InfiniteInsanity

Okay, so yesterday I made a cake which meant that I had to do the dishes or at least help with them. And I promised my mother that I would do it before I went to bed.

We get to 11 pm and I had completely forgotten about my promise and was about to go to bed when my dad jokingly asked if I would do the dishes. And then I remembered my promise so I surprised my parents by putting off going to sleep and going and getting most of the dishes done. I would have done all of them but my knee was starting to get really really shaky and I wasn't sure how long I had until it just gave out.

But as I was doing the dishes I went through my mind looking for any other promises I had made that I needed to make sure I kept. The first thing that came to mind was something I had almost entirely forgotten about. When I was 12ish as part of a YW lesson we all signed a piece of paper and promised to strive to always be temple worthy and get married in the temple. And then in the middle of doing dishes, I realized how much I actually wanted that.

I watch my parents, and the people who I babysit for, Bookwyrm's parents too, my grandparents and their friends, and I realized how much I want that. And how much I want to be married in the temple and have the kind of relationship they all have.

Anyways that was random and I don't know exactly why I'm putting this here but it feels right so I am.