Mental health club!

[Keke They/he]

On 11/10/2025 at 12:24 PM, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*hugs*

I don't know how to help. All I can do is tell you that I know that feeling of wanting to run, run and keep running till somehow things are better, till either you're happy or dead. I'm sorry you have to feel that right now.

I'm sorry people aren't listening to you and caring. I know that feeling too.

*hugsss* I'm sorry. 

*hugs* its ok. 

On 11/10/2025 at 12:25 PM, CoderDrag0n8 said:

guys im literally falling apart

like its not bad but i just want to punch them so hard T^T

i hate them because they hated me first

*hhhuugggsss* 

On 11/10/2025 at 12:54 PM, Kansas Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

*hugs*

*Hugs*

On 11/10/2025 at 1:22 PM, Honors ghost said:

*hugggsss* I’m so sorry your parents aren’t listening to you*hugs again for good measure*

 

*huggggsss* idk who this is but whoever could find it in themselves to hate you is a bad person whos opinions about you are false and don’t matter. Your awsome and cool and awsome and cool *hugs*

 

On 11/10/2025 at 1:28 PM, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs so hard*

I understand 

I don't really know what to say to you, but I understand

*long tight squeeze*

 

*big hug*

Don't 

I mean I'd understand, but others won't 

*Hugs*

On 11/10/2025 at 1:35 PM, Shatter said:

Hey Hawks. I can tell you're really hurting. This is a lot to carry. You don't deserve to be ignored this way. If you ever need to talk/vent, I'm here. Call me at just about any time. (I'll send you my schedule). If things ever feel like too much, just remember that you matter more than you think. 

*hugs*

Thanks *Hugs* i will remember this

On 11/10/2025 at 3:20 PM, Hoid Slayer said:

First:

Then run.

Not, like, away, but run.

Ask your parents if you can go outside, and go for a run. You can just run down the street, run back, or take a break somewhere and just breath for a while. Run all you need to.

I’m serious; it helps.

So we’re back here

Well, their behavior is real annoying

They’re clearly trying to understand, but clinging too much to who they want you to be rather than who you are

You can be mad about it now. You can be mad about it all you want. But also… what specifically is the problem? Is something happening right now, or are you just releasing pent up feelings from the past? Because if it’s the latter, then what’s the point in suffering now? There isn’t one.

The way things are isn’t right. The past is not, and will never be, okay. But we cannot change it.

As for current events… talk. Talk to them. Talk to someone else. Your parents seem like good people; so they’re not a lost cause. I know it takes work. But things can get better.

Right now, though, be mad all you want. Get it out of your system. And then go back, and try to make things better.

Ooh

Well, let’s try not to punch people

Is this person worth your time?

 

I know. To try and explain how the anger came back even after a bit its cause of a conversation with my dad. It ended better then most about religion and stuff did but it still hurt and whatnot. I dont wanna go into details. 

On 11/11/2025 at 7:09 AM, Dilly honor spren said:

*hugssssss* I today get were your coming from parents can be really difficult just but I hope your doing better rn just know you are important and wanted *hugs*

that sucks people who bully are the absolute worst

*hugs*

*hugs*

21 hours ago, Ink and Embers said:

 

*hugs* 

People who don't trust you to know who you are are ... not the nicest out there. You're the only one who can have a say in that. Don't let them persuade you you're someone you're not - because that person seems pretty storming amazing.

*HUgssss*

 

also body guards? >:) i can guard someone. NO I DONT NEED A GAURD

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

1 hour ago, Dilly honor spren said:

I'm sort of a bodyguard if you count yelling at a small child who was teasing my little brother for painting his nails 

 

 

Good job! Pro tip: if the yelling doesn't seem to work, pull a Wayne and talk quietly with very wildly opened eyes and maintain Autism Eye Contact™ where the amount of contact makes the other person uncomfortable.

1 minute ago, Hawks said:

*hugs* its ok. 

*hhhuugggsss* 

*Hugs*

 

*Hugs*

Thanks *Hugs* i will remember this

I know. To try and explain how the anger came back even after a bit its cause of a conversation with my dad. It ended better then most about religion and stuff did but it still hurt and whatnot. I dont wanna go into details. 

*hugs*

*HUgssss*

 

also body guards? >:) i can guard someone. NO I DONT NEED A GAURD

*squats to be on the same eye level* Are you sure you don't need a guard?

[Shatter He/Him]

6 minutes ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

Good job! Pro tip: if the yelling doesn't seem to work, pull a Wayne and talk quietly with very wildly opened eyes and maintain Autism Eye Contact™ where the amount of contact makes the other person uncomfortable.

It works very well. 10/10 would do again

7 minutes ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*squats to be on the same eye level* Are you sure you don't need a guard?

