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    There's something ironic about calling Chaos, the admin of the site, weak Charnaster was initially caught off guard from the web, being tangled right up in it. Right now he was Light. That would not do. He started to shed his wings, letting them evaporate into the air. Dark armor donned Charnaster as he transformed into his Dark Form, with long streaming tendrils of nebula materializing off of his body. Spikes of void-like material formed as Charnaster's body became a proper, four legged dragon. He let out a howl, and then landed directly across from the Witherlord, staring directly into him. Charnaster-Dark is themed around this fellow, kinda "That would suffice, I believe." Ribbon nodded. "How will we begin?"
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    let's never mention it again you'll like know it's fake if it's for sure fake It's very higher level thinking. Took like, 5+ years to get to these sets of proofs anyways. I think you know perfectly well what you're feeling, but you're struggling to figure out whether to trust yourself. The question, then, is simple: If not yourself, who knows you better? Who is right if you are wrong? For as condescending as I act I actually don't have certainty about whether I'm trans. Nor do I think I had many signs. Nor do I really care that much about my gender.
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    "Of course," Charnaster grinned, teeth sharp as daggers. "I would never not invite the most powerful villain of all time in the thread here." The locusts gathered together behind Charnaster, forming a massive cyclone, which then sprouted wings and a massive shifting face. Charnaster fluttered his massive wings, joining the dust storm in the skies, but shining amongst them as if he was an uninvited star in a daytime hurricane. "And now it is finally time to unleash what should've claimed the entire thread a long, long, time ago." He motioned, and then the entire storm's wrath slammed forth. --- Center braced himself against the furious winds by raising his armed gauntlet up in front of his face, but he ultimately could not help but feel like he was being flayed alive. Locusts and sharp bits whirred past him, whipping him with a raging fury. His entire stance staggered, and he suddenly was threatened to be swept away by the force. He glanced over at Magenta. The little draconic skull had a barrier of lightning formed around his entire body, but it was faltering as the electricity deflected darting locusts. As for the third guardian, Caltrevas, he was already gone, wiped away like a bug smeared against a glass pane. Not even the plot could've prepared me for this, Center thought, perhaps the Plot was not as strong as we thought. "The Witherlord has been shown to have a somewhat moderate sense of events in the thread," Ribbon responded, "But I agree with your assessment that his pawns make him virtually omnipresent. Regardless, I need your help with shielding my mind."
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    the best way to think about it being real is with a few tests. The easiest one is the test of awareness. You can tell if you're faking being trans because you'll know that it is. It will feel like no matter how much you desire being something, you know it's not actually real and you'll probably know your reasons for it. Sometimes it boils down to curiosity, but keep in mind that curiosity will fade very quickly, and isn't a reason that sustainable forever. For me, the biggest thing that told me I was faking was the fact that I knew it wasn't real, at the very core. If you're wondering if you're secretly thinking that you're not real but repressing it, that's possible, but even then not really. This is moreso of a hindsight thing- you'll look back at your life and realize that it's always been fake and that it's time to move on if it's actually fake. You will know. If at your lowest of lows, you hate the fact that you're trans, you hate it because it is something you cannot change about yourself, even if you tried. By contrast, if you were faking it, you'd never feel this way, because you would be able to change it because you can, at the end of the day, relinquish control over what you're faking when you're faking it. If you hate yourself because you're trans and you can't not be trans that literally means you're trans. In addition, there's another really good test, which is if you went radio silent for two weeks with no intentions of ever going back to the larger community would it still be there? Even when no one is watching, when it doesn't matter to anyone else, are you still trans? If the answer is yes, it's pretty definitively something that exists outside of the influence of others, thereby being a part of you and something you cannot change. If you cannot change something about yourself, that means that you cannot be faking that because the very definition of faking is that it isn't actually real and that it is something you can control.
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    ok, so what? You're worried if your feelings are actually genuine? Why does that matter?
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    isn't it all dysphoria Dysphoria for me isn't a feeling it's just an explanation of feelings.
