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  1. Bird Furious
    No worries, I get that. We’ll be here when the cycle turns downwards. Something that’s helped me especially is realizing I have people around me to support me. And eventually I hope you find that too. - Rambling is okay. *hugs* That’s really rough, and he definitely shouldn’t have said that, especially with the emotional pressures you’re dealing with right now. - That’s okay. I go through dead patches a lot. Please don’t give up on God, though. He is there and he does love you. The one thing that’s helped me most recently is trying to be close to Him. Just my suggestions though. You’re gonna be ok, all right? You’re strong.
  2. Bird Furious
    Oh geez *sends magic question answering back in the past* OH MY GOSH, FREAKING YAY *hugs, hugs, hugs* I’m guessing what I’m gonna say next is gonna be kinda useless, but I’m gonna try. I really care about you, okay, Hawks? First, I promise you it’s not “shouldn’t”. Emotions are hard, especially for you. This is one of the battle you’re fighting, and it’s okay to be fighting this battle. It may seem stupid to you, but I promise it’s not. Something that helps me is to acknowledge that something is an issue and try different things to resolve it— different thought patterns, schedules, journaling, and stuff like that. A lot of my issues and depression are me trying to root out the depression I rehearsed into myself back when I felt lonely and found more and more things to depress myself with so I could get support from my friends (it wasn’t intentional, but it’s what happened). I think it’s a stupid battle to be fighting, and some nights I look at myself and wonder why I let myself ruin my emotions like that. I didn’t. I may have assigned certain thought patterns to the emotions, but my mom has some of the same issues that she struggles with every month. All that to say that your battles aren’t stupid. Your battles are opportunities to learn and grow. Before I got my wisdom teeth out yesterday, I asked my dad for a blessing because I was kinda freaking out. The line that stood out to me a lot was “He is carefully selecting and jealously guarding your trials”. That was incredible to hear to me. I’m not going to go through anything needlessly. I don’t know if it helps, but it’s what I needed to hear, so I thought I’d share it. Actually, I don’t know if any of this will help. But… I dunno. I wanna try. *hugs* I know it’s not verbal and you probably don’t care about me, but the very LAST thing you are is useless. You’re so fun and bubbly and you’ve helped a lot of us and given us hugs and checked up on us and I promise you that’s seen results. Thank you for what you’ve done for us. Lastly— You will be warm again. It sounds empty now, but it just takes some time. Wait it out. Do what you can to enjoy the moments things feel nice. Keep us updated on how you feel. Call me if you need to (I’m a lot more likely to answer if we schedule first, since my phone’s always on D&D, but I’ll try and pick up when I can). It sucks now. I honestly don’t know if I could go through a divorce. That’s really, really rough. I’m not trying to diminish it when I promise there’s light coming your way. I know the pattern maybe better than anyone. It’s coming. Uh Sorry for the useless ramble. *more hugs*
  3. Bird Furious
    “And they can be summoned and stuff, right? Like a Plotblade?” She fingered the edges, pleased to find that they were sharp. (If that’s ok). It would indeed. Bat paled, then sat down heavily in his chair. “@Through The Living Glass? Wh… why?”
  4. Bird Furious

    Got my toofs out

    I had a panic attack during the procedure because I was WAAAY more lucid than I expected and I could feel some of the pain before the first one came out

    but he gave me more numbing and everything went fine

    I'm not even in much pain rn which is surprising because I'm generally sensitive with dental stuff

    My jaw is sore, and my right bottom toof extraction site hurts a lil bit but besides that it's pretty ok 

    So ye :D

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    2. Cash67

      Cash67

      Yeah all of that is surprisingly normal for tooth extraction. Good work!

    3. Cinnamon

      Cinnamon

      I understand your pain as a small mouthed person who had to have 5 teeth extracted for braces so consume much chocolate mousse and take much paracetamol, best wishes and may many explosions grace your future🫡

    4. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      Thanks :D

  5. Bird Furious
    She nodded. "Cool! Cool. Thank you." She gathered the disks. He entered a limbo in time. AUGH IM SORRY I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED "Whatever. I don't believe you."
  6. Bird Furious
    "I'll find something when I leave. No problem." "Of course." Xanther started into the tunnel, stepping over the crumpled door. Bat blinked, then stared at her. "W- what?"
  7. Bird Furious
    Rose stared, rubbing her chest. "W... wow." "Well, I have quite a somebody for you!" "Yeah, I'm sure you do," he snapped. Uhhh I haven't been tracking all of them, but Bat's trying to become the Protagonist to counter Rebus (I'm trying to figure that out still). Most of the other ones are kinda dormant, but I'd like to bring Nemesis back at some point.
  8. Bird Furious
    Rose nodded. “Go ahead!!” ”Excellent, excellent! So you want to be an interesting character in your own book, yes?” Bat backed away. “How did you get here?” He snapped. Just make a character!
  9. Bird Furious
    Pfft—
  10. Bird Furious
    Oh scud what was it about
  11. Bird Furious
    WOO HOO
  12. Bird Furious

    *deep breath* 

    If I die 

    I wanna become a verb

    i don’t know what verb but I wanna be one

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    2. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      The thing is any noun can be a verb if you try hard enough 

      I like to velociraptor around my room in the morning 

    3. 𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      I...

