kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

I'm struggling with a person, but I don't want it to affect other people who are involved, so I'm keeping it all inside and bottled up all tight but the cork isn't screwed on just right and the bottle is leaking and trying to burst 

Ah, Kajsa. I’m sorry. The wars inside your mind are the hardest ones to end. When the anger takes over, it’s like a spark in a field of dry grass; impossible to control, and even harder to stop. 

Several of the talks in the most recent General Conference talk about poise, about not getting angry, and that sort of thing. That’s been the most helpful thing for me when my brain gets that way. I know there’s not a perfect solution, though. Good luck. We love you.

I guess I'm a little jealous of this person, as well. I'm angry with them, and I suppose jealous, and frustrated and all the things.