Mental health club!

[Through the Living Hope]

57 minutes ago, Dabi said:

I’m just needing hugs

That’s it

If anyone could spare any I will take some

*hug*

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

ahhhhh i hate homework and im going to cryyyyyy

 

i haven't slept more than 7 hours in so long ughhhhh

On 4/25/2025 at 2:30 PM, Hawks said:

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

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GASP ITS THE SILLIES

tell me satoru are you the strongest because you're gojo satoru or are you gojo satoru because youre the strongest...

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

ugh i cant even cry like a real person anymore i just tear up until theres one streaking down my face and then it stops silently

i dont even get to make a sound or curl up in a ball

its like my body's rationing tears

im prolly too dehydrated lol

i miss crying like a real person

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

Just now, alittleinsane said:

ugh i cant even cry like a real person anymore i just tear up until theres one streaking down my face and then it stops silently

i dont even get to make a sound or curl up in a ball

its like my body's rationing tears

im prolly too dehydrated lol

i miss crying like a real person

*squeezes*

What's up?

[Existential]

2 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

ugh i cant even cry like a real person anymore i just tear up until theres one streaking down my face and then it stops silently

i dont even get to make a sound or curl up in a ball

its like my body's rationing tears

im prolly too dehydrated lol

i miss crying like a real person

Feel that

*hugs*

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*squeezes*

What's up?

homework and i havent slept well in like forever and i'm just so stressed and i used to love writing and i do but school is just ruining that for me and that just really sucks because writing is supposed to be something i'm good at and i am still but what's the point if i don't enjoy it

and thats what gifted child burnout is

its not getting tired in the sense that you're just exhausted, it's that literally school sucks out all your passion and interest until you are just unable to work anymore. youre only gifted in things that you love to do. if you have no love for them, you are stuck with the reality that you can't procrastinate anymore because there aren't anymore magic tricks and it sucksssss

school is like wow youre so smart while it takes every bit of color out of your hobbies like i'm not writing to be smart im writing because i like it and i'm immature and i hate reality and if i write it can be what i want. i write contemporary fiction, just because i can write an engaging history essay doesn't mean that's the only use of my skills

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

11 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

homework and i havent slept well in like forever and i'm just so stressed and i used to love writing and i do but school is just ruining that for me and that just really sucks because writing is supposed to be something i'm good at and i am still but what's the point if i don't enjoy it

and thats what gifted child burnout is

its not getting tired in the sense that you're just exhausted, it's that literally school sucks out all your passion and interest until you are just unable to work anymore. youre only gifted in things that you love to do. if you have no love for them, you are stuck with the reality that you can't procrastinate anymore because there aren't anymore magic tricks and it sucksssss

school is like wow youre so smart while it takes every bit of color out of your hobbies like i'm not writing to be smart im writing because i like it and i'm immature and i hate reality and if i write it can be what i want. i write contemporary fiction, just because i can write an engaging history essay doesn't mean that's the only use of my skills

oh, Ali . . .

*squeezes*

i'm so sorry

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

oh, Ali . . .

*squeezes*

i'm so sorry

thank youuu

GASP A NICKNAME!!! ITS BEAUTIFUL!!!!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, alittleinsane said:

thank youuu

GASP A NICKNAME!!! ITS BEAUTIFUL!!!!

*hug* of course

hehe :3 glad you like it

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

11 hours ago, Hawks said:

NO

NOAWOAWO

NOT A 

A

M

M M M 

A MORNING PERSON

whahwhahwahshahshawhahshahshahwhashahwhahshawhahshashwhashhawhahshaw 

*cries*

im totally ok rn

*hugs*

Morning people are...not comprehendable

2 hours ago, Dabi said:

I’m just needing hugs

That’s it

If anyone could spare any I will take some

I can spare lots!

*hugs*

*more at the end for everyone*

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

ahhhhh i hate homework and im going to cryyyyyy

 

i haven't slept more than 7 hours in so long ughhhhh

GASP ITS THE SILLIES

tell me satoru are you the strongest because you're gojo satoru or are you gojo satoru because youre the strongest...

