InfiniteInsanity

I was gonna post a regular SU earlier today but then it turned into a poem and... yeah. It was a rough day. But I have some tiny little miracle like things I found!

• My pollen allergies kicked in yesterday so I took one pill for it last night which for some reason we have two things of... I don't know. Anyways I woke up this morning and felt just as, if not more, miserable as I had last night. I was just sort of wandering around upstairs thinking about upping the dosage because I couldn't remember how many to take. And then this tiny little thought popped into my head. Maybe I should look and see if it has an expiration date... So I did and turns out the ones I had taken last night expired and you shouldn't take more than one pill a day. The other one was still good but I'm really glad I didn't just up the dose and keep going.
• I finally figured out something that was causing me trouble in the guard audition routine... kind of. Enough that I'm pretty confident for tomorrow. Which is what I need.
• I told that one person I didn't want to be friends anymore. Where I found the courage I have no idea.
• My mom knows everything. I don't know how she does it. She face timed us from Utah today. She talked and showed us around BYU campus for a little while and then it started rain so she hung up cause she was outside. But a little later I got a text asking if I was doing okay. Which honestly truly I wasn't but I got to talk to her a little about that which was nice.
• My mom is also prepared for everything. I can't find the lid for the kettle so I couldn't make an herbal tea to help with my throat stuff from allergies but I did find apple cider packets. So I now have some nice warm apple cider that feels very nice on my throat.
• In English our final is a passion project which is something I'm actually excited about. I'm planning on doing it about something music. I haven't quite figured it out yet.
• In choir I could actually sing and still was able to sing high notes. Like A above the staff. Its a lot of fun and I could do it even with all the allergy stuff.
• hugs.

So yeah it was rough but I found tiny miracles and things feel a lot better.

Now I go to brace myself for whatever tomorrow may bring.