kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

i hate getting anxious and/or depressed about the tiniest little things all the time

and constantly overthinking E V E R Y T H I N G

and getting so much FOMO whenever i miss anything in real life or on here or notifications of any sort

i wanna jump back into TLT but i don’t feel like i have enough time to keep up with it 

and i feel like i’m bad at keeping up with big role plays with more than 2 or three people and i miss posts and have to read a bunch and i just get so much fomo from that and just gahhhh

so maybe i shouldnt

but like

i want to

idk

i think i’m just having a bad day lol

ive had a lot of weird mood swings

some super hyper ones and then suddenly very very depressive ones and it’s just exhausting so

i mean i’m probably fine

i’m just frustrated with stuff right now

and feeling a little unstable mentally

not like

not like that but like

just very

wavy

lots of ups and downs

i’ve laughed a lot today but i’ve also almost cried a lot today

anywayyyyyyyyyyy feel free to completely disregard this post lol i just needed to get some of these thoughts out my head