      ...

      fair enough.

       

      Except that his example sentence clearly used it as a noun:/

    4. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      A noun would be okay, but… idk dudes. Verbs are where it’s at.

  13. Bird Furious
    SCUD YOU YOU STOLE MY IDEA SCUD FREAKING SCUD SCUD SCUD SCUD SCUD SCUD YOU I was thinking something non-weapon, since she already has the laser and the semi plot blade. Maybe like a hoverboard or smth, idk. It'd be cool if she had a hoverboard. Maybe Involvement. That could be interesting. "My name is NONE OF YOUR CONCERN!" He laughed uproariously, as if he'd said something funny. "You may call me Xanther. What might you be here for?" Bat jumped to his feet and pulled out several sharp chunks of Nullite.
  14. Bird Furious
    Xanther was for Sagerian Regardless, there was a delay. “I don’t,” Rose said. “I just want something awesome.”
  15. Bird Furious
    BUENOS DADIDAS REISLEK
  16. Bird Furious
    Break all their *counts on fingers* Legs, arms, fingers, toes, kneecaps, and spinal bones.
  17. Bird Furious
    Hmm. Nemesis might be willing. There was a slight delay in his materialization. The nearest shadowy room was the custodian's closet in a hallway near the waiting room where Bat was. Xanther appeared. "My dear man, good of you to be sent!" Probably not if you don't want to; we can figure something out, though it would be nice to have you around. She nodded vigorously.
  18. Bird Furious
    Ian’s eyes widened.
  19. Bird Furious
    I didn’t mean to manage his affairs, but he might do that if rebus asks. I think it’d be cool if rebus showed up and told Bat Tam was dead and then Sagerian came and tagged along. But whatever you want is fine.
  20. Bird Furious
    I think it was the Great Wizard. Well, enjoy camp. Maybe I’ll being out Nemesis until you have more time. Fair fair
  21. Bird Furious

    I’m also hungry. And I don’t think I had much water yesterday. But am I gonna eat? No. Am I gonna drink water? No. We’re speedrunning depression tonight, baby.

    all I need to do now is sleep in

    woohoo easy basically a given 

    Then maybe mope around and do nothing idk 

    jsyk I’m writing this to basically scream into the void I’ll be fine tomorrow trust

     probably

     before I sleep I think I’ll see if the schoolwork for next week’s opened up yet 

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    2. Slowswift

      Slowswift

      Hope you can get some rest!

    3. 𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      I vote for ice cream.

    4. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      I shall take your vote into account next time. 

  22. Bird Furious

    After laying in bed staring at the ceiling in the dark for 30 seconds, I have come to the conclusion that sleep is stupid. 

    1. KnightSkye Reforged

      KnightSkye Reforged

      Mother dear you need sleep!

    2. 𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      Agreed. *shoots with Intervention*

    3. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      HEY WAIT NO--

      *flop*

      *snore*

  23. Bird Furious
    Nice to meet you."
  24. Bird Furious
    That'd be good, actually. Potentially dead might be better to motivate him, but whatever you think. I might use Bat to drag you into something to catch the Dreamsmith's attention. If whoever's running The Great Hero or whoever was on trial a while ago happens to have more time in summer, he might go to him and be like "soooo protagonist" but I don't think he actually knows about that so maybe he'll just start by asking around about protagonist or smth.
  25. Bird Furious
    Honestly even with someone to interact with Bat it probably would just fall off again I need someone to do the world for me or like I need to send him somewhere I don't control or something because I just can't make myself write the extended scenes this deserves between Bat and another random character Might rope @CoderDrag0n8 into GM ing for me with Bat or something Somebody to interact with would be a good start though Sagerian would be good and maybe fit with Bat trying to become Protagonist Rose almost turned her laser on him before she realized what was happening. "Oh, nice! Okay." It's not that there aren't enough plotlines; it's just that I feel there are too few GMs and it's just too centralized which might be a stupid thought idk I'm too tired to dress up my words rn and ik I'm realistically not doing much but it's hard to get invested when it feels like there's nobody there and *breathes* Anyway
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