bad as me.” IM OSRRY ITS NOT MY FAULT i dont remember 90 percent of living in rocksprings or anything like that! and she gets frustrated that i have trauma with her and not dad. Maybe it’s cause whenever you would scream at us and get that close to smacking us! And did a few times! You hurt my siblings and me!And guess who defended us! Dad, gesuss what only got worse when dad left. The yelling! Im osryy dad treated you like rust but maybe you shouldnt have treated us poorly. I gert that she was treated bad but that doesn’t mean you traumatize your children! Ok dad may have been bad but he fixed himself better then you did becayse HE NEVER stormING HURT US!\ dang. that was a lot. Holy cow.
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WHYHYHYH I do sorta. I lay down and look at the sly until i pass out
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*is asleep.* *wakes up* uh i just registered for next year i am now taking ap world history next year. there goes my stress levels *looks up* why did i do this to myselffff
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*yawn* *passesout* hey listen to my science for me i wanna sleep
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Hmmm it does. is it the same thing if i just frequently zone out while doing stuff and then zone back in like what. Like the other day in math i was drawing a line on my paper then i zoned out and when i came back i had ripped a line all the way through my packet going almost all the way up and down all of the pages. And also a face was drawing on my paper at some point. I have a small memory of some of it but like i was watching a movie and not controlling me. On another topic. Im pretty sure i am subconsciously repressing memories. Cause my mom says that when i was a kid my dad used to yell at my mom a lot but i dont remember any of that. Appenerlty he used to be really mean but. No matter how hard i try i cant remember any of that. *huugggieeee*
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Better Than Bacon (Singing BLR)
Keke replied to Through the living jeff's topic in Forum Games & Random Stuff
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You’re not broken. No one is. This is my biggest stand point. if you have anxiety or depression your not broken, or suffering. You’re just different. And thats good thats ok.
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Im honored to be kaladin the therapist dezas the confusing profile
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Fr fr tpbm is dead
