uwu The Last Post Loses

[NerdSandwich she/her]

I LOSE!!!!

*me realizing losing's a bad thing*

---2 seconds later---

I LOSE!!!!

[GG0z He/Him]

No, I lose!!!

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

4 hours ago, GG0z said:

*hugs*

I am pretty sure that by saying this, I am also speaking for every other sharder on TLPL. This isn’t just your problem, and I want to be able to help in any way possible.  There isn’t a way for you to ruin anything by posting, in my opinion, and although someone may be scared, I have yet to see someone, especially anyone on TLPL, ruining anything. You matter to us, and I will always try to help if I can. I also think that a step in the right direction is you actually posting that, since it requires a lot of courage to do. I want to help in any way, so please tell me if that is possible. If you can take one thing away from this post, it’s that you will always be a friend to me on the Shard.

3 hours ago, NerdSandwich said:

 

Yeah, right.

That's what I'm here for

*hugs*

Yeah that's my life, only on a less depressing level.

Look if you have friends---and they're good ones---then you're doing great!

I wish I was...

See you have hope

I have one friend...and he doesn't even go to my school.

Star just hang in there I swear you're doing great.

We all love you.

3 hours ago, Through the Living Potato said:

*hugs* *hugs everyone who wants hugs*

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I leave to the airport in two hours, so I’ll spend that time on the Shard.

 

1 hour ago, Through The Living Ketek said:

We're here for you

Thanks guys. 

I think I'm gonna refrain from saying anything else about my mental state for now 'cause I was reminded that this is very much available to anyone online... also I'm just kinda tired right now... Also I haven't even started the crazy parts yet... But thank you. It does help. 

So yeah there's a reason my member title is what it is...

Edited 6 hours ago by Through The Living Star

[Factor She/Her]

11 hours ago, Through The Living Star said:

Yeah, I know, that's just the anxiety/depression talking. 

Like, you guys know the SU I posted about not being able to express myself? 

After I posted that I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't fall back asleep for an hour+ as my mind went through all the horrible scenarios of what everyone would say and how I would ruin everything. 

I know you guys wouldn't ever do that, but I have trust issues. I've been burned to often to not. 

I want to talk to people, but every time I try I get stabbed in the back. So I'm just a little afraid. 

 

11 hours ago, Through The Living Star said:

I.... 

That's the problem, I guess. When I do want to talk I can't find the words.

I guess... I just want to know what to do. And to know that I'm not crazy. And that people care. 

Because that's hard to believe, at least right now. 

It's not your fault. 

I feel scared saying anything. 

Darkness screams that everything I do will tear everything down and ruin everything and I'm scared. 

I just don't want to lose my friends. Goodness knows I don't have enough of those. 

To be honest I'm scared even posting this. It's me. Something is wrong and I want to know what to do but I don't so I tell myself to stay quiet. This isn't anyone else's problem. It's mine, and I should be the only one burdened by it. 

I don't know what it is. I just... am scared, I guess. I'm not sure what to do. 

We’re here for you. I can’t say things in a way that the other’s haven’t but… we’re here for you, and appreciate you no matter what.

[GG0z He/Him]

50 minutes ago, Through The Living Star said:

Thanks guys. 

I think I'm gonna refrain from saying anything else about my mental state for now 'cause I was reminded that this is very much available to anyone online... also I'm just kinda tired right now... Also I haven't even started the crazy parts yet... But thank you. It does help. 

So yeah there's a reason my member title is what it is...

Just please remember that we care. Even if you don’t post anything else about it. We care.

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

15 minutes ago, Factor said:

 

We’re here for you. I can’t say things in a way that the other’s haven’t but… we’re here for you, and appreciate you no matter what.

4 minutes ago, GG0z said:

Just please remember that we care. Even if you don’t post anything else about it. We care.

Thanks guys *hugs* 

[GG0z He/Him]

Just now, Through The Living Star said:

Thanks guys *hugs* 

*hugs back*

I can’t really words usually, so sorry if it’s really awkward

[Ink and Embers Any pronouns]

Just now, Through The Living Star said:

Thanks guys *hugs* 

*hugs so much*

You are absolutely amazing. We are here if we can ever help in any way, shape, or form, ever, and we all love you. *hugs even more*

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

1 minute ago, Ink and Embers said:

*hugs so much*

You are absolutely amazing. We are here if we can ever help in any way, shape, or form, ever, and we all love you. *hugs even more*

3 minutes ago, GG0z said:

*hugs back*

I can’t really words usually, so sorry if it’s really awkward

It's fine, I can't words either *Hugs more* 

Thanks guys. I can't express how much this means. Seriously, thank you. 