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

ugh i cant even cry like a real person anymore i just tear up until theres one streaking down my face and then it stops silently

i dont even get to make a sound or curl up in a ball

its like my body's rationing tears

im prolly too dehydrated lol

i miss crying like a real person

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

homework and i havent slept well in like forever and i'm just so stressed and i used to love writing and i do but school is just ruining that for me and that just really sucks because writing is supposed to be something i'm good at and i am still but what's the point if i don't enjoy it

and thats what gifted child burnout is

its not getting tired in the sense that you're just exhausted, it's that literally school sucks out all your passion and interest until you are just unable to work anymore. youre only gifted in things that you love to do. if you have no love for them, you are stuck with the reality that you can't procrastinate anymore because there aren't anymore magic tricks and it sucksssss

school is like wow youre so smart while it takes every bit of color out of your hobbies like i'm not writing to be smart im writing because i like it and i'm immature and i hate reality and if i write it can be what i want. i write contemporary fiction, just because i can write an engaging history essay doesn't mean that's the only use of my skills

*hugs*

 

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[Keke They/he]

7 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

I guess that makes me a unicorn lol

Teach me

7 hours ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Same xD
 

Your ways

4 hours ago, ShatteredDiamond said:

*dramatic gasp*

You sleep too? More than six hours? This is a real thing?

*reconsiders every life decision*

GASP

*cries is tired*

4 hours ago, IcedOutPenguin said:

Sometimes more than 7

UR NOT HUMAN

3 hours ago, Bird Furious said:

 

I usually get 6-7 but I got 8-9 last night and it was heavenly

Lucky 

2 hours ago, Dabi said:

I’m just needing hugs

That’s it

If anyone could spare any I will take some

*hugs* *hugs* *hugs*

Something new or same thing

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

ahhhhh i hate homework and im going to cryyyyyy

 

i haven't slept more than 7 hours in so long ughhhhh

GASP ITS THE SILLIES

tell me satoru are you the strongest because you're gojo satoru or are you gojo satoru because youre the strongest...

I LOVE THAT WUOTR I WOEOORVVE LOVE LOVR IT AHAHHWHEHAHAHEHSHAHEHHAHRHSHEHEHSHHWHRHSHRHSHEHRHHSHSHAHR

U EATXH JJK???

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

ugh i cant even cry like a real person anymore i just tear up until theres one streaking down my face and then it stops silently

i dont even get to make a sound or curl up in a ball

its like my body's rationing tears

im prolly too dehydrated lol

i miss crying like a real person

Yeah...... *hugs*

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

homework and i havent slept well in like forever and i'm just so stressed and i used to love writing and i do but school is just ruining that for me and that just really sucks because writing is supposed to be something i'm good at and i am still but what's the point if i don't enjoy it

and thats what gifted child burnout is

its not getting tired in the sense that you're just exhausted, it's that literally school sucks out all your passion and interest until you are just unable to work anymore. youre only gifted in things that you love to do. if you have no love for them, you are stuck with the reality that you can't procrastinate anymore because there aren't anymore magic tricks and it sucksssss

school is like wow youre so smart while it takes every bit of color out of your hobbies like i'm not writing to be smart im writing because i like it and i'm immature and i hate reality and if i write it can be what i want. i write contemporary fiction, just because i can write an engaging history essay doesn't mean that's the only use of my skills

*hugs hugs*

*hugs*

Aliiiii

You have so many skillz that are so usefulll

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

First off, I haven’t been here for a while and it’s late, so while I might go back some other time to answer stuff personally, I have an announcement to make.

YOU

ARE

AWESOME

All of you. Yes, you too. And I know life is hard. And sometimes we feel like crem. I feel like crem a lot. But we are here for each other. We are here for you.

And, of course, we will always have hugs for any who need them.

*hugs all*

Now:

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

homework and i havent slept well in like forever and i'm just so stressed and i used to love writing and i do but school is just ruining that for me and that just really sucks because writing is supposed to be something i'm good at and i am still but what's the point if i don't enjoy it

and thats what gifted child burnout is

its not getting tired in the sense that you're just exhausted, it's that literally school sucks out all your passion and interest until you are just unable to work anymore. youre only gifted in things that you love to do. if you have no love for them, you are stuck with the reality that you can't procrastinate anymore because there aren't anymore magic tricks and it sucksssss

school is like wow youre so smart while it takes every bit of color out of your hobbies like i'm not writing to be smart im writing because i like it and i'm immature and i hate reality and if i write it can be what i want. i write contemporary fiction, just because i can write an engaging history essay doesn't mean that's the only use of my skills

I feel this.

