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  1. Ok, so nine different people asked how my day was, but didn't actually listen to my answer, and my family has stress of their own, so I'm going to tell you guys about my day. I know you didn't ask, but, too bad. It's also kind of hilarious at points.

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    So basically, last night while I was deliberating over what the Fox should do, I was supposed to be finishing my math for this online duel credit class, but I didn't finish it. Then, I slept through my alarm, and woke up at 5:30 instead of 5, meaning I didn't have time to finish my math before leaving for school. So I get to school, right. There's a freaking cow in the drop off line backing everything up, so my mom (the school administrator) throws a yellow vest at me and voluntells me, "(Fox), go figure out how to re-order everyone. I need to go do......" she mumbles and walks away. Welp. What a way to start a day.

    I get all the angry parents re-organized in the pouring rain, and voluntold some of my friends who showed up to keep directing it. I go back inside to run the health station, to find out the church who we rent from left, like, a hundred round tables in the gym with chairs around them. Naturally, I end up putting all of them away by myself, but school was getting ready to start. It made me late, which equals detention slip. So I have to go get it excused while my history class looks over their notes, because, guess what, pop-quiz! 

    I get back just as my teacher is handing out the quizzes, and literally half the questions were about terms I had never heard of. As happens in a small school, if I get anything less than an A, I will be the talk of the school because of my reputation. Then in Spanish, I forgot to put my homework in bag. In Chemistry there was another pop quiz. I open my lunchbox for lunch, and realize that, since I don't have access to my kitchen, I only put two bags of fruit snacks and some popcorn in there. That is not enough food for a growing teenage girl. Half way through lunch, one of the seniors comes walking up to me. She goes, "Hey, (Fox), you're leading FCA (Fellowship of Christian Athletes, basically chapel, but fun) today, right?" I'm just like, "Yes... ?" She hands me the outline and is all like, "Here's the outline I emailed you last week." I'm just thinking.... You emailed me????

    So (the senior) and I grab our stuff. We asked one of the teachers where the sixth graders that we were to lead went, and they told us they had gone outside under the pavilion, even though it was pouring. So, we go out to the pavilion, and they aren't there. So, we think they must be under the one on the other side of the building. We walk all the way through the school, and get to the other pavilion, and they aren't there. So we set down our stuff, and decide to track down the group of sixth-graders. Guess what. The door to the school we came out of was locked.

    I got sent sprinting through the storm to the lunchroom door so that I could let (the senior) in. I realized I made a mistake as soon as I got to the door. I chose the door by the ninth and tenth graders, not the one by the eleventh and twelfth graders. My speech coach was addressing the group, when a soaking (Fox) come sprinting up and banging on the door. On the bright side, I got to practice my Cosmere cusses. Oh, and I twist my ankle real good on the way. (That whole ankle thing the Fox has, I actually have, so when I twist my legs and stuff, it's all good cause I'm used to it and good at hiding it)

    I was literally soaked top to bottom, in my dress uniform. I completely interrupted my speech coach, and got a glare that sent me slinking around the tables like a dog who got sprayed with a hose while my 'friends' roasted me. "ooh, (fox) just got Mrs. B good," What in the Sam Hill do you think you're doing, girl?" And of course, a lot of snickers.

    I let (the senior) back in through the door, and we find the sixth graders... guess where? Their classroom! So we get them to line up and follow us outside to the pavilion. Just then, a teacher comes up and tells us that with the lightning, we can't go outside. So we herd the sixth graders back to their class, and do the thing there. I improvise the whole thing.

    Then, I have an hour of study hall. The front desk teacher let me hang up my hoodie to let it dry out, but besides that, I am still soaked. Just then my speech coach comes by. "(Fox), are you ready to present how to do platform speeches to the newbies?" I'm just like, "Yes.... ?" *finger guns*

    She's like "Great!" She lowers her glasses and looks at me, "I'm looking forward to seeing how you do" I sit down at the study hall desk whispering 'storms, storms, storms, storms." Another teacher walks up. 

