Nothing was fine. She had thought she could just do the right thing at every turn. Help where she was needed. And everything would work out. That everything would be fine. That everyone was good, deep down. Maybe they still were. This had been the elf’s home. They were just protecting it. You could do a bad thing for a good reason, right? It was a thin thread, but Ara clasped onto it.
Avren’s voice pierced through Ara’s mind. He wanted to help her. He wanted to. She could hear it in his voice.
But Ara couldn’t let that happen. She was the one who helped people. She wouldn’t be a burden to these people like she had been to Shalli and Hayl.
Ara pushed the doubt, the fear, the worry to the back of her mind, curling it into a seething knot. It wasn’t enough, but it let her stand, putting on a perfectly neutral face for Avren. “I’m fine. Don’t worry about me. Let’s go make sure everyone is all right.”