Hawks requires no bodyguard. He's scary. Do not get on his wrong side. 

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

Just now, Shatter said:

It works very well. 10/10 would do again

Hawks requires no bodyguard. He's scary. Do not get on his wrong side. 

I know! But I'm on his good side already. *pat pat @Hawks* ...mostly.

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

15 minutes ago, Shatter said:

sure. I'll have a trio of bodyguards.

good job

 

YAY

 

also update on previous thing: might have been bc of my building stress (that i repressed) coming out and breaking in that moment of anger (didnt actually hit anyone) (yet)

[Keke They/he]

34 minutes ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

Good job! Pro tip: if the yelling doesn't seem to work, pull a Wayne and talk quietly with very wildly opened eyes and maintain Autism Eye Contact™ where the amount of contact makes the other person uncomfortable.

*squats to be on the same eye level* Are you sure you don't need a guard?

*glares*

27 minutes ago, Shatter said:

It works very well. 10/10 would do again

Hawks requires no bodyguard. He's scary. Do not get on his wrong side. 

See he gets it

25 minutes ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

I know! But I'm on his good side already. *pat pat @Hawks* ...mostly.

*bites hand* YOU WONT BE IF YOU PAT ME AGAIN!!

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

2 minutes ago, Hawks said:

*glares*

See he gets it

*bites hand* YOU WONT BE IF YOU PAT ME AGAIN!!

*hugs* but we love you Hawks!! You're not scary to people who've known you forever.

...

.......

...........*pat*

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*hugs* but we love you Hawks!! You're not scary to people who've known you forever.

...

.......

...........*pat*

*grabs hand and summons the strength of great master short.*

Nanji in'utsu naru ojoku no kyoyō yo, Aratamete ware wo me samasu koto nakare!

[Shatter He/Him]

1 minute ago, Hawks said:

*grabs hand and summons the strength of great master short.*

Nanji in'utsu naru ojoku no kyoyō yo, Aratamete ware wo me samasu koto nakare!

@KnightSkye Reforged is a dead man walking. Let us plan his funeral.

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

*grabs hand and summons the strength of great master short.*

Nanji in'utsu naru ojoku no kyoyō yo, Aratamete ware wo me samasu koto nakare!

*shrieks in also short (Just not as short)*

I don't speak Japanese and I think Google translate got it wrong!

"What a gloomy young lady, but once again, we are not mad!"

2 hours ago, Shatter said:

@KnightSkye Reforged is a dead man walking. Let us plan his funeral.

I HAVE DEFIED GODS AND LIVED!!! GOOD STORMING LUCK GETTING RID OF ME!!

[Shatter He/Him]

3 minutes ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

I HAVE DEFIED GODS AND LIVED!!! GOOD STORMING LUCK GETTING RID OF ME!!

Ah, defiance! My favourite flavour of foolishness. You remind me of a man I once knew. He was bold, loud, and entirely unaware that shouting at the universe only makes it take notice faster. Still, I must admit, your enthusiasm for continued existence is… endearing.

Very well then. I shall postpone the eulogy, even though I’ve already written a rather moving one. It includes a stirring harp solo and at least three jokes about hubris.

[Keke They/he]

2 hours ago, Shatter said:

@KnightSkye Reforged is a dead man walking. Let us plan his funeral.

 

2 hours ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*shrieks in also short (Just not as short)*

I don't speak Japanese and I think Google translate got it wrong!

"What a gloomy young lady, but once again, we are not mad!"

I HAVE DEFIED GODS AND LIVED!!! GOOD STORMING LUCK GETTING RID OF ME!!

Pffft

either that or google lied to me

oh aquaintances, grantors of dark disgrace, do not wake me again

*red lines swirl around me.*

There will be no second chance!

[Shatter He/Him]

* Rush E starts playing *

cause Hawks

Edited November 12, 2025 by Shatter

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, Shatter said:

* Rush E starts playing *

cause Hawks

The fact that ive been quoting a character and no one even knows who the Master Short is.

[NerdSandwich she/her]

The Japanese phrase "Nanji in'utsu naru ojoku no kyoyō yo, Aratamete ware wo me samasu koto nakare" translates to:

"Thou, foul, defiled harlot of depravity, rouse me not again."

This quote is a well-known line from the anime and light novel series Reborn to Master the Blade: From Hero-King to Extraordinary Squire (Eiyū-Ō, Bu o Kiwameru Tame Tensei-Su: Soshite, Sekai Saikyō no Minarai Kishi).

It is spoken by the main character, Inglis Eucus (formerly King Inglis), in reference to a powerful, sentient magic sword (or "artifact") that she carries. The sword has a consciousness and tries to tempt or interact with Inglis, but she constantly dismisses it with this formal and demeaning phrase, as she views it as a "foul harlot" that only wants to corrupt her.