    "Hey, (Fox), I heard you didn't get your homework done for math last night. Want some help?" I'm just like "Sure...." But I knew I had to get ready for speech. Guess what. It didn't let me access my homework because apparently 'save' = 'turn in'. I can still look at the problems, though, so she helps me with those. Ten minutes before study hall ends, I finally get rid of the teacher. I do a quick check of my email, and find a nasty gram from my professor asking about my homework. I am literally freaking out at this point.

    I open up the powerpoint on my computer, and I get a message. My Office 360 has expired. The only copy of the powerpoint I have is the old one that my coach sent me that I had previously  completely changed. The bell rings. I say out loud, "Oh, rusting stormfather," gaining a few strange looks and a chuckle from Mrs. C, my fellow Sanderfan who's sitting the desk. I throw my stuff into my bag, and get to speech. I pull my laptop back out to plug it into the the tv. It's dead. I have to use my teacher's computer, and completely improvise again teaching all these poor souls how to speak well.

    Literature happens. I make a pun in my metaphor and get another glare from a teacher. I get home, and can't find my work hat. I look everywhere, and finally assume that it was cleared into my sister's room. So I go in there, and it doesn't look like there's anyone home. I immediately walk into her dresser, banging my head. I look around for my hat, muttering "Domi, Domi, Domi." And then I say outloud, "Storm it (Fox)!" I hear a small voice from my sister's bed.

    "Helllllloooooo, (fox). How was, your, day.... at school?" She asked. She has a disability thingy that doesn't affect her brain much, but it does make it really hard for her to speak and stuff.

    I smiled, "(Sister)! I didn't see you there! It was alright. Kind of had some stuffs happen, but, you know." 

    "I.... know...."

    "How was your day?"

    "Gooo-od."

    "Can I get you anything, jello, water?"

    "No-o"

    "Love you, (sister)!"

    I walk out of the room, and go looking for my sister's husband. He told me she had a really painful day, and I wasn't there to help her. (I am her care-taker)

    So, I find my hat, and get to work just in time. It's still pouring, and I get put on food runner. And we lost all of the ponchos. So I spent both hours running food out to grumpy customers getting soaked, again.

    I came home, got changed and showered, and settled down in time to get banished to my room while my parents talk about their work (they work at my school) and different problems they are working to solve. 

     

    Yup. Life just yeeted me today. 

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    2. Wind

      Wind

      :oThat was, just so many things at once! I couldn't have handled that nearly as well as you!^_^

    3. Scout_Fox

      Scout_Fox

      I....

      Uh....

      So what you're saying is your day was good right? :D

      jkjk, wow... that sucks! Yeeted indeed, and they didn't even set out any pillows for you to land on! Just *BAM* welcome to the floor... that just happens to be made of CONCRETE.... that also happens to be METAL... and it's full of SPIKES.... AND for good measure.... it's also POISONOUS 

      Yknow this is one of those days where you wish you were in a time loop movie where you wake up and get to do it all over again. The minute you saw the cow just be like nah... this ain't it chief.

      Seriously tho, the sheer number of things that went wrong is staggering. If you could turn unfortunate events into power you woulda become a human battery :P!

      So sorry no one was listening when they asked! Honestly tho it's such an unfortunately typical part of our culture; when we ask how someone's day was, when do we ever hear people not just say "good" and move on? Still though, that is inexcusable! You should force them to read all of Brandon's work in one sitting!! (although I don't know if that's necessarily punishment now that I think about it...)

      Props to you for taking it in stride and getting through it all. Much talent magic greatness 11/10 wows. And... uh... there's always tomorrow???

    4. Scarletfox

      Scarletfox

      Ahhhhh, yes. I hope that tomorrow is a good day. Wednesdays are my oasis in the desert, 'cause we don't have to go school, just do a bunch of homework. That, I can do. 

      'Aight. I have a date with my pillow. See y'all tomorrow!

