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Life update!

Yesterday, I had a seven and a half hour rehearsal for show choir with a clinician who whipped us into shape! (Figuratively lol) He worked a lot with us on vocals and technique rather than having us clean a bunch of our choreo. He was absolutely hilarious. He was missing parts of four of his fingers on his right hand, and he kept making jokes about it and about how he wanted us to sing “this much” (holds up five intact fingers) and we were only singing “this much” (holds up right pinkie, which is barely anything at all). And then he would go up his fingers (they got longer towards the pointer one) and be like “maybe you could sing this much, or this much, or this loud, but I want you to sing full finger volume, not pinkie volume.” I was crying laughing, literally had tears like pouring down my face trying not to laugh. And then we all were laughing anyway. It was a good time lol! He made really great jokes. Anyway, that all goes to say that we’re totally ready for Premiere (on Monday). Super excited!

As for my mental health, I’ve been really good lately! My therapist is awesome, and life itself has been pretty chill. We’ll see what happens when I go back to school tomorrow lol. 

On that note, break ends tomorrow! Super not happy about that, but ykw it’s like totally inevitable so may as well just be positive  I don’t love my schedule for this semester, but maybe my elective won’t actually be that bad lol (it’s Business Marketing and Management. Did not sign up for it lol but it’s fine).

Anyways, Imma go take a shower and stretch cuz I’m scudding sore and try to gently coax my voice back into working love y’all!