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Hollow Graves

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  1. Hey guys. How do you know like who you are. Cause I know that I am not straight. But lately what I thought it was doesn't feel right but I don't know how I feel about anything right now. I think I many be trans (which is what I have been for a while) or genderfluid. I know for sure I am onmisexual. But like I think I may also be asexual. I am so confused and don't even know how this works together. (It doesn't help I live in a homophobic, very religious home.)
  2. Does anyone else want to sleep right now. School is exhausting.
  3. Depends on why you are crying. And how much.
  4. I don't know why I am so surprised that this is still going. But pineapple only goes on pizza if it goes with the other toppings.
  5. Would this ever get to the end???? 1606
  6. I thought you said you went inactive. You were on here Monday?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

  7. I am reading the Six of Crows duology right now. And man, after reading shadow and bone trilogy, it is absolutely hilarious. The whole Shadow and Bone thing is light vs dark, and good vs evil. And Six of Crows is just mmmmoooooooooonnnnneeeeeyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Also my friends are worried for me because I just want to be Kaz Brekker so so much. Does that worry you guys?

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    2. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      YAY! They're so good! Who needs morals when you can have money! (mostly joking but it works in the books :P)

      I too wish to be Kaz!!! He is the actual best character ever!!!

    3. Hollow Graves

      Hollow Graves

      Yes very very much money. That I have to agree with you for sure Cruciatus_heart.

      I unfortunately believe I know what you are talking about. And yes it is very sad. (Pinterest spoiled some things)

      I know right. But when I tell my friends (who haven't read the books), they think I am insane and worry about my sanity (which is funny cause I already don't have any) 

       

      Yes nuff said in deed

  8. Hahahaha. That would work, ya.
  9. I have been out of the Shard loop for awhile due to school, remind me what TLT is again.
  10. Me, not crazy enough. Ha. I am insane. I'll be joining.
  11. Graves Shadow Storm Death Whatever is emo sounding and dark, I would go with it.
  12. Not going to doubt it. Just going to join it. Hahahahahahaha
  13. I don't look on this for months And I don't know why I thought I would know what is going on in this never ending insanity.
  14. Think if you get the same answer every time, that you are definitely in that order. So that means I am a lightweaver. 73% this time.
  15. *hugs* I may not be the best to say this. Since I am crashing and burning. But just keep going. In the end, you will be able to look back and see all of the amazing things you were able to do. And if you ever need someone to talk to I am always here. And my DMs are always open. *though I am usually one only every other day.*
  16. I guess I will say it.

    High School is so freaken hard.

    I am two weeks behind and school ends a month from today. Talk about homework taking over my every waking moment.

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Yes, it is quite hard.

      I wish you the greatest luck and the wind of a thousand bloody cougars at your back.

  17. I am in my edgy stage that may be here to stay. So I decided to listen to Kaz Brekker Playlists. (Yes the Six of Crows character. Highly recommend reading the books. So good.) The current on I am listening to is "Couldn't find perfect Kaz Brekker playlist so I made one" by Aneta.
  18. Okay. Dump time.

    I have failing school right now. There are 4 weeks left of term and I am two weeks behind. All of my grades are f's. And I don't have time to get everything done and it is stressing me out. Especially with my parents getting mad at me for being this far behind as well. I literally only do homework these days. Every little time to do what brings me joy. 

    On top of that. I have been 16 since September, and I don't even have a driving permit. And my friends keep pushing me. They are always asking when I am getting my license or a permit. Why am I not doing what they think I should be doing. And I have tried to tell them that my family does have money for me to get a license and be on the insurance. But they are just thinking that it is an excuse to get them to drive me everywhere. And so now I don't know what to do with that relationship because she is my best friend. But she is adding a whole other layer of stress. I have the hardest time not just screaming and crying when ever she asks and gives me a disappointed look.

    My other friends hate me and think I am a jerk. And the girl I like thinks I am insane.

    My parents on top of the grades disappointment, are disappointed in me not being straight. And they don't support me at all. And they are trying to force be to go back to church.

