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  1. InfiniteInsanity

    My tiny green monster (that's what I call my anxieties) is giving me many thoughts.

    1. I do not like storms. They absolutely terrify me.
    2. It stormed last night.
    3. Its gonna storm again tonight
    4. All the ingredients are on the counter for there to be a tornado. (We're under tornado watch and it nothing has happened yet)
    5. Our libraries here are awesome.
    6. I've done summer volunteer stuff there before which was fun.
    7. You can borrow guitars and ukuleles from them.
    8. I like music.
    9. Well except from all the gossip in the choir program. Like whose together and how they break up.
    10. My friends had a very messy breakup.
    11. I may have helped them get back together
    12. I may also be the reason why they don't have an incredibly messy breakup again. Hopefully.
    13. Though this is the like third time and I don't know how long until one of them doesn't think and makes a really bad decision.
    14. I've made some bad decisions.
    15. Memories are terrifying.
    16. They help feed my tiny green monster.
    17. The tiny green monster has discovered how to leave my room and follow me around. ALL. DAY. For more than five days now.
    18. I need to finish all the leadership application stuff for band still.
    19. There's Young Womens tonight and we're walking places. The storm shouldn't come until later but...
    20. Some of my friends are feeding my tiny green monster. I should avoid them.
    21. But then they'll all be upset and they all have really bad mental health and that will just make it worse.
    22. I still have to Cs. 
    23. I just got my academic letter and have 3.9 something weighted GPA.
    24. But if I stopped being lazy and started working harder it would be a 4.0 and then maybe I could get a bar.
    25. I don't need a bar I'm already working on 3 more letters and could have a 4th.
    26. Why can't I do all of them? I should be able to manage all of them.
    27. Cause I don't sleep enough cause I can't calm down from the things the stupid tiny green monster is doing and the stupid storms.
    28. *start over*

     

     

     

    My tiny green monster is supplying too many thoughts. I'm just going in giant circles. It enjoys torture and explosions too much.

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    2. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      There are some verses that deal with anxiety (KJV):

      Isaiah 41:10 - Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

      Isaiah 35:4 - Say to them that are of a fearful heart, Be strong, fear not: behold, your God will come with vengeance, even God with a recompence; he will come and save you.

      Philippians 4:6-7 - Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

      Proverbs 3:5-6 - 

      Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
    3. Mags

      Mags

      Remember that perfect grades are not worth destroying yourself over. You are far more important than a 4.0 GPA, I don't care if you teachers think you can work a little harder. There is a difference between working hard, and overworking yourself. A 3.9 GPA is honestly fantastic, don't let anyone make you believe it's not good enough. 

      In my experience the tiny green monster makes things seem worse than they really are, everything will be okay.

    4. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      Above is abolutely correct ⬆

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