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    "We aren't offering anything!" Magenta snarled. Center, for once, didn't interrupt Magenta's outburst. Instead, he simply stared at Charnaster, whose dazzling wings were covering his animal form. "We did not expect your arrival, this soon." Center said, trying to alleviate the tension in the room. Charnaster flapped his wings, bringing an intense winter wind into the room. "You should've known, Center." He spoke in a soft, echoed tone, "That I would always betray you. And you know why I can get away with it?" No one spoke for what felt like an eternity. Charnaster adjusted his wings, then continued. "Plotblades are stronger now. They have new, stronger, forms." A small dusty locust landed on the tip of one of Charnaster's wings. "This is why I brought all of you here." He said, his voice ricocheting off of the walls. "I will show you the true power of a Plotblade, and destroy all four of you with it!" More locusts started to flood in, carrying vast amounts of dust with them. A great storm started to brew above them, with small little locusts resembling jaws of dart dragons gathering in immense numbers. "Behold, the first Therian Form of the great Unknown Plotblade." Ribbon bowed her head in respect to him. "I am fully capable of return at any point," she said, "but there are advantages to being... a tenacious soul." She stood up. "Rebus, I need you to train me to protect myself from being detected by the Witherlord."
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    I've always loved Yuri tbh even before being an egg I loved yuri
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    Is it normal to get gender envy from genderswap yuri
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    sigma is crazy
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    I read that as dies to name change
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    Genocide run frisk

    Aeoryi commented on Keke's gallery image in General Art

    Genocide run frisk
    Coollllll artrrytt
  13. Aeoryi
    get girl deodorant for some reason guy deodorant is like, wildly different
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    For me it was just the setting of my gender marker on the websites I went to. That was it. I didn't need to bring up that I was female, it was just the way I was. I used to think I was enby, but that kinda fell away as I realized actual enby people in real life are very much not like me
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    I used she/her pronouns online for three years before being trans. Does that mean that I lied to everyone I knew during that time? Despite knowing that trans people existed and having been around them for a while I never actually considered that I could be trans. I was just a cis guy who happened to be female online and I presumed it was normal
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    Like do you think I've been lying to you or like, betraying you or someone by using she/her pronouns I've gotten to the point where if someone uses he for me I won't even be able to tell if it's referring to me, therefore I don't really encounter situations where I correct others But irl I have a handy dandy pronoun pin which helps sometimes it's not like I'm openly trans tho
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    I've never thought of it that way tbh. Yes, it might've been deceiving people but it's not to anyone's benefit in that situation and it really doesn't make a big difference. I never correct people when it comes to my pronouns it's simply not worth my time https://buymeacoffee.com/alyssavt/how-i-start-voice-training-start-here This is a well respected guide for voice training.
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    It's not amazing but like at the end of the day those places are disgusting and relying on them is an icky idea I wasn't really because I kinda just knew that it was fake almost and that it meant nothing FairyPrincessLucy has some good voice tutorials if you want to start there. I can give more stuff if needed
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    "My connection to the living is... contemptuous, at best. Rebus would be better suited for this job, I believe." Ribbon said.
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    "I noticed you don't seem concerned about the Witherlord's return. Why so?" Ribbon asked.
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    I have been using any pronouns but they pronouns fit much better internally even though she/her pronouns fit better externally. I started using it as a joke and never changed it back I tried upwards last night and it worked much better ty I have a moderate amount of pride about my height and weight being relatively average if not on the shorter end for guys yet still not being taller than tall girls But realistically doesn't matter
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    I can give you resources to help you if you'd like. It often takes quite a long time to perfect voice training stuff and it also takes a lot of practice, often times going "full time" with your chosen voice Often times these clinics do the diagnosis part for you (or something like that) just to simplify the process Tbh I kinda treat public washrooms as somewhat similar to like, a long car ride. Just assume they won't be available and plan to never need them. That's what I do.
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    "I cannot rest yet, because my Arc is not over." Ribbon said calmly, "I came here because I remembered..."
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    "Your workshop is safe here," she said softly, "I am waiting for Rebus."
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    Ribbon materialized at the Dreamsmith. @NameIess is a trial going to happen or can she loiter at the Dreamsmith?
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