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  1. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    *huuuugs* *more hugs* *even more hugs* I'm really sorry my dude This is really horrible and you have every right to be angry and sad about this There's no really "right" way to go about this tbh Save from trying to convince your sister and church to go back, but that sounds like a fool's errand sadly College is indeed an opportunity here; you'll be in a brand new environment, be able to make new friends, and all that. You'll be able to move on. In the meantime, try to do different stuff; join theater or book clubs around, pick up a new sport or a music instrument... You need to see something different, rather than staying in your room alone. I know that this is probably all you feel like doing currently, but trust me: you need to get out of it. That does not magic anything away, but that helps a bit. And it can help you going on in the time you need to sort everything out. I promise you, you are not less Radiant for this. Radiants aren't perfect people, they're broken people who fill up the cracks the best they can. And I know you can do that too. So get out of bed, and go take a walk while there's still some sun outside. For me. For us.
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    A very shaken Lonnm walked absently to a living quarter, closed the door, fell on the bed, and cried.
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    Yes, y'all are all that You included ali Colonel Hathi! You are a bold one Sorry if this is a weird first interaction but my brain wouldn't let go of this (and I know Hati is pronounced differently from Hathi in English (but not in my native language and my brain is wired for that)) Oh and welcome to the cool people club
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    *hugs again* Yes You did good Keep doing stuff that brings you joy, it's food for you I'm proud of you Edit: I meant to say "It's good for you", but I guess it's also food in a spiritual sense you know
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    Thanks for the hugs *hugs back* I should maybe set a bed time, but it's kinda hard because my timetable keeps changing And also, I'm always late on work so I have to stay up to finish the stuff I have to on most nights Well I only manage to do something half of the time which is another problem No Hoid Slayer I don't think I'm talking about what you think I just... need to do my work if I want to pass this semester and be done for school forever But I can't I don't know what to do and no one explains and I'm already so tired and completely demotivated and so i run around like a headless chicken and do nothing for hours and it tires me even more I've been in therapy for a couple months now, which has helped some stuff, but it's still not great and somehow feeling... worse than ever maybe well not yet it's not worse than that time yet but it will soon be when we reach the finish line and i'll be still stuck with my head in the sand and weeks behind on everything at this point i just wish i could come back to then and tell myself "my buddy you are doing a terrible mistake here" though were the other choices better for me i guess i'll never get to know Btw i thought you might want to know, last night I went to bed right soonish after writing the message (so at 1AM; GMT+1 remember) and will try to get to it soonish now too *big hug* Yes I remember you and I understand, kinda and you probably should to go talk to your friends about what you feel if they are your friends, they'll want to know you have the right to be tired carrying everyone around you it's not selfish at all I know you don't want to let them down, but if you don't set boundaries at some point, then you will inevitably end up letting them down just because you couldn't take it anymore It's a really tough situation to be in I wish I could help more *massive hug*
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    Lonnm suddenly blemished. He took a step back, and looked at the corpse lying on the ground. It wasn't pretty to see. The poor thing - no the poor man - had multiple injuries, some of which looking older than today's fight. After a minute or so, he finally squat to the ground and touched the Hasrathan's arm. "I'm sorry", he muttered, though no sound came through his lips.
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    *hugs* Welcome to the cool people club indeed! Okay my turn to rant I feel... really tired Couldn't sleep last night, and when I did I had all sorts of bad dreams And now... I don't know I just feel tired and sad It's not like theres a reason for me to be depressed... I mean there are but I'm away from that rn and there hasnt been any new stuff on that front that would make me spiral as it keeps happening And now it's nearly the end of holidays and I feel more tired than when it started for no reason And I also came to the realization that i had been somewhat dissociated like 70% of the time since school restarted Which is kinda unsettling Every time i try returning to school I end even more tired than the time before And now I don't know if I can get myself to do what I need to do for this to end Sorry if this makes no sense Edit: and here's to another night doomscrolling while contemplating the complete mess that is my life and getting to bed at nearly 1 AM That will definitely make it better good job dude
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    "What... is the Pact you mentioned? Or Ichor, for that matter?" asked Lonnm, trying not to look at what was lying on the ground.
  9. Throw TheLiving Silverware

    Happy birthday!

    Wait, I was not following you? Time to repair this mistake.

    1. Argenti

      Argenti

      Thank you! 

      Yes... yes... more followers...

  10. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    I am not a specialist of those (never really been into those types of food), but this is what I have in mind when hearing biscuit: And when hearing cookie Courtesy of Wikipedia: (Btw, the page called "cookie" in French Wikipedia redirects to the "chocolate-chip cookie" in English Wikipedia. Like, this is what cookies are for us. Everything else is biscuit - or something else.)
  11. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    It is indeed her
  12. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    Please read my signature attentively, you will understand your error
  13. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    Kiss Wayne, marry Cultivation, kill Odium. Kaladin, Kalak, Kalad (aka Vasher)
  14. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    ...Coder did you just call me British
  15. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    Lonnm turns back after his dash is finished. He looks around and tries to see who he could link up with.
  16. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    ...this makes no sense but somehow I understand *hugs back, forces to sit and feeds*
  17. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    ...what? *huuuugs* yeah I understand the need to punch something but walls are eh
  18. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    Eeeeh you need it to be able to like think straight the day after though It's really important to go to bed early fellows *looks at clock* Eh I'm on holidays this week that's okay
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    *huuuuuuugs* (Sleep?) Oh hi dear neighbour! Basically everyone but you and me is in North America, yeah. You are discovering the pleasure of telling people to go to bed in the morning
  20. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    Hiiiiiiiiiiiii! Welcome back! We missed you
  21. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    That was a shortcut; I study in a different city than my home city, and come back by train for the holidays and some other occasions. Though I make the day trip to school in subway which you could argue is a train. Btw you forgot your TPBM
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    *huuugs* Yeah can hardly blame you for wanting to do that I like the train home, more ambivalent on the train to school. TPBM is excited for a release (book, game, music, whatever you want) in the next few weeks.
  23. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    Hi! Welcome to the c... the perfectly normal band of fellows that we are! What is your favourite non-Sanderson book? In the case of a cooking contest between Kaladin and Vasher, who do you think would win?
  24. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    "If alone we go fast, but together we go far, we are trying here to go far and fast". @Just A Silvereye
  25. Throw TheLiving Silverware
    Uuuuh I Dont know? Like there are many slightly weird things about me But nothing really weird Okay here are a couple, please enjoy each one equally I can on occasion listen to the same song a dozen times in a row I know nearly all sources of certain modifiers in my favourite video game (never learned that, just... happened) I will sometimes use random quotes from movies, books or songs in sentences, and have done so in this message I was planning to get to bed early today as I'm tired, it's currently 0:44 I am able to not know the names of some people in my class, with whom I've been for half a year by now I have spent 12% of 2024 listening to music I dare you to put in your signature: " @Just A Silvereye is an amazing, smart, nice and handsome lad, who always has great ideas for signatures" for 24 hours
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