  2. The Little Fox grasped Winter's hand tightly with her own, regardless of the cool of the metal, never wanting to let go. "Thank you, Winter." She whispered. "Thank you." The Little Fox closed her eyes.
  3. "Oh, Winter." She said with longing and contentment. She could feel herself beginning to panic again. "I-I can't remember exactly, but I felt so terrified. A hot tear slid down her cheek. "I didn't know if you were going to come." She gazed up into Winter's face, the placid features calming her. "But everything's okay, now that you're here." She tried for a small smile. The Little Fox reached her hand up to grasp his. "Will you hold my hand?"
  4. The Fox was suddenly alone, cloaked in darkness. She was dizzy, and couldn't think straight. She could feel a horrible pain beyond that she had ever felt coming from her stomach. Her eyes peered down at herself. She was glowing a soft orange, but resting on her stomach was something of blackest black, something that spoke of evil. It was a hole, with tendrils twisting and turned. It was moving, spreading, upward. It was reaching for her heart. It was getting closer, it was touching her heart. She screamed a terrible scream. A veracious scream. A desperate scream as the blackness brushed the deepness of her soul. The scream was in part of the pain, the excruciating pain, that she experienced. But mostly, because she felt something being stolen, a part of her, a vital part. Then, the pain was gone. For an instant, the Fox could see that the hole was no longer moving, but it was still there. Something was definitely wrong. The Fox laughed. More blood came spraying out of the Fox's mouth as she coughed, her eyes fluttering open. A face entered her line of hazy sight. A beautiful face. A glorious face. The Fox smiled. "Winter... You... *cough* Came back for me..." @Nathrangking @KyL
  5. The Fox looked at the dagger in her hand, then she looked back up at Nath. He did not look afraid. He did not look regretful. He did not look... betrayed, as she had expected. He looked.... he looked like he wanted the best for her. He looked as if... he had accepted what was to come.* The Fox turned the knife over in her hands. If she killed Nath, would she be free from her emotion? He had been the one to persuade her to open up once again. It was kind of his fault she was here. Just moments earlier, she was ready to let go of everything to not feel the pain. She had been ready to give in, what had changed from then to now? Well, Autumn had been killed by Winter, but that was inevitable. Nath had made her vulnerable, but Nath had made her feel again. Nath had brought her pain, but Nath had brought her strength. The Fox never should have opened herself up. If Nath were to continue to push her, would she be broken? Like that girl staring into the void? Was there anything wrong with staring into the void? As the confusion, the pain, the hatred, the anger, the frustration, the sadness, the desperation rolled through the Fox... she knew she had to get rid of it. All of it. She hated feeling this way. She hated feeling so exposed. She hated feeling so... vulnerable. She wanted to go back to how it was. To the time of nonchalance. Life was so much better then. The Fox wanted to go home. Her hands trembled as she grasped the hilt, as she had grasped her knife hilts a hundred times before. Her arms and legs felt weak. Her jaw trembled. The Fox's eyes could no longer meet Nath's. She stepped forward. "I'm so sorry." She whispered. "Please forgive me." She used all of her strength to raise her frail, unfocused eyes upon Nath's face. The Fox could feel something in her throat. Bile? She must have been disgusted with herself. "I'm so sorry." She repeated, tears streaming down her face as she raised her knife. She hated that she couldn't be strong one last time. That she had to show weakness until the end. That she couldn't just gaze upon the last one who believed in her with the strength to say goodbye. She closed her eyes. A sharp pain ricocheted through the Fox. She stood there for a second, like a tree that was just chopped at the base and hadn't decided in which direction to fall, before plunging to her left. Her body lay slumped between Nath and Winter, a knife hilt sprouting from her stomach, and a trickle of red seeping out of her lip's corner.
