kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

hey guys. so it's been about a week, and i've been thinking a lot. i decided y'all deserved a much better goodbye than what i offered.

first, i wanna explain why i decided to take a break from the shard.

1. it was not doing good things for me/my mental health, other people on the shard, familial relationships, etc. 

2. i was spending WAYYYY too much time on here, and that caused time-management issues > homework buildup > extra stress > depressive episodes

3. i was beginning to be reliant and dependent on the shard and its people, which was an unfair burden for all of you. so i'm sorry.

i'm seeing a therapist now! she's awesome, and i've really found some clarity, peace, etc. in my life, and i'm doing so good. again, i'm really sorry for all that depressing, whiny crap i posted consistently. 

i do think i'll intermittently visit the shard, but it wont even be once a week. just every couple of months to check up on how y'all're doing. ya know.

love you guys. 

<3

see you later.