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how fast can you type the alphabet
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz - 6 SECONDS AHAHAHA
that's my fastest i can't go any faster i dont think lol
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okay so in theory
if i were to finish editing the kiesha novella
and publish it
should i include a playlist of songs in the back/front? i feel like that would be so fun and really immerse readers...
it's crazy that i'm even considering publication tbh because it's always felt so far away but like i literally have a completely finished draft
i should print it out like a book hehehe
it's kind of short right now but i think the text size is like twice as small as it usually is in books
and i know there's not really a market for novellas
so maybe i should make it a little longer so it's more like a short novel?
hmmmmm that might take away from the punch of the story tho
i guess we'll see
does anyone have thoughts?
also, i need help coming up with a title
lately i've been calling it "All That Remains" but i don't know if it really fits and it feels just a little off
i want something intriguing but not melodramatic yk? so if anyone who's read it has ideas that would be AMAZING
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Oooooh that'd be so cool!
Kajsa Jay fs.
Pen name fs.
As for a playlist, if you can get the copyright stuff Cellist brought up out of the way, it might make a really good personal connection and earn you some loyal readers. Especially if the intro and epilogue or whatever are very personal and sound like you wrote them, if that makes sense.
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ugh really been on an emotional roller coaster this week
this month, really
just felt really intense this week
i’m probably just hormonal
but right now i’m not doing so good
i was doing better earlier today but really i just feel like i’m lying to myself
staying clean, just substituting with arm art
it feels like i’m just slowly losing hold of my life and the people i love
like they’re all slipping away slowly and inevitably and there’s nothing i can do
every time i look at my littlest brother (he’s 11 years younger than i am), i just feel so sad and i don’t know why and there’s this feeling of horrible dread that keeps following me around and i think i’m scared of being left alone or missing out on the important stuff or like what if something happens to them and it’s my fault that i didn’t spend more time with them and try harder to be a better sister? what’s gonna happen when my parents are gone? i can’t be on my own
not to mention i’m so romantically lonely
i’ve always wanted someone to lean on, a hand to hold, someone to hug, someone who loves me just as much as i love back and someone i just understand but it’s not really looking so good for me
most girls my age have dated before, probably several times
i’m gonna be that one senior who’s never dated anybody and gets avoided like the plague
and i’m gonna be thirty and alone and too scared to leave my apartment because the world is a terrifying place to live in and one day i really will be alone and my parents really will be gone and i probably won’t live near my siblings and my friends will all be at college and i don’t even know where i’m going or what i want to do or if i WANT to go to college
or maybe i just spend too much time on school to keep all As but whats the point anyway if all it’s for is to work
we do all this work just to prepare us to do other work——like oh, the more work you do now, the more options you have for the kind of work you get to do later
that’s all life is is an endless cycle of constant WORK
how stupid is that
and it’s always for other people, never a break, and as soon as you clear your plate, BOOM, there’s another thing waiting
and then by the time you come home you’re too exhausted to really do anything but be brainless and useless even though there are a thousand things you need to do
like your chores
like cleaning your bedroom
like doing all that homework that should be easy but every time you look at it it just feels like drowning
and my health problems arent going away
i have bad stomach pain and i’ve been getting headaches a lot
im trying to drink water and take care of myself but it’s so hard when i feel like this because what’s the point of helping myself if all i want to do is die
sorry
anyway
this is really depressing and i probably shouldn’t post it but i’m petty and lonely and i don’t know what to do with myself and i’m procrastinating my english project because i really don’t want to do it so
yep
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*hugs*
Hey. Kajsa. You're awesome, and it's only a question of time before some guy realizes that.
And... yeah, I feel that about the work that just never stops coming
But it gets better I think
Later on you're able to just do your 9 to 5 and then do actually fun stuff the rest of the day and the weekend (and you can also find a job that you have fun doing on top of that)
I recognize it's probably pretty far off for you though
Also arm art is good
I swear artists' arms and hands are always one of the coolest sights ever
SpoilerMy autocorrect keeps having Kajsa as Kansas btw
Thought this might brighten your day a bit
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Quote*hugs*
Hey. Kajsa. You're awesome, and it's only a question of time before some guy realizes that.
And... yeah, I feel that about the work that just never stops coming
But it gets better I think
Later on you're able to just do your 9 to 5 and then do actually fun stuff the rest of the day and the weekend (and you can also find a job that you have fun doing on top of that)
I recognize it's probably pretty far off for you though
Also arm art is good
I swear artists' arms and hands are always one of the coolest sights ever
@Just A Silvereye thank you for this
your words given me a little bit of hope for the future haha
and yeah, it’s still several years away for me (i’m a sophomore in high school) but i guess we’ll just keep trucking through


Spoilerand yes that absolutely just made my day better
i am now Kansas
SpoilerwHy iS tHiS kAnSaS—bUt tHiS iS nOt ArKaNsAs?!?! AMERICA EXPLAIN—
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ur post count is fun rn
5757
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ok i know i just posted
HOWEVER
i have a question
does anybody else ever get into that weird fight-or-flight mode when you get homework, and then it hangs over your head for DAYS no matter the fact that you're literally getting assignments done? cuz i only have two to do rn and they're not due for a while but i can't get uncaught from this weird limbo from being like "i have to do this---oh, but it's not due for a while and i don't want to right now, but if i do other things i'm going to feel guilty about it and won't be able to stop thinking about the assignment so in reality nothing gets done at all and i just spent three hours doomscrolling pinterest"