  6. "I... don't know. I'm so confused..." She raised her eyes to look at Nath's. @Nathrangking
  7. The Fox's eyes flickered back and forth between Winter and Nath. "But... he came." She whispered, "Even if he has made himself vulnerable," and weak, her mind added against her will, "even so, he speaks from his heart. He has risked himself to help me. He did not abandon me, like so many others..." Her eyes locked on to his. "He has given me strength."
  8. The Fox's tears found their way to the surface once again. She gazed into his eyes. She wasn't sure if she believed what Nath said about her, about her being loved, and about her being strong, but she did believe that he was being sincere. People were... not often sincere. The Fox valued his sincere words as if they were gold. The Fox gasped as her brother's head rolled across the floor toward her. Her eyes rose to meet Winter's as he commanded her to kill Nath. She was so shocked by it, that her jaw dropped, and she stood staring at him for a few moments, before regaining her voice and stammering, "wh-what?!"
  9. As Nath offered himself up as a trade, the Fox whispered "no...". This was the same mistake Alice had made. Then he turned, and instructed the Fox to rid herself of her mind demons. Of Autumn. The Fox felt the warm light being poured into her. She took a deep breathe in, "I-I don't know how, Nath. I don't think I can do it on my own, at the least. Ever since... ever since Alice died, one demon or another has been in control. I wouldn't know how to live without them." "That's right, dearie," Autumn piped in. "You need us." "And you can't possibly give yourself to Winter, please, you can't! I won't allow another to be punished so that I may live. I have run my course, I know that. There is little left for me to live for. There is none who loves me, and none that I love. I do not contribute much to the fellowship, heck, I almost stabbed you guys when I came in. You have the power to save many. You have the ability to influence the fellowship in all the right ways, I do not. You are more honorable than I, they-they need you! And perhaps..." She lowered her voice. "Perhaps we can... you know..." She pointed her thumb at Winter, and slid her finger across her neck, hoping to be discreet. @KyL
  10. "I think I'll take you up on that..." The Fox attempts at pulling away from Winter's iron grip (pun intended).
  11. He... came back? "N-nath?" The Fox stammered. Autumn's eyes darted back and forth between the two newcomers. "I'm so sorry, dearies, but the Fox is working with me now. She has agreed to store away all of her emotion."
  12. NOOOOOOOOOOO! Who specifically killed you, Fish? How was the deed done? Or did you just die of disappointment from losing? Oh, and, where are you being sold at, there's a hungry fox in town I hear to pays a mighty bit for some good tasting fish.... jk
  13. @Nathrangking The Fox's brother let go of her in shock, letting her slide to the ground. She smiled. The gun was destroyed. Winter had just done something that the Fox would have done almost anything to see done. "Who are you?" Her brother squeaked. "Are you really that dense, Caleb? " Autumn asked. "You haven't figured it out yet?" She sighed. "I guess if our Little Fox here," the Fox growled at that, "really wants no more feelings, I'll have to comply. You know you're going to have to give everything up, right. No more connections to people here. It will be a long and painful process. Are you sure you are ready?"
