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[Aeoryi she/her]

Just now, Verdance said:

Is everything okay

you seem kind of aggravated right now 

that's on me. I normally vet my own posts to make sure this kind of thing doesn't happen. Must've forgotten some stuff.

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

You can always if you wish to use that space. 

Yeah I know.

My desire to post there varies day by day. 

Like I need advice but I'm afraid I'm gonna sound crazy and everyone is gonna hate me. 

[Verdance he/him]

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

that's on me. I normally vet my own posts to make sure this kind of thing doesn't happen. Must've forgotten some stuff.

Okay

just wanted to make sure there wasn’t something wrong

[Aeoryi she/her]

Just now, Through The Living Star said:

Yeah I know.

My desire to post there varies day by day. 

Like I need advice but I'm afraid I'm gonna sound crazy and everyone is gonna hate me. 

nah if anyone did that I'd make them feel bad and force them to change

[Verdance he/him]

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Star said:

Yeah I know.

My desire to post there varies day by day. 

Like I need advice but I'm afraid I'm gonna sound crazy and everyone is gonna hate me. 

Uh no actually

the whole point is to ask other people for opinions or advice or support on mental health problems

Basically the only thing you could do would be spam it with unrelated things

but if you have any concern, feel free, no judgement here 

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

nah if anyone did that I'd make them feel bad and force them to change

I laughed out loud at that one

Edited yesterday at 04:11 AM by Verdance

[Aeoryi she/her]

5 minutes ago, Verdance said:

Uh no actually

the whole point is to ask other people for opinions or advice or support on mental health problems

Basically the only thing you could do would be spam it with unrelated things

but if you have any concern, feel free, no judgement here 

I laughed out loud at that one

oh yeah emotional manipulation is my strong suit

[Verdance he/him]

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

oh yeah emotional manipulation is my strong suit

Good luck with that one

i dont have emotions 

anyhow good night!

[Aeoryi she/her]

Just now, Verdance said:

Good luck with that one

i dont have emotions 

anyhow good night!

How quaint.

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

8 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

nah if anyone did that I'd make them feel bad and force them to change

6 minutes ago, Verdance said:

Uh no actually

the whole point is to ask other people for opinions or advice or support on mental health problems

Basically the only thing you could do would be spam it with unrelated things

but if you have any concern, feel free, no judgement here 

I laughed out loud at that one

Yeah, I know, that's just the anxiety/depression talking. 

Like, you guys know the SU I posted about not being able to express myself? 

After I posted that I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't fall back asleep for an hour+ as my mind went through all the horrible scenarios of what everyone would say and how I would ruin everything. 

I know you guys wouldn't ever do that, but I have trust issues. I've been burned to often to not. 

I want to talk to people, but every time I try I get stabbed in the back. So I'm just a little afraid. 

[Verdance he/him]

Just now, Through The Living Star said:

Yeah, I know, that's just the anxiety/depression talking. 

Like, you guys know the SU I posted about not being able to express myself? 

After I posted that I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't fall back asleep for an hour+ as my mind went through all the horrible scenarios of what everyone would say and how I would ruin everything. 

I know you guys wouldn't ever do that, but I have trust issues. I've been burned to often to not. 

I want to talk to people, but every time I try I get stabbed in the back. So I'm just a little afraid. 

I have honestly never been betrayed in any way

generally i am the one betraying people in a moral-philosophical sense in which case they ban me

what exactly do you want to talk about?

[Aeoryi she/her]

4 minutes ago, Through The Living Star said:

Yeah, I know, that's just the anxiety/depression talking. 

Like, you guys know the SU I posted about not being able to express myself? 

After I posted that I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't fall back asleep for an hour+ as my mind went through all the horrible scenarios of what everyone would say and how I would ruin everything. 

I know you guys wouldn't ever do that, but I have trust issues. I've been burned to often to not. 

I want to talk to people, but every time I try I get stabbed in the back. So I'm just a little afraid. 

we need to do a better job of creating a less threatening environment within mhc it seems, because if someone doesn't feel safe using it then there is work to do. I am disappointed in myself for allowing this to happen.

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

3 minutes ago, Verdance said:

I have honestly never been betrayed in any way

generally i am the one betraying people in a moral-philosophical sense in which case they ban me

what exactly do you want to talk about?

I.... 

That's the problem, I guess. When I do want to talk I can't find the words.

I guess... I just want to know what to do. And to know that I'm not crazy. And that people care. 

Because that's hard to believe, at least right now. 

Just now, Aeoryi said:

we need to do a better job of creating a less threatening environment within mhc it seems, because if someone doesn't feel safe using it then there is work to do. I am disappointed in myself for allowing this to happen.

It's not your fault. 

I feel scared saying anything. 

Darkness screams that everything I do will tear everything down and ruin everything and I'm scared. 

I just don't want to lose my friends. Goodness knows I don't have enough of those. 

To be honest I'm scared even posting this. It's me. Something is wrong and I want to know what to do but I don't so I tell myself to stay quiet. This isn't anyone else's problem. It's mine, and I should be the only one burdened by it. 

I don't know what it is. I just... am scared, I guess. I'm not sure what to do. 

[GG0z He/Him]

6 hours ago, Through The Living Star said:

Darkness screams that everything I do will tear everything down and ruin everything and I'm scared. 

I just don't want to lose my friends. Goodness knows I don't have enough of those. 

