I... just am feeling really down today. Like all the feelings from the past months decided to just show up. I'm swamped, but not the overworked kind.
The kind where I've been stuck inside my house since March.
The kind where I was looking forward to school starting. But it's online.
The kind where I just want to go back to church, to see any of my friends, which I haven't and who I haven't since March either.
The kind where I was going to get my first summer job, but no.
I'm swamped. With so much nothing that it's depressing.
But this community is just so... amazing, it probably has saved my day. And my year. The Forum Games that I've messed around in the last hour and the theories and stuff I've read and the RP's and the people here- it just is so uplifting, especially right now. So thank you.
And thank you, this thread, for existing. Because I really needed to put this into words.