[GG0z He/Him]

Just now, Through The Living Star said:

It's fine, I can't words either *Hugs more* 

Thanks guys. I can't express how much this means. Seriously, thank you. 

You’re welcome, and I’m gonna stop before I start crying. I think helps everyonw, and not only you, btw. (It’s so hard to sentence today)

*hugs to infinity and beyond*

 

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

4 minutes ago, GG0z said:

You’re welcome, and I’m gonna stop before I start crying. I think helps everyonw, and not only you, btw. (It’s so hard to sentence today)

*hugs to infinity and beyond*

 

You wouldn't believe how close I got to crying from this guys. And I never cry. Thank you for everything, everyone. Some days are worse than others and yesterday was one of those worse days. 

[GG0z He/Him]

Just now, Through The Living Star said:

You wouldn't believe how close I got to crying from this guys. And I never cry. Thank you for everything, everyone. Some days are worse than others and yesterday was one of those worse days. 

“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the lights”

I’ll try to be to be there whenever I can

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

6 minutes ago, GG0z said:

“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the lights”

I’ll try to be to be there whenever I can

Same goes for me for you guys. I want to help. 

[GG0z He/Him]

6 minutes ago, Through The Living Star said:

Same goes for me for you guys. I want to help. 

You already do, even if you don’t realize it. Everyone on TLPL helps at least me on a daily basis.

[Factor She/Her]

1 minute ago, GG0z said:

You already do, even if you don’t realize it. Everyone on TLPL helps at least me on a daily basis.

Seconded!

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

I mean just look at the past page or so to see how you guys help me...

Plus you guys just make me smile. 

[GG0z He/Him]

Just now, Through The Living Star said:

I mean just look at the past page or so to see how you guys help me...

Plus you guys just make me smile. 

This is one of the rules of this thread: make peoples’ days better

What’s your favorite animal, Star?

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

Just now, GG0z said:

This is one of the rules of this thread: make peoples’ days better

What’s your favorite animal, Star?

Agreed. 

Uhhh let's see... I love dogs, but I also think wolves and lynxes are really cool. 

[Factor She/Her]

2 minutes ago, GG0z said:

This is one of the rules of this thread: make peoples’ days better

What’s your favorite animal, Star?

*smiles*

And people wonder why this book forum is where people spend their time

[GG0z He/Him]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Star said:

Agreed. 

Uhhh let's see... I love dogs, but I also think wolves and lynxes are really cool. 

*spawns puppies, baby wolves and lynxes*

New sport: competitive cuddling!

 

1 minute ago, Factor said:

*smiles*

And people wonder why this book forum is where people spend their time

I just got my irl friend, @A_Human_Who_Exists, to get addicted to the Shard

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

1 minute ago, GG0z said:

*spawns puppies, baby wolves and lynxes*

New sport: competitive cuddling!

 

GASP

*starts cuddling them all* 

2 minutes ago, Factor said:

*smiles*

And people wonder why this book forum is where people spend their time

I know, seriously. This is the best place

[Factor She/Her]

1 minute ago, GG0z said:

*spawns puppies, baby wolves and lynxes*

New sport: competitive cuddling!

 

I just got my irl friend, @A_Human_Who_Exists, to get addicted to the Shard

YIPPEEEE

oh yeah! *waves at him when he is eventually summoned by the ping*

[GG0z He/Him]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Star said:

GASP

*starts cuddling them all* 

I know, seriously. This is the best place

*spawns all the cute baby animals*

Go crazy!! 

1 minute ago, Factor said:

YIPPEEEE

oh yeah! *waves at him when he is eventually summoned by the ping*

Yeah… He joined around two days ago, and he told me a few hours ago that he is addicted now.

 

*picks up baby cheetah and puts it on Fax’s head*

[Factor She/Her]

Just now, GG0z said:

*spawns all the cute baby animals*

Go crazy!! 

Yeah… He joined around two days ago, and he told me a few hours ago that he is addicted now.

 

*picks up baby cheetah and puts it on Fax’s head*

MORE YIPPEEEEEE!!!

I remember him… YES BE ADDICTED

it’s nicer than most of the things to be addicted to!

*relentlessly pings*

 

*very carefully looks up*

awwwwwww

*cuddles*

[GG0z He/Him]

It’s raining cats and dogs and more!