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That1Cellist last won the day on December 21 2022

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    Lycoris Radiata
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    Cello, reading, discussing books and movies, video games, Music, music, music.
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    Loneliness. This feeling accompanies me everywhere. Isn't that funny? I have friends. I love them. You'd think it would keep the loneliness away. It does, somewhat. I'm a lot less lonely than I could be, but sometimes it sneaks up on you. I suppose I've spent most of my life feeling lonely. It looms over me always. Maybe that is why I crave attention so badly. No matter what you say, I do crave it, I think. I don’t particularly like physical contact with other humans, but sometimes it would be nice to be hugged. To be held and hold back. Isn’t that odd? Maybe I just want to know that I’m not alone. That someone cares about me truly, not just with surface level words. Or perhaps I am needy. I find that more likely. I want these things, but it is absurd at this point, I think.

    I don’t even know at this point.

    Silence and loneliness are my lot, I think.

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Emotions are utterly illogical. I wonder too, what it would be like to have someone to hug, someone to hold me. But you aren’t alone. Emotions are like…Ruin. In your head. Telling you to do or feel things that you shouldn’t. 

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      I have felt similar to this and some days I feel as if I'm going through the motions but not LIVING. Hanging out with friends but not CONNECTING. Lonely and sad and wondering if I'll crash. I'm not sure how to help, but you're not alone. 

    4. Telrao

      Telrao

      Cellist, we all crave attention, in some way shape or form. Feeling lonely and longing for a hug - despite the fact that you don't really enjoy physical contact - my dude, I feel that so much. During COVID, I was perfectly happy to be by myself... but sometimes, I really craved some contact, someone to talk to other than familial relations. But, then again, I wanted to be by myself. A living dichotomy... but aren't we all? There is nothing wrong with craving attention, and nothing wrong with wishing for a hug. Silence is nice, but sometimes you need someone to break up the monotony.

      We all want to know that we're not alone. It's okay! It means you're human, Cellist! And it's a wonderful thing that you're here and with us *hugs*

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