Ok this was the last part of my dream last night... It woke me up... So I had friends hat my house and one of my friends that is a girl(the odly specific described one) and she is talking to me and is like "are you going tomorrow?" And I asked "going to what?" And so background context she throws parties with a lot of people a lot. So I knew she was having a party then she starts denying it and stuff lying that she isn't and I'm just saying it's ok that you didn't invite me it's ok that you forgot about me it's ok it's ok... Little do people know that is like the most crippling thing to my mind and it is what I'm scared of happening all the time and yeah... So that's my dream...or Ig slight nightmare..