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Hmmm lies
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If you don't want me to use they/them, then put your pronouns in your profile so I actually know what to use.
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You hate Lezian being killed because you liked his character, I dislike it because Abidi is like a lamer copy of him.
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The joke is that they're referring to Elend and Vin from Mistborn, rather than El from Stormlight (same first two letters)
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I don't like El cause I feel like he didn't show up enough in book 5. We are not the same.
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This sounds like it could be asexual, maybe aromantic too but it might be something in between alloromantic and aromantic, (please don't take my advice completely, I'm not aro or ace, so I don't have a complete handle on everything.) I'd say pretty and hot aren't the same thing, but there's a lot of overlap. And like, the way it works is weird. I can tell that a guy is "hot", but I wouldn't see him as hot, I just know that he fulfills the criteria of what people find hot in men, as opposed to women, where I would see her as "hot". Of course, there's nothing wrong with continuing to discover, and getting a better handle on stuff. A lot of people have their sexuality shift. Oh my god this is like almost identical to how I felt. For most of my life, I thought I was ace (while I did eventually start feeling sexual attraction as an egg, it increase a LOT after egg broke). And I always liked f/f romances more than any others, and even would at times think about being in one. I also get not feeling comfortable entering a relationship. I kinda felt like that, but that didn't mean I didn't fantasize about it. Like, I didn't wanna get in a relationship until I was on HRT, but I still imagined what it would be like. There's also a little more I wanna say, so I'll PM you when I get the chance.
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I'll do my best! Romantic attraction, or yearning I suppose (I want someone to love, but don't actually have any real crushes on anyone right now) manifests to me as a desire to be as close as possible with a woman. To be her most important thing, and for her to be the most important thing to me. The idea of cuddling, hugging, and kisses comes to mind, and I'd be crying from the sheer joy of having this person in my life. The wanting of a woman to tell me how much she loves me, to make sure I know how she treasures me, and feeling more and more ecstatic as she does so, and then doing the same to her, because how could I not love her just as much after everything she's done for me? I'm not sure if that was helpful, but I find the best way to communicate how I feel attraction is through my fantasies. Sexual attraction... well... Hmmm (lies) how can I helpfully communicate this but also not feel uncomfortable saying it...? Lust is a word I hear used often. Thirst, I think, works well as well. For me, it's the desire to experience. To see, to hear, to feel, to smell, to taste. A desire for physical pleasure, delivered by a woman. When I see a hot women, my brain gets all... melty? Idk if that's the right word, but it feels as though I can't focus on anything else. Maybe a little mental short-circuit? I kind of forcibly have to get my brain focused again. Regardless, I didn't really feel this until a few months before my egg cracked, and it wasn't very powerful back then. Everyone feels sexual attraction differently. I didn't give many details of my own experience, but it's different than a lot of other people. Also sexual and romantic attraction often mix for me, but not always, and this doesn't happen for everyone.
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A reader, huh? Wonder how long it'll take till Coder shows up to pitch a 551 chapter web novel to you. (It's very good by the way) Anyway, hi! What kind of stuff do you write?
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Oh I forgot, I'm also taking spironolactone pills, a puberty blocker.
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Ok yeah I'll give a whole post for this for anyone who wants it [ @Honors Ghost, @Akimikoisthecutest, in case you find this helpful] So, for some context, I've been on a somewhat low dose, with estrogen patches (I leave them on my skin throughout the day, changing it twice a week), though I'm going to see a doctor about changing dose soon. So, there weren't really any effects for the first two months. I think the first difference I noticed was a slight shift in sexuality. Still super into women, but it was less intense, and then more intense... It's hard to put into words. I hear it shifts more over time, and is different for different people. I have a friend on feminizing HRT who says that after 9 months, it feels objectively better though. (Your specific orientation may of course be different than mine). The other thing I noticed was a pain on my nipples. These were, of course, my breasts growing. Now, they've taken a really long time, despite them being around for like 2 months now, they're still really tiny. They're supposed to take years to grow fully, and my low dose probably makes them slower. Still, they have little growth spurts, not growing for weeks, and then growing a lot at once. I also experienced, and I don't remember exactly when, massive reductions in dysphoria. Namely, I no longer feel bottom dysphoria. (I still would prefer the other genitals, but I don't hate my current stuff.) It's also supposed to change body structure to more feminine, which I haven't noticed, but I feel like I look more feminine, so I might have just not been observant.
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basedbasedbasedbased if you want I can tell you kinda about my experience on HRT (only been on it for like 4 months but I also have done some reasearch)
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Yeah, it kind of became a bit since you left actually. People played chicken on this thread, getting closer and closer to tagging him, until someone actually did. He was pretty chill, but also basically said "don't tag mods for no reason". Also there was the KnightSkye pfp incident. But that was on them ngl.
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Eh, it's not as though this place has always stayed on topic. It's more "The place where the queers chill" than "The place where gay stuff is discussed" (even if it lends itself to the latter often) wait I wasn't there, what happened?
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*replies to make sure that this doesn't happen for this particular post* yeah I get it, responses are always going to be better then an anonymous person increasing a number.
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Maybe, but the thing is I don't actually care that much. It's just a number. I like it when my good posts get rep, because I know they're good, but when random nothing-posts get rep, it just confuses me.
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Rep begging? This is a mere social experiment. It's more often I beg not to be given rep.
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Let me try something: "Reputation. Likes. Upvotes."
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Just because I'm awesome doesn't mean you should upvote all my posts without reason. Like posts because of their quality, not who made them.
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wait the hell is this the most popular post on this thread?
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Oh uh hi, I guess I've been summoned here. I guess that's nice, but I'm gonna be honest, I'll probably chill in CGD for the most part, though you can always tag me if you want my help here
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Alright, I'll probably end up using the PM more then, though I'll stay subscribed to this thread.
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You know, I'm the kinda person who would complain that this title and first post have spoilers for later chapters of ORV, however I realize that no it actually doesn't. Anyway should my reading updates be here now instead of the PM?
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not really, I post there sometimes, but the bulk is also on CGD
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????? How is this even possible? Am I not posting enough or are you posting really a lot? (Maybe a lil of both)
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kinda weird that you're on the gay thread then...
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[Uh I think you forgot to un-cosmere your stuff again. Not a huge issue, but using Identity how it's used in the Cosmere is a bit confusing with a Certified of Identity.] Edit: [Wait why the hell did I have Selia (Identity) use we instead of I? Did I get confused with them? Pretend the pronouns are singular.] [@Honors Ghost, @CoderDrag0n8, we continuing? (I would have posted something but didn't wanna double post)]
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