I feel this so much.

I do great in school. But I hate it. Because it feels like a waste of my time. Like instead of learning, like one should in a school, the teachers just stuff us full of busywork to keep us busy. I feel like I’m barely learning anything. I’m just having my life leeched away.

That is not your fault. It is a problem in society. YOU are incredible.

*hugs*

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

homework and i havent slept well in like forever and i'm just so stressed and i used to love writing and i do but school is just ruining that for me and that just really sucks because writing is supposed to be something i'm good at and i am still but what's the point if i don't enjoy it

and thats what gifted child burnout is

its not getting tired in the sense that you're just exhausted, it's that literally school sucks out all your passion and interest until you are just unable to work anymore. youre only gifted in things that you love to do. if you have no love for them, you are stuck with the reality that you can't procrastinate anymore because there aren't anymore magic tricks and it sucksssss

school is like wow youre so smart while it takes every bit of color out of your hobbies like i'm not writing to be smart im writing because i like it and i'm immature and i hate reality and if i write it can be what i want. i write contemporary fiction, just because i can write an engaging history essay doesn't mean that's the only use of my skills

It really does 

it sucks a lot. 

*hugs* 

3 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

First off, I haven’t been here for a while and it’s late, so while I might go back some other time to answer stuff personally, I have an announcement to make.

YOU

ARE

AWESOME

All of you. Yes, you too. And I know life is hard. And sometimes we feel like crem. I feel like crem a lot. But we are here for each other. We are here for you.

And, of course, we will always have hugs for any who need them.

*hugs all*

Thank you 

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

4 minutes ago, Bird Furious said:

It really does 

it sucks a lot. 

*hugs* 

Thank you 

[Keke They/he]

Okookim here when I wanna be sleeping but my mind is akwjowodjrhwhw and im trying not to cry  and I wish I had someone who I was comfortable hugging to give me a hug and just yeah  

Basically

Yesterday I had to miss some school for softball and I was like whatever im doing good in the class

Sprout: where r u??? Your missing a huge research project that's like die in ten days

Me: storm THIS ATUPID stormING WORLD

ok sooooo context

English class. I have a huge research project my dumbass teacher didn't give any info on in canvas. AND IM GONNA BE GONE FOR TWO OF THE TWN DAYS = 8 DAYS AND MY DUMBASS CANT DO THAT MUCH

AND stormING MORONS IN COMPUTWR ART MADE A LILE 300 POINT ASSIGMNENT DUE AT THE END OF THE YEAR GET BUMBED TO TODAY AND I ALSO HAVE THIS OTHER ASSIGMNENT I JAVE TO DO THATS TAKING ALL MY stormING TIME BECAUSE PEOPLE JUDGE MY ART AND WOW MAYBE THATS WHY IM A PERFECTTIONIST YOU DUMBASS LEAVE ME ALONE ITS A stormING HAND OK?

AND I CANT MATH FOR THE LIFE OF ME 4 different ways later AND I STILL CANT GET IT I swear im abouta ask chaos of he can mentor me bc I'm to dumb for this im missing ALL MY WORK FROM LAST UNIT BC IM stormING SPED

*screams*

I CANT DO THIS I . CANT. DO. THIS. IM NOT AS SMART AS I SEEMED LAST YEAR 

Everyone says oh your smart NUH UH O CANT EVEN FIGURE OUR WHATS WRONG WITH ME!?!?

HOW IS THAT SMART!!!!!

I feel depressed when I shouldn't be i feel overwhelmed but others are doing more and aren't as stressed and so then I'm being dramatic and I WANNA BREAK DOWN BUT I CANT

im trying to hold it together. Be happy have a good attitude. Ya know? But im so close to snapping. Like go non joke crazy. I swear im not ok. I'm not ok im not ok im not ok. I'm going imcrazy. I swear im not joking I see my storming sanity disappearing. I. I m. I cant I cant I cant I cant. Who do I tell? Everyone says oh your handling it well NO IM NOahah im pretending I am. Bc I cant trust you with my emotions mom. It's not your fault. Actually it is. Past you. Sure I know you changed but traummaaa. And you say why won't you get over it I try o try I try I try I try I CANT. sure I'd like to have a sane relationship but I cant bc you'd hate the real me and so would dad. Even my sister would. I see her judge me when I talk to my friends. I dont know I dont know I dont know I DONT KNOW I swear in lauging like a crazy person right now.

