A bit of a tangent: Yup, and when you don't know how to make friends and other people talk to you, but then you realize they have a much larger friend group beyond you and very close friendships. Mind you I really appreciate them, but it's hard to fit into large groups once you are introduced to them, and I don't know how to make close friends with people, especially in high school :/. Frankly the only person I can talk to ends up being the person who introduced me to their friend group. Anyhow just thought I'd share my greif over high school friendships lel