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, YouCantHaveMySandwich said:

The Japanese phrase "Nanji in'utsu naru ojoku no kyoyō yo, Aratamete ware wo me samasu koto nakare" translates to:

"Thou, foul, defiled harlot of depravity, rouse me not again."

This quote is a well-known line from the anime and light novel series Reborn to Master the Blade: From Hero-King to Extraordinary Squire (Eiyū-Ō, Bu o Kiwameru Tame Tensei-Su: Soshite, Sekai Saikyō no Minarai Kishi).

It is spoken by the main character, Inglis Eucus (formerly King Inglis), in reference to a powerful, sentient magic sword (or "artifact") that she carries. The sword has a consciousness and tries to tempt or interact with Inglis, but she constantly dismisses it with this formal and demeaning phrase, as she views it as a "foul harlot" that only wants to corrupt her.

No… its not.. that.. its..

its bungou stray dogs….

chuuya nakahara….

O acquaintance, grantors of dark disgrace, do not wake me again. It’s… corruption. 

ARAHABAKI 

[NerdSandwich she/her]

yeah lol i just googled it

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

37 minutes ago, Shatter said:

Ah, defiance! My favourite flavour of foolishness. You remind me of a man I once knew. He was bold, loud, and entirely unaware that shouting at the universe only makes it take notice faster. Still, I must admit, your enthusiasm for continued existence is… endearing.

Very well then. I shall postpone the eulogy, even though I’ve already written a rather moving one. It includes a stirring harp solo and at least three jokes about hubris.

...Just goin' full Hoid on me, OK. 

22 minutes ago, YouCantHaveMySandwich said:

The Japanese phrase "Nanji in'utsu naru ojoku no kyoyō yo, Aratamete ware wo me samasu koto nakare" translates to:

"Thou, foul, defiled harlot of depravity, rouse me not again."

This quote is a well-known line from the anime and light novel series Reborn to Master the Blade: From Hero-King to Extraordinary Squire (Eiyū-Ō, Bu o Kiwameru Tame Tensei-Su: Soshite, Sekai Saikyō no Minarai Kishi).

It is spoken by the main character, Inglis Eucus (formerly King Inglis), in reference to a powerful, sentient magic sword (or "artifact") that she carries. The sword has a consciousness and tries to tempt or interact with Inglis, but she constantly dismisses it with this formal and demeaning phrase, as she views it as a "foul harlot" that only wants to corrupt her.

Ah, I see. 

19 minutes ago, Hawks said:

No… its not.. that.. its..

its bungou stray dogs….

chuuya nakahara….

O acquaintance, grantors of dark disgrace, do not wake me again. It’s… corruption. 

ARAHABAKI 

BSD referencing something else perhaps? 

36 minutes ago, Hawks said:

 

Pffft

either that or google lied to me

oh aquaintances, grantors of dark disgrace, do not wake me again

*red lines swirl around me.*

There will be no second chance!

stormING TRY ME!

Edited November 12, 2025 by KnightSkye Reforged

[Vielence She/Her]

On 11/6/2025 at 11:41 AM, Dilly honor spren said:

*hugs*  aww that's upsetting panic attack are the worst

Very true. 

18 hours ago, Shatter said:

I think I am going to hire you along with Kaladin Stormcursed as my bodyguards. 

Can I join? How’s the pay? @Kansas Stormcursed will vote for my viciousness. 

3 hours ago, Shatter said:

It works very well. 10/10 would do again

Hawks requires no bodyguard. He's scary. Do not get on his wrong side. 

Noted. 

2 hours ago, Shatter said:

@KnightSkye Reforged is a dead man walking. Let us plan his funeral.

The color scheme should be pink!! Hot pink!

 

I read all of the mental health stuff, and given this post is long enough, I am (briefly) going to turn into a goddess and hug you all with the hugging powers of a part Italian girl. 
 

*HHHHHUUUUUUGGGGGGSSSSSS*

[Shatter He/Him]

22 minutes ago, VieB13 said:

*HHHHHUUUUUUGGGGGGSSSSSS*

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*gasp*

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*i have been squized to death*

Edited November 12, 2025 by Shatter

[Vielence She/Her]

Just now, Shatter said:

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*gasp*

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*i have been squized to death*

And as a last pass: I had coffee with marshmallows and cocoa powder as an experiment and it was delicious. 
 

@Spark of Hope

i return to being human. Being a goddess is to much work. 

[Through the Living Hope]

3 minutes ago, VieB13 said:

And as a last pass: I had coffee with marshmallows and cocoa powder as an experiment and it was delicious. 
 

@Spark of Hope

i return to being human. Being a goddess is to much work. 

I am afraid I do not understand lol

[Shatter He/Him]

6 minutes