I cant i cant I cant . I m gonna break. I need advice

I need help 

There's so much in here to break down but if you could pls do bc I'm

Actually i dont even care anymore

Why should I

It's useless

To care. I try to care about People. And they hurt me. But I take it. I forgive them. I apologize apologize apologize and people get annoyed at that but if I dont apologize they think im a jerk and I rely on others opinions to fuel myself bc my self esteem is so low I cant even see it. 

Im pretty sure im having a mental breakdown. Im trying trying trying I can't cant cant. 

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

5 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Okookim here when I wanna be sleeping but my mind is akwjowodjrhwhw and im trying not to cry  and I wish I had someone who I was comfortable hugging to give me a hug and just yeah  

Basically

Yesterday I had to miss some school for softball and I was like whatever im doing good in the class

Sprout: where r u??? Your missing a huge research project that's like die in ten days

Me: storm THIS ATUPID stormING WORLD

ok sooooo context

English class. I have a huge research project my dumbass teacher didn't give any info on in canvas. AND IM GONNA BE GONE FOR TWO OF THE TWN DAYS = 8 DAYS AND MY DUMBASS CANT DO THAT MUCH

AND stormING MORONS IN COMPUTWR ART MADE A LILE 300 POINT ASSIGMNENT DUE AT THE END OF THE YEAR GET BUMBED TO TODAY AND I ALSO HAVE THIS OTHER ASSIGMNENT I JAVE TO DO THATS TAKING ALL MY stormING TIME BECAUSE PEOPLE JUDGE MY ART AND WOW MAYBE THATS WHY IM A PERFECTTIONIST YOU DUMBASS LEAVE ME ALONE ITS A stormING HAND OK?

AND I CANT MATH FOR THE LIFE OF ME 4 different ways later AND I STILL CANT GET IT I swear im abouta ask chaos of he can mentor me bc I'm to dumb for this im missing ALL MY WORK FROM LAST UNIT BC IM stormING SPED

*screams*

I CANT DO THIS I . CANT. DO. THIS. IM NOT AS SMART AS I SEEMED LAST YEAR 

Everyone says oh your smart NUH UH O CANT EVEN FIGURE OUR WHATS WRONG WITH ME!?!?

HOW IS THAT SMART!!!!!

I feel depressed when I shouldn't be i feel overwhelmed but others are doing more and aren't as stressed and so then I'm being dramatic and I WANNA BREAK DOWN BUT I CANT

im trying to hold it together. Be happy have a good attitude. Ya know? But im so close to snapping. Like go non joke crazy. I swear im not ok. I'm not ok im not ok im not ok. I'm going imcrazy. I swear im not joking I see my storming sanity disappearing. I. I m. I cant I cant I cant I cant. Who do I tell? Everyone says oh your handling it well NO IM NOahah im pretending I am. Bc I cant trust you with my emotions mom. It's not your fault. Actually it is. Past you. Sure I know you changed but traummaaa. And you say why won't you get over it I try o try I try I try I try I CANT. sure I'd like to have a sane relationship but I cant bc you'd hate the real me and so would dad. Even my sister would. I see her judge me when I talk to my friends. I dont know I dont know I dont know I DONT KNOW I swear in lauging like a crazy person right now.

I cant i cant I cant . I m gonna break. I need advice

I need help 

There's so much in here to break down but if you could pls do bc I'm

Actually i dont even care anymore

Why should I

It's useless

To care. I try to care about People. And they hurt me. But I take it. I forgive them. I apologize apologize apologize and people get annoyed at that but if I dont apologize they think im a jerk and I rely on others opinions to fuel myself bc my self esteem is so low I cant even see it. 

Im pretty sure im having a mental breakdown. Im trying trying trying I can't cant cant. 

*BEAR HUG*

I feel a lot of this, and I don't really have the knowledge of how to deal with it, I'm still working that out myself. But, I can offer this: I don't know you irl, obviously. But from what I know of you here on the Shard, you're a pretty good person. Which is, on the scale of people, really good. We all have our faults, but you try to get past yours, which is really important.

