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  1. Today someone asked how I was,

    And I said "alright" like before.

    Lately my thoughts start to fuzz.

    My introspection no more.

     

    I don't know for sure if it's true,

    These dozens of my self-perceptions.

    No urgency seems to come through

    From layers of doubt and depression.

     

    Is all that I'm saying a lie?

    Do I bother for something that's blurry?

    I don't know if I want to die

    Or if there's no true cause for my worry.

     

     

    How do I speak?

    Please someone remind me.

    The future is bleak,

    I left it behind me.

     

    I need to cry,

    but the tears never flow.

    Don't keep standing by,

    It's all just a show.

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    2. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      I think Symph is refering to suicide. Which is was I was refering to as the alternative.

    3. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      I don't imagine it'll ever come to that. Like I said, I could be wrong, And I have support available, I just need to make myself get it. I don't want you all to worry about that.

    4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      I loved that, Aspiring. 

      It's a good poem.

      It describes a mood I sometimes have too well...

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