kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

I’ve been awake for maybe 30 minutes, and my mom has already given me about six different jobs and criticized my phone usage. And she also passively aggressively stated that she’s disappointed I’m not eating something healthier for breakfast. Like just let me eat my sugar cereal in peace, woman! It’s already soggy, and I’m depressed and this makes me feel slightly better. …Mentally. 

So a bit of background here, we have a white minivan—one of those 2019 Hondas with the electric sliding doors on the sides. We also live a walking distance away from Walmart. 
 

Dream:

My dad was driving us all to Walmart, and he dropped me off along with my little brother and sister. My little brother didn’t close the sliding door right, so I went to correct his mistake (this relates to being so laden with jobs, especially those for my little siblings) and my arm got caught in the door (I feel trapped). The car started going again, so I was forced to walk/jog along with it (it was going pretty slow). Eventually, though, my dad noticed and tried to stop the car, but suddenly my mom was in the driver’s seat and going a little faster. My dad tried to talk to her and get her to stop the car but she like physically could not hear or see anything but the road in front of her (symbolic because she has figurative tunnel vision and can’t stop getting things done one after the other to take a break until SHE is ready to stop. She won’t wait for anyone else, and lately I feel especially targeted). Eventually though they got the car to stop and I got my arm free. It looked gnarly lmao—all scratched up and bloody, which is also symbolic because of my current mental state right now. I didn’t really think much of the dream until breakfast, and then I was like “wow, that was really symbolic” lol. So yeah.