[Keke They/he]

5 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*BEAR HUG*

I feel a lot of this, and I don't really have the knowledge of how to deal with it, I'm still working that out myself. But, I can offer this: I don't know you irl, obviously. But from what I know of you here on the Shard, you're a pretty good person. Which is, on the scale of people, really good. We all have our faults, but you try to get past yours, which is really important.

Thanks

Idk just storming life and stress and im happy im finally moving to my dad's and I sent my first few boxes over and was like oh well it's actually happening and now im sad bc like it's. Actually. Happening. 

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

3 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Thanks

Idk just storming life and stress and im happy im finally moving to my dad's and I sent my first few boxes over and was like oh well it's actually happening and now im sad bc like it's. Actually. Happening. 

Yeah that makes sense. That's good though! From what I understand at least. But yeah, that's tough.

[Keke They/he]

3 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Yeah that makes sense. That's good though! From what I understand at least. But yeah, that's tough.

It is good. But also like... sad...

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 minute ago, Hawks said:

It is good. But also like... sad...

*hugs*

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

*hugs.... cries....*

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 minute ago, Hawks said:

*hugs.... cries....*

*rubs back and offers cookie*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

34 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Okookim here when I wanna be sleeping but my mind is akwjowodjrhwhw and im trying not to cry  and I wish I had someone who I was comfortable hugging to give me a hug and just yeah  

Basically

Yesterday I had to miss some school for softball and I was like whatever im doing good in the class

Sprout: where r u??? Your missing a huge research project that's like die in ten days

Me: storm THIS ATUPID stormING WORLD

ok sooooo context

English class. I have a huge research project my dumbass teacher didn't give any info on in canvas. AND IM GONNA BE GONE FOR TWO OF THE TWN DAYS = 8 DAYS AND MY DUMBASS CANT DO THAT MUCH

AND stormING MORONS IN COMPUTWR ART MADE A LILE 300 POINT ASSIGMNENT DUE AT THE END OF THE YEAR GET BUMBED TO TODAY AND I ALSO HAVE THIS OTHER ASSIGMNENT I JAVE TO DO THATS TAKING ALL MY stormING TIME BECAUSE PEOPLE JUDGE MY ART AND WOW MAYBE THATS WHY IM A PERFECTTIONIST YOU DUMBASS LEAVE ME ALONE ITS A stormING HAND OK?

AND I CANT MATH FOR THE LIFE OF ME 4 different ways later AND I STILL CANT GET IT I swear im abouta ask chaos of he can mentor me bc I'm to dumb for this im missing ALL MY WORK FROM LAST UNIT BC IM stormING SPED

*screams*

I CANT DO THIS I . CANT. DO. THIS. IM NOT AS SMART AS I SEEMED LAST YEAR 

Everyone says oh your smart NUH UH O CANT EVEN FIGURE OUR WHATS WRONG WITH ME!?!?

HOW IS THAT SMART!!!!!

I feel depressed when I shouldn't be i feel overwhelmed but others are doing more and aren't as stressed and so then I'm being dramatic and I WANNA BREAK DOWN BUT I CANT

im trying to hold it together. Be happy have a good attitude. Ya know? But im so close to snapping. Like go non joke crazy. I swear im not ok. I'm not ok im not ok im not ok. I'm going imcrazy. I swear im not joking I see my storming sanity disappearing. I. I m. I cant I cant I cant I cant. Who do I tell? Everyone says oh your handling it well NO IM NOahah im pretending I am. Bc I cant trust you with my emotions mom. It's not your fault. Actually it is. Past you. Sure I know you changed but traummaaa. And you say why won't you get over it I try o try I try I try I try I CANT. sure I'd like to have a sane relationship but I cant bc you'd hate the real me and so would dad. Even my sister would. I see her judge me when I talk to my friends. I dont know I dont know I dont know I DONT KNOW I swear in lauging like a crazy person right now.

I cant i cant I cant . I m gonna break. I need advice

I need help 

There's so much in here to break down but if you could pls do bc I'm

Actually i dont even care anymore

Why should I

It's useless

To care. I try to care about People. And they hurt me. But I take it. I forgive them. I apologize apologize apologize and people get annoyed at that but if I dont apologize they think im a jerk and I rely on others opinions to fuel myself bc my self esteem is so low I cant even see it. 

