I’ve had 3 big ones too. Earlier I chose people to have a crush on, but like half a year ago my crushing had awakened! Now, I had on this camp guy, but stopped, Catra from She-Ra (you all won’t gonna change my mind about it, corrupted, cartoon characters ARE hot) and my best friend, who I will never tell, that I have a crush on, because she said, that she would have big difficulties to be friends with someone same sex, who has a crush on her.