  14. A female voice said, "You needn't call me, darling, I am present." The Fox spun around to look at a woman who must have appeared behind her. "I am glad to hear that you are ready to make a... deal," The woman said. Her pale skin was cloaked in a elegant blue dress, like on that would be worn to a gala. She had curly blonde hair. "Yes, Autumn. I am re-" The Fox stopped as she felt her brother's gun firmly pressed against her neck. Da(rn)-it! She hadn't been paying attention to him. "Don't come any closer, Autumn!" Her brother snapped, his voice as taut as a fishing wire being strained on by a bass (does this make sense?). The Fox heard... fear, in it. She smiled. "You realize the... conditions of our arrangements?" Autumn re-iterated. "Yes." Just then, the Fox's brother took away the pressure from her neck, lowered the gun to her back, and shot her. She gasped in pain. Her brother put her head into a choke hold, placing the gun at her head again. "I said, NO. CLOSER." "Oh, please, Chad. You know as well as I do what would happen if she died. You'd never go through with actually killing her." Autumn stood there looking unconcerned. "The Fox may be ready to deal with me, but I do not know if I am ready to deal with her. How do I know you will go through with it?" @KyL
  15. The Fox glanced at the others. "Don't worry," She said, "I don't think he'll hurt you guys." "I wouldn't be to sure about that..." Her brother said. He raised on of his guns at the brown haired woman. The Fox froze. It was the gun from so long ago. "No, brother!" She screeched, leaping on him and bringing him to the ground. After trying to do some damage, and failing, the Fox's brother easily restrained her, picked her up, and tossed her onto one of the beds. Well, at least he didn't kill her yet. "I've always been stronger than you, Little Fox." He said, lumbering towards her. "Don't you think I could have killed you any time before if I really wanted to?" "No! You would've if you could've! I would have been dead years ago if you had the chance!" He clucked his tongue, stopping. "You really think that, don't you. You really think that you accomplished something when you ran away like a coward? That you couldn't have done something, anything to stop me from killing Alice?" "Don't you dare say her name." The Fox whispered, but her brother ignored it. "I've always had a soft spot for you, Little Fox. I never would have intentionally killed you. Don't you think you could have stopped me? Put yourself in-between Alice and I? I never would have killed you, and perhaps if I knew how much you l loved her," his voice got quieter, "perhaps if I knew, I never would have killed her, either." "I couldn't have stopped you. No matter what I did!" The Fox was sure of this... Fairly sure. "Brother!" She screeched. "You fill me with lies! You showed me pain, true pain that night! You destroyed me! You wanted to see me hurt! You did not love me!" "Oh, my dear Little Fox. My little sister. My little shadow. How did I train you wrong?" "You never trained me! I barely even knew you! You left long before I could have learned anything from you!" "You are naive. Do you think that perhaps the reason I killed her was because I was... jealous?" "Not true!" "Really." "You lie to make me angry!" The Fox pulled out one of her knives and lunged at the man again. She was going to end this, once and for all. But her brother didn't dodge, or try to stop the blow. "You're weak." He said, not flinching as the knife drove through his chest, just to the right of the heart. "I knew you could not do it." "Perhaps not alone. I will call Autumn!" "Do it then." Her brother folded her arms and smiled. "I will." The Fox gritted her teeth.
  16. I feel so stupid, but I just looked over and saw for the first time that you live in poland??? For real, girl? That's so awesome! And Warsaw, no less. That place has so much history to it! My mind is just being eternally blown right right now!!

