kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

Mentally, I’ve actually been really good lately. Friday was an exception, I was pretty bad that night especially. I did some stuff I shouldn’t have, but I’m good now. Despite all the dumb stuff that’s happening in life right now, I’m really really good, and I might go as far as to say hat I’m happy.  

Life, on the other hand, has sucked a pretty good amount. Last night was specifically kind of rough because my mom got really mad that I was drawing, so she took my stuff away, then I got angry with her, so my dad got upset (my siblings were also not being particularly friendly) and sent us all to bed early. My older brother and I were struggling to go to sleep so he decided that we could hang out in his room, which was fine, but there was a point at which I wanted to leave but he wanted me to stay. I tried to leave, and he hit me. Eventually, though, I escaped to the basement and slept in the fort with my little siblings. This whole week has been pretty crazy, and then that on top of it was just bleh. But mentally I’m good.