Im pretty sure im having a mental breakdown. Im trying trying trying I can't cant cant. 

*hugs*

wish I could help more

love ya' dude

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

7 hours ago, Hawks said:

Teach me

Your ways

GASP

*cries is tired*

UR NOT HUMAN

Lucky 

*hugs* *hugs* *hugs*

Something new or same thing

I LOVE THAT WUOTR I WOEOORVVE LOVE LOVR IT AHAHHWHEHAHAHEHSHAHEHHAHRHSHEHEHSHHWHRHSHRHSHEHRHHSHSHAHR

U EATXH JJK???

Yeah...... *hugs*

*hugs hugs*

*hugs*

Aliiiii

You have so many skillz that are so usefulll

SHJFDOABHSDLNFJKA:LBSDGJNF thank youfufufuf

yea lol I’ve watched up to the star plasma arc, and read up to the culling games

megumi is my son, so i don’t want to read much furthur

leave him alone gegeeeeee

 

[Through the Living Hope]

6 hours ago, Hawks said:

Okookim here when I wanna be sleeping but my mind is akwjowodjrhwhw and im trying not to cry  and I wish I had someone who I was comfortable hugging to give me a hug and just yeah  

Basically

Yesterday I had to miss some school for softball and I was like whatever im doing good in the class

Sprout: where r u??? Your missing a huge research project that's like die in ten days

Me: storm THIS ATUPID stormING WORLD

ok sooooo context

English class. I have a huge research project my dumbass teacher didn't give any info on in canvas. AND IM GONNA BE GONE FOR TWO OF THE TWN DAYS = 8 DAYS AND MY DUMBASS CANT DO THAT MUCH

AND stormING MORONS IN COMPUTWR ART MADE A LILE 300 POINT ASSIGMNENT DUE AT THE END OF THE YEAR GET BUMBED TO TODAY AND I ALSO HAVE THIS OTHER ASSIGMNENT I JAVE TO DO THATS TAKING ALL MY stormING TIME BECAUSE PEOPLE JUDGE MY ART AND WOW MAYBE THATS WHY IM A PERFECTTIONIST YOU DUMBASS LEAVE ME ALONE ITS A stormING HAND OK?

AND I CANT MATH FOR THE LIFE OF ME 4 different ways later AND I STILL CANT GET IT I swear im abouta ask chaos of he can mentor me bc I'm to dumb for this im missing ALL MY WORK FROM LAST UNIT BC IM stormING SPED

*screams*

I CANT DO THIS I . CANT. DO. THIS. IM NOT AS SMART AS I SEEMED LAST YEAR 

Everyone says oh your smart NUH UH O CANT EVEN FIGURE OUR WHATS WRONG WITH ME!?!?

HOW IS THAT SMART!!!!!

I feel depressed when I shouldn't be i feel overwhelmed but others are doing more and aren't as stressed and so then I'm being dramatic and I WANNA BREAK DOWN BUT I CANT

im trying to hold it together. Be happy have a good attitude. Ya know? But im so close to snapping. Like go non joke crazy. I swear im not ok. I'm not ok im not ok im not ok. I'm going imcrazy. I swear im not joking I see my storming sanity disappearing. I. I m. I cant I cant I cant I cant. Who do I tell? Everyone says oh your handling it well NO IM NOahah im pretending I am. Bc I cant trust you with my emotions mom. It's not your fault. Actually it is. Past you. Sure I know you changed but traummaaa. And you say why won't you get over it I try o try I try I try I try I CANT. sure I'd like to have a sane relationship but I cant bc you'd hate the real me and so would dad. Even my sister would. I see her judge me when I talk to my friends. I dont know I dont know I dont know I DONT KNOW I swear in lauging like a crazy person right now.

I cant i cant I cant . I m gonna break. I need advice

I need help 

There's so much in here to break down but if you could pls do bc I'm

Actually i dont even care anymore

Why should I

It's useless

To care. I try to care about People. And they hurt me. But I take it. I forgive them. I apologize apologize apologize and people get annoyed at that but if I dont apologize they think im a jerk and I rely on others opinions to fuel myself bc my self esteem is so low I cant even see it. 

Im pretty sure im having a mental breakdown. Im trying trying trying I can't cant cant. 

*biiiiiiiiig hug*