To be honest I'm scared even posting this. It's me. Something is wrong and I want to know what to do but I don't so I tell myself to stay quiet. This isn't anyone else's problem. It's mine, and I should be the only one burdened by it. 

I don't know what it is. I just... am scared, I guess. I'm not sure what to do.

*hugs*

I am pretty sure that by saying this, I am also speaking for every other sharder on TLPL. This isn’t just your problem, and I want to be able to help in any way possible.  There isn’t a way for you to ruin anything by posting, in my opinion, and although someone may be scared, I have yet to see someone, especially anyone on TLPL, ruining anything. You matter to us, and I will always try to help if I can. I also think that a step in the right direction is you actually posting that, since it requires a lot of courage to do. I want to help in any way, so please tell me if that is possible. If you can take one thing away from this post, it’s that you will always be a friend to me on the Shard.

[NerdSandwich she/her]

 

31 minutes ago, GG0z said:

*hugs*

I am pretty sure that by saying this, I am also speaking for every other sharder on TLPL. This isn’t just your problem, and I want to be able to help in any way possible.  There isn’t a way for you to ruin anything by posting, in my opinion, and although someone may be scared, I have yet to see someone, especially anyone on TLPL, ruining anything. You matter to us, and I will always try to help if I can. I also think that a step in the right direction is you actually posting that, since it requires a lot of courage to do. I want to help in any way, so please tell me if that is possible. If you can take one thing away from this post, it’s that you will always be a friend to me on the Shard.

Yeah, right.

That's what I'm here for

7 hours ago, Through The Living Star said:

I.... 

That's the problem, I guess. When I do want to talk I can't find the words.

I guess... I just want to know what to do. And to know that I'm not crazy. And that people care. 

Because that's hard to believe, at least right now. 

It's not your fault. 

I feel scared saying anything. 

Darkness screams that everything I do will tear everything down and ruin everything and I'm scared. 

I just don't want to lose my friends. Goodness knows I don't have enough of those. 

To be honest I'm scared even posting this. It's me. Something is wrong and I want to know what to do but I don't so I tell myself to stay quiet. This isn't anyone else's problem. It's mine, and I should be the only one burdened by it. 

I don't know what it is. I just... am scared, I guess. I'm not sure what to do. 

*hugs*

Yeah that's my life, only on a less depressing level.

Look if you have friends---and they're good ones---then you're doing great!

I wish I was...

See you have hope

I have one friend...and he doesn't even go to my school.

Star just hang in there I swear you're doing great.

We all love you.

[Through the Living Potato He/Him]

*hugs* *hugs everyone who wants hugs*

Spoiler

I leave to the airport in two hours, so I’ll spend that time on the Shard.

 

[Through The Living Ketek He/Him/His]

2 hours ago, GG0z said:

I am pretty sure that by saying this, I am also speaking for every other sharder on TLPL. This isn’t just your problem, and I want to be able to help in any way possible.  There isn’t a way for you to ruin anything by posting, in my opinion, and although someone may be scared, I have yet to see someone, especially anyone on TLPL, ruining anything. You matter to us, and I will always try to help if I can. I also think that a step in the right direction is you actually posting that, since it requires a lot of courage to do. I want to help in any way, so please tell me if that is possible. If you can take one thing away from this post, it’s that you will always be a friend to me on the Shard.

We're here for you

[GG0z He/Him]

We’re here for anyone

[NerdSandwich she/her]

I can make you rescind that statement.

But that's sweet

[GG0z He/Him]

Just now, NerdSandwich said:

I can make you rescind that statement.

But that's sweet

Really? How?

[NerdSandwich she/her]

Just now, GG0z said:

Really? How?

I'll refrain from it for sanity purposes.

But you don't know me.

No one does on here.

Well except Chips and his sister

[GG0z He/Him]

2 minutes ago, NerdSandwich said:

I'll refrain from it for sanity purposes.

But you don't know me.

No one does on here.

Well except Chips and his sister

I still believe in my statement. I’ll try to help anyone if they ask for it, or let me.

Even though I don’t truly know anyone, I’ll still try. I will go off of what the person has told me.

Edited 18 hours ago by GG0z

[NerdSandwich she/her]

3 minutes ago, GG0z said:

I still believe in my statement. I’ll try to help anyone if they ask for it, or let me.

Even though I don’t truly know anyone, I’ll still try. I will go off of what the person has told me.

Okay.

Just like not me because A: I'm hopeless and B: I'm not gonna tell you all my personal info and C : If you knew me, you wouldn't wanna hep anyway and D : It's MY problem. Not my parents, not my sisters, not Chips, not you, MINE.

No taking my pain Odium stappit

[GG0z He/Him]

Just now, NerdSandwich said:

Okay.

Just like not me because A: I'm hopeless and B: I'm not gonna tell you all my personal info and C : If you knew me, you wouldn't wanna hep anyway and D : It's MY problem. Not my parents, not my sisters, not Chips, not you, MINE.

No taking my pain Odium stappit

Not hopeless, but I won’t help if you don’t want it

Don’t become a Vyre

[NerdSandwich she/her]

Yeah it's my fault anyway for...being me

Filter the name!!! V*re

[GG0z He/Him]

19 minutes ago, NerdSandwich said:

Yeah it's my fault anyway for...being me

Filter the name!!! V*re

Being yourself is good (motivational crap!(maybe))

Alright! Don’t be V*re