Going_North_cal
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Who am I
To say what any of this means?
I have been sleepwalking
Since I was fourteen
Now as I write my song
I retrace my steps
Honestly, it's easier
To let myself forgetStill, I check my vital signs
Choked up, I realize
I've been less than half myself
For more than half my lifeWake up
Fall in love again
Wage war on gravity
There's so much
Worth fighting for
You'll see
Another domino falls
Either wayIt looks like empathy
To understand all sides
But I'm just trying to find myself
Through someone else's eyesSo show me what to do
To restart this heart of mine
How do I forgive myself
For losing so much time?Wake up
Roll up your sleeves
There's a chain reaction
In your heart
Muscle memory
Remembering who you areStand up
And fall in love again and again and again
Wage war on gravity
There's so much
Worth fighting for
You'll see
Another domino falls
And another domino fallsA little at a time
I feel more alive
I let the scale tip and feel all of it
It's uncomfortable but rightWe were born to try
To see each other through
To know and love ourselves and others well
Is the most difficult and meaningful
Work we'll ever doYesterday I was given the most blessed opportunity.
A very, very, very lucky opportunity that I am insanely grateful to both my friend for providing me, and to Heavenly Father for helping her get it to me.
Now begins the end of a 5-6 year struggle within my soul.
Never have I felt the peace, relief, and hope, than I do now through the light of the Lord and His blessings.
Its wonderful. It’s so, so wonderful, to be able to finally begin to move on from this, and to be able to feel my Savior there by my side as I do.
I have struggled with this for so, so long, and now that I’m able to begin the journey to leave it behind, and become a better person, is a glorious, God-given opportunity that I am going to take.
