Just-A-Stick
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Rex stretched, kneading at her shoulders. "what needs to be done?"
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"in all seriousness, we should go soon." Rex looked wistful.
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"You have a nice laugh... you should use it more often." Rex said softly.
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The Person Below Me
Just-A-Stick replied to The Awakened Salad's topic in Forum Games & Random Stuff
I'm just a stick. TPBM hates Nightblood -
The Person Below Me
Just-A-Stick replied to The Awakened Salad's topic in Forum Games & Random Stuff
*raises hand* Tastes like chicken TPBM is an insomniac who hates spelling. -
*SCREAMS* HOW THE STORM DID I NOT SEE THIS BEFORE! GUMMY BEARS!!!!
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Rex giggled, blushing softly, "I guess technically, we are up now..." She leaned back against his chest, curling her fingers into his hair.
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She felt goosebumps rise on her skin and she smiled at him. "We need to get up at some point..."
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Hi, I wrote a poem earlier... sorry, but it's really dark... I'm better than alright now, but I had... a rough time this afternoon. I'M FINE NOW, THO <333
(I'm happy to share inspo in a PM... Take care of yourself, you wonderful people! If you need anything, please PM me
Monster
SpoilerMonster
I have a monster,
Clinging to my soul
It lurks
Down in the blackest
Corner of my heart
It arises
When it’s not wanted
It tries to consume me
It lies to me
Telling me that I’m not good enough
Or that I’m unlovable
Or messed up
Or weird
Or to depressed for real friends
And I believe it
The monster won’t leave
I can’t chase it away
I am powerless to escape
It’s icy claws
It’s hot breath
The wounds it leaves
The monster is
Slowly killing me
Slowly controlling my body
And my mind
I don’t even want to escape
I embrace the monster,
Even as it cuts me
Even as it controls me
I want to bleed
I want to be in pain
I want to die
I want to not exist
I don’t know
What I need
What will help
But I don’t want help
I just want to die
And bleed
And hurt
I want to be eaten
By the monster
I want to be gone
I want to cut myself
I want to kill myself
I want somebody to kill me
With a rope
A gun
A knife
Or drowning
I can’t keep
Going
With this
Monster
Inside
But
I don’t want
It
To
Leave
~ Stick 1-1-24
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So... I know that these poems come from really rough not great places but I love monster poems.
For me personally they help me identify and acknowledge what I'm feeling and so that's why I love them.
Anyways I really like your poem. And it's really good. I'm sorry you were in a rough place earlier and I'm glad you're feeling better.
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"It's too bad that can't happen...." Rex looked wistful. "So, you really don't mind if I touch you? It always helps me focus and feel loved, but not everyone is the same..."
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"Honestly, I think I could stay here forever... Oh!" Rex said suddenly, realizing something, "I never asked if you mind me touching you! Gosh i feel so stupid!"
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"Of course!" Rex trailed a hand through his hair for a moment. "Do you want to get up?"
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"You really think Julie would want you to not be happy? I want you to know, that just because you are in mourning doesn't mean you can't have happy moments. Can you understand that?" Rex pressed her cheek against his, her head next to his on the pillow.
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"And why isn't it right?" Rex looked into his eyes.
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"Wonderful. I've never slept better. You?" Rex rubbed her thumb across his cheek.
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Rex yawned, shifting slightly, moving her hand onto the side of his face and opening her eyes.
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Rex sighed deeply, snuggling into him and shutting her eyes. She dozed off again, thinking about the hand in her hair and the amazing person who it belonged to.
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HI LOVELY HUMANS!
I'M BACK! I HAD FUN!
I'm at 500 rep, so that's cool
Ummm...
HI! HAPPY NEW YEAR!
LOVE YOU ALLLL <333333
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Rex thought she had never seen a better sight in her life. She ran a finger down the side of his face lightly, taking in his features. "I love you." She whispered.
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Rex slowly opened her eyes, savoring the feeling of being held. She laid as still as possible, not wanting to wake Daniel, and not wanting to move from his embrace.
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@Lightweaver2
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hehehe for me, it's mostly metal heath research, or writing blogs, or the shard, or.... SA memes lol
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WELL, I GUESS I WON FOR THE THIRD DAY IN A ROW??????????
hmmm
there can be but one solution.
SpoilerCONSPIRACY!
Anyways... thanks again, I guess
I'm sleeping over at a friends house till Monday afternoon, so I'll probably be on sometime then.
Love you all, reach out if you ever need someone to talk to, or answer non-math questions (those mess with my silly brain, like I'm number-dyslexic or something) or give you hugs. Physical touch is my love language, so i am a big huger!
Please take care of yourself, There seems to be a mental health crisis spreading, (from what I've seen) And there are sooo many wonderful humans on here to talk to. Some of the ones that have helped me are:
Spoiler@Edema Rue, @The Wandering Wizard, @Lightweaver2, @The Aspiring Archivist, @Part Of The Narrative, @SmilingPanda19, @shortcake, and a few people I probably forgot lol
LOVE YOU ALLLL
