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HOW HAVE HUNGER GAMES BEEN ARE THEY STILL GOING ON WHICH RPS ARE BIG NOW
I NEED TO KNOW ALL THE UPDATES
I'VE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG
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ALSO IM THE SCADRIAN WAFFLE COOK NOW
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HEY EVERYONE! it's been a WHILE (and i have so many excuses). but first, here's my brief vent to the endless echo chamber that are my status updates.
so i'm in this high school theatre production and it opens a week from now (next thursday). we started working on it the last week of february, missed all of march (due to exam period followed by spring break) and were basically forced to do everything in april. this was already a stressful enough situation.
then we fell completely behind schedule (not at the fault of the director, just because it was an unrealistic expectation anyway and there were many cast absences from rehearsal that made it difficult to make much progress), and a lot of things were put off for later. we JUST worked through 30 pages of the script for the first time this afternoon and our show is next week. (i had to miss read-through bc of some other theatre commitment, so this was actually my first time reading that major part of the show with the cast)
we still haven't cleaned/fixed/reviewed Act 2, and Act 1 is really chaotic because everyone is on stage all the time. on top of that-- we're not off-book. at all. basically everyone had scripts in their hands today. our off book date is supposedly tomorrow but few people in the cast are actually memorized (this is not the fault of the people who aren't off book... it's been a stressful process and it's hard to memorize lines for something we've never blocked).
tomorrow, during rehearsal, we'll be choreographing two songs that we've never figured out the staging for, ever. again, the show is next week.
the series of unfortunate events continue. a pretty crucial member of the cast dropped out (unforeseen circumstances-- not their fault) and we don't have time to bring in a completely new person. this morning, one actor (who already has a pretty large role) was asked to double roles. she said yes, of course, because it's an emergency and she was in the position to do so, even though it means she'll have to memorize a whole character's worth of lines and blocking over the course of the next five days.
to make matters worse, our director was injured over the weekend, and couldn't come in yesterday
this is only for me, but over the course of the next week-- the week of the show (tech week rehearsals go until 9pmish every day and 10:30pm on performance days)-- i have a math test, latin test, history essay, science test, a cappella performance, 2 competition due dates, 5 elections/appliation due dates for various leadership positions, an AP exam, and a research project.
all in the next 2 weeks.
and we haven't finished staging the show.
the show opens next thursday.
of course, i have complete trust in the cast, the crew, and the director of the show. i'm less worried about that, but more about all of the other things that happen to fall upon the week of the show. as far as the show goes, i truly believe we'll pull it off. we definitely will.
but you can imagine the stress i'm under.
a lot.
a lot.
of stress.
and thus concludes the end of my vent into the void.
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New poem I wrote for a seminar I'm part of... Thought I'd share it with you guys
SpoilerFOOL’S GOLD
My own eyes cannot reach
Where I fumble
with the clasp.
And so, watching my frosted
Reflection in the vanity I
Battle to clip the fragile chain.The metal, fool’s gold,
I’ve been told,
Is cold on my skin, rubbing red
Against my neck until it hurts.
Constantly slipping from my nails
Where the clasp digs underneath.Closing my eyes, it clips,
Too tight, too tight. As if a
Chain to keep a wild jaguar
at bay.
Rolling the delicate pendant
Between my finger and my thumb.Wearing the prize jewels of great queens,
I release the pendant
and cast a witch’s spell.
Someone gave this to me. Perhaps a friend,
Probably my mother. She may have gotten it
From her mother too.The rusting chain rests heavy over my skin.
And the fog lifts from the glass and I brush away
my hair. And I cannot decide
if this chain
Brands me docile or strong.Thoughts? Feedback? Feelings? Emotions?
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ive been checking here every other day even though im not as active anymore
anyway. i have exams this week and next week. i need all of the luck and prayers and good vibes and thoughts and manifestations you can send me.

