Edema Rue

Performance 1/8 done.

i’m tired

i’m good

i’m in love and desperately lonely

i have friends who are hurting and I don’t know how to help them

i don’t want to wake up (that’s a lie—it’s not the waking, it’s the rising) but if I don’t then my credit score will be ruined and I’ll fail personal finance because my teacher is a goof

still…good and bad come all mixed up. Always be looking for your next finish line. Don’t rest on your laurels. Stay on the balls of your feet. Poised. Ready. Feel everything and then chase what you want. I’m tired. Next year is going to be busy, if I can survive this one.

but I am not who i was. I will not be who i am.

and there is no greater feeling than that, at least to me, so i intend to chase it.