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    Zeoy leaned on the bar, arms folded, listening.
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    These two carry a special place in my heart. Gentle Silver and curious Pearl from CBST.
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    "I'm not your chef, Luna, I'm the bartender," Zeoy said. "I wouldn't even know where to find ingredients in your darned kitchen!"
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    Zeoy - a rotund blonde woman with tanned Teriss skin, a pixie cut, and loads of jewlery - waved. "Welcome, sugar!"
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    Status: Depressed as Mal, hardly able to feel. 

    “I know how you feel. Dark, like there’s never been light in the world. Like everything in you is a void, and you wish you could just feel something. Anything. Pain would at least tell you you’re alive. Instead you feel nothing. And you wonder, how can a man breathe, but already be dead?” - Kaladin (Rhythm of War by Brandon Sanderson)

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    2. DramaQueen

      DramaQueen

      :((

      Let me know if there's anything I can do.

    3. Robin Sedai

      Robin Sedai

      *hugs*

      Let me know if you need anything.

    4. Nathrangking

      Nathrangking

      *hugs* I'm here to listen if u need it.

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    "Coooorpse," it answered, "Corpsssssse."
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    Just finished reading Catcher In the Rye. I can honestly say that it’s one of my new favorite books. 

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    2. Quivil

      Quivil

      Huh.

      I thought it was by Steinbeck. Oops. Sri?

      Don't listen to me I'm just wrong.

    3. Tesh

      Tesh

      AHH YES IT'S SO GOOD

    4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      nice! *realizes that a character in one of my books is named Holden* heh.

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    The Corpse’s skin exploded with rot, and it lurched forward, growling. “We arrrrrre mooooore thannnnnn geissssst.”
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    It growled. “Star…. Called me… Cooooorpse.”
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    Star crossed her legs on the soft bed and Narrated a small breakfast for herself. Plates and a tea set laid themselves out in front of her for her convenience. With a snap, the tea poured itself, a sugar cube plopping into the awaiting teacup with a few drops of cream. A scone floated up from its place atop the platter and was dipped into the tea before making its way to Star's mouth. She chewed thoughtfully, then willed the cup of steaming liquid to her lips. It was perfect, of course. She'd had to make food for her family before... everything... and she'd gotten quite good at making meals. She'd gotten quite good at a lot of things, really. And now... it would never be the same again. She took a few more sips and bites, then laid back down into the pillows, closing her eyes and willing sleep to come over her once more, surrendering to the depths of dreamland. @Fallapede
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    Go Fadran!!! Posting my (at the time terrible) art on the Shard helped give me to confidence to keep drawing and eventually get as good as I am now. I wish you all the best, and I fully support you in drawing! As long as you want it badly enough, you can do it. Best of luck, hun!
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    Corpse resisted. Its rotting neck rolled, body twitching until finally it couldn’t refuse anymore. “Nnnnnno naaaame,” it answered in its raspy voice. Everything happened in an instant. Chaos. Screaming. Vulpine had to take a moment to process. Where had that thing gone?? Who was the new woman on the floor? He’d seen some insane things in his life, but this… what secrets were here for him to discover? “Holy Mal….” he muttered.
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    The Corpse was barely fazed by the transportation. It tried desperately to attack, but was held back. How in the world had it let it come to this??? It should have killed Star when it had the chance….
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    I had a great trip with Guard. The best time ever. I love his family, I love him. I’ve never felt quite so happy in my life. But now that he’s on his mission…

    TW: Suicide, religion, minor swearing

    Spoiler

     I don't think I have ever wanted to kill myself more. I don't even know why I carry on anymore. Is happiness even worth it, when every moment is coated in either dread or misery? I am so done with going through depression and trauma and anxiety. 

    And now I find the person I'm fated to be with the rest of my life, the one I love more than anything and God takes him away from me. What is the damn point. What "loving" God? I see no love here.


    I have had pain and more pain by being in the church. To hell with being "stronger" for what I've been through. I don’t want to keep going. 

    I… I can’t do this anymore. But I can’t kill myself because of who it’ll hurt. I hate that. I hate being kept alive by those I love. My head knows I’ll be okay, but my heart can’t be convinced and I just….. I’m terrified and I’m in pain. I don’t know what to do. I haven’t felt this dark since before I met Guard…

     

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    2. Maddie The Survivor

      Maddie The Survivor

      We love you! 
      Hugs?

      Just think about the people who love you. Personally, doing some sort of service helps me. 
      you got this!

    3. Nathrangking

      Nathrangking

      @Zephrun's Imperium this darkness is very good at what it does. It burrows in deep and thrives off of doubt. The cycle seems endless you know. Everything becomes darker and darker simply because of who we are. Let me say this its not stronger than you are! That pain that you feel is a powerful its source is your love as you put it. You can take it and turn it into something immensely powerful. It can be an all consuming beast or a warmth which will keep you going even in the worst of times. This darkness is yours to control it could not exist if you did not care. 

      The warmth will come again. *Hugs.* My DM's are open to you. 

    4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      oh no! that sucks. *hugs*

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    Just got back from @The Ward's Guard’s house. :wub: Had a lovely time. 

    1. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Nice! :D

    2. Robin Sedai

      Robin Sedai

      Good for you!

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    :eyes: 

    Look what I got. 

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    2. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      nice! that's awesome Zephrum!

    3. DramaQueen

      DramaQueen

      Oooooooh!

    4. Quivil

      Quivil

      SHIMMERS AND SHINYS *entranced*

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    Woke up at @The Ward's Guard’s house this morning! Flew out yesterday. 

    1. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      nice!

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    Marsh just needs hugs and someone to sip tea with. Love that boi, straight up.
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    A. I can back down.
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    I am also willing to take another character
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