     This Is Your Brain On Lockdown: How To Restore Focus And Get Your Groove  Back

    1. Scarletfox

      Scarletfox

      Storms!! I can't edit it and put that the reason I feel stupid is cause I never noticed it before.

    2. Emi

      Emi

      Wait... you didn’t know about that? 
       

      A lot of things had been destroyed after The II World War though. But still, it’s a great place to live! Quite big city, everything is close, but you have also places where you feel almost like in countryside. (My house for example) 

  17. A man materialized in the room. He wore a long brown unbuttoned trench-coat that went down to his ankles, the left sleeve was caked with blood. His face was smudged, and his curly black hair stuck out of his brown fedora. Underneath the coat, the man wore a black shirt, and gray trousers with a huge belt. There were two handguns on his belt. He wore cowboy boots. He almost would have looked handsome, until he smiled a broad, overjoyed smile, but the smile was sickening and cruel, a mark of insanity on the man's face. The Fox hazily sat up, her eyes having trouble focusing on anything. How long had she been out? Had anyone died yet? Had she killed anyone while she was gone? No, it looked like very little had changed. She was probably unconsience for a few minutes at most. Everything was still blurry, but then someone popped into existence. Winter? No. Someone she recognized. Someone... Oh no. "Yes, that's right." He sang. "I am no longer a voice in your head, prompting action, but it appears you have been kind enough to give me a body this time! Let's see, how shall we begin.... Ooh! Lookie there, did you bring more playmates?" The Fox stared at the man with dull eyes, hatred gnawing at her skull like a mole on an electrical wire. How was she even awake? Normally he took over, and she couldn't focus at all. In the past, she had really no control over herself at all. "How are you even here?" She asked. He made a face at her, one she was familiar with, one that pained her. One that screamed, how could you? "Is that any way to greet your big bro, Little Fox?" He said with pseudo-disappointment. "You are no brother of mine." The Fox answered coldly. He laughed. A big hearty laugh. One that would have once brought her warmth, comfort, and joy, but that now only invited weighted dread. The Fox closed her eyes. "I think I liked it better when I couldn't think about your presence." She said. He laughed warmly again. "You're not really him. I know that. I just wish you wouldn't use his voice, his smile, and now, his body. It... hurts." "Are you sure that I am not your brother? Do I not look and sound like your brother?" The Fox opened her eyes. Yes, her brother did look the same, exactly the same, as he did years ago. "I want you to leave. Although it is harder this way, at least I can say what I think. GET. OUT." "Now, now, now, Little Fox." His head tilted to one side, speaking as if she were a kindergartener. "You know that's simply not how things work. You need to defeat me. Perhaps physically this time, I don't know. Talia's not around to help you anymore, is she. Neither is Rena, I think you killed her when you opened up to your emotions again... Such.... fooolishnesss." "Perhaps it was foolishness. But I can learn from my mistakes. This time, shall I call upon, I don't know... Autumn?" "You wouldn't dare." He rolled his eyes. "She demanded far too much, even from you.." "Perhaps I am willing to make... sacrifices to be rid of the pain."
  18. The Fox stared at the place where Winter had just been. She felt angry. Angrier than usually. More frustrated than usual. More hatred than usual. More dismal than usual. More... yes, fear, than usual. It was building. Becoming grander, and grander. She could not allow herself to slip again. She could not allow herself to lose again. She could not allow herself to... she could not... she couldn't... she... she... she... The Fox fell on her knees silent tears streaming down her face. There would be no redemption this time. Her eyes rolled back into her head, and she passed out. "You can come out now, Little Fox. Wakie wakie! Yes, that's right. I'm back in your head. For realsies again, not just repeating phrases, or words from before. Now," The man inhaled, "Now, I have power" He said that last word slowly, exhaling, as if it were the grandest thing ever created. "And now..." He smiled his smile. "Now I will use you, to destroy them. Have fun!" The Fox snapped her eyes open. @KyL
  19. The Fox spun around, her eyes narrowing on the creature standing there. Her eyes were immediately drawn to metal hand. The hand that had grabbed her. The hand that had brought her here. Hatred churned through her, summoning another tear, this one out of her right eye. She used her sleeve to wipe them both away. "What have you done to me? Why isn't it going away anymore? Will it ever go away?" She put her hands on both sides of her head, breathing sharply in and out a few times, before looking up, and whispering a simple question, "why..."
  20. There was a a herd of rampaging buffalos living in the Fox’s stomach. She could feel herself filling with dread and despair. They had stolen the only thing the Fox had left, her mind. She wanted to fall in a heap on the ground sobbing again, but she would not let herself show weakness. Wasn’t that a joke? Well, she would allow herself to maintain some dignity. “I think I want to get the heck out of here.” The Fox stood, and walked around, inspecting the room. Her extreme emotions were bouncing around inside her like a overexcited puppy who heard the words: dog park. She walked over to a wall and stared at it, as if trying to formulate an escape plan, but she was really just trying not to break down. She thought she was doing really well, but nothing could have stopped the single tear that popped out of her left eye, and slipped down her face. “We need to try something, anything to improve our situation here.” She said, her voice confident. She was very proud that her voice wasn’t conveying the tremble in her jaw.
  21. Wha-what is this? The Fox could feel herself getting exasperatedly frustrated because she was so confused. If she could, the Fox would be crying hot, angry tears right now. Who are all you people? Where am I? What are... we doing? @KyL
  22. The Fox walked over to him, and placed a hand on his shoulder. She was feeling something that she was not particular used to: empathy. "I think I can understand." For a moment, the Fox's eyes went distant, a flash of the man with the cruel sickening smile standing over Alice passed through her eyes, and then, she was back.
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