    So all of that is a mess and it is making me a mess. And personally it gets really hard to find a point in living. And I know that sounds drastic but my life is falling to pieces. I have no one here to help me and I cry myself to sleep everynight.

    The only reason I am trying is because my family is working on adopting a little girl. And she, without knowing it, is my will to live. But we wont be able to adopt anyone till next school year. So that isn't even helping me right now. 

    I don't know what to do. Does any one have any advice.

    Sorry this got so long and depressing.

    1. ThroughTheLivingSequence

      ThroughTheLivingSequence

      Oh my god, I'm so sorry.

      This situation sounds... absolutely horrible, to say the very least.

      I wish I could offer assistance or help of any kind, but I really can't. 

      I'd suggest talking to your friends about this, if you trust them.

      I really hope things get better and wish you the best of luck.

    2. Robin Sedai

      Robin Sedai

      I wish I had any advice. All I can say is that sounds a really, really terrible situation and there's nothing wrong with feeling the way you do. I know it may not seem that much from a random internet acquaintance, but you have all my love and support. Please hang on, things can get better.

    3. Hollow Graves

      Hollow Graves

      Thanks guys you are all awesome and kind of my fam right now.

      And Sequence don't worry about it, a lot of people can help. Including my friends cause I just cant trust them.

  19. I highly recommend Lockwood and Co. It is a really well done adaption of the books. all things considered that is. I think I have already watched it twice.
  20. I live in a home where I am the mistake, the disappointment, the child they wished was different. Everyday I feel more and more degraded. And I am shattering like class inside. I don't know what to do. My demons seem to be getting stronger and harder to fight. I am having major depression and my parents just explain it away with their religious beliefs that I don't share. My friends have horrible families and living conditions and them seeing me go through this was hurting them so I left. But it hurts so bad to leave but I always put other people before me. And I am failing all of the classes in school and I just want to cry all of the time. I don't know what I am doing and I honestly think I am losing it. I could really use a hug and some advice right now.
  21. Me here just watching Wednesday for the first time. I love it so much.
  22. Hey guys.

    So I have kind of a depressing questioning. And I don't know how to make it less depressing so I will just ask.

    How do you cope when one of your grandfather's die?

    1. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      Talk to people.

      It doesn't matter who, it doesn't matter how long.

      Talk. Get it out there. Whatever you do, do not repress those feelings. I assume you were close with your grandfather, and I know how much it hurts to lose family.

      It hurts. Bad.

      So, talk to people. Get it out there.

    2. ThroughTheLivingSequence

      ThroughTheLivingSequence

      Ooof, I don't think I can answer that very well. I don't know any of my grandparents besides one grandmother who was... not a great person and I wasn't very close to. Sorry for your loss. Rest in Peace, Demon Thieves' Grandfather.

    3. Hollow Graves

      Hollow Graves

      That is what my friends said. One of them had a similar thing happen in May.

      I wasn't really close but he is the only one on that side of the family that I like and didn't treat my mother badly. (dad's side of the family.) But the problem is, is that i haven't see him in months and now I can't see him.

  23. Hey y'all.

    It has been a freaken while. Sorry I totally forgot that this site existed. It has been a very busy last you few months. By that I mean school has taken over life, again. I love you all but I don't have time to read through 263 notifications. Would you guys give me a run down of what has happened since the beginning of June?

    If you want to reach me easier (I am going to try to get on the Shard more though), I can be reached on Discord every easily. You can send a friend request to the user name on the picture, it want let me send it through text.

    I love you all. Hope you all the best life.

    Spoiler is discord profile pic for y'all if you want to get to me.

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    (Also for every one who said Happy Birthday, thank you!!!!!)

    1. Hollow Graves

      Hollow Graves

      Oh also, if you do send a friend request, dm me so that I know that you are the one sending it.

    2. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Heyyy. You're awesome. 

      Basically, a few new rps happened. Rn, most notable would be Insanity Clinic. We'll see how Archipelago goes.

      Not much else happened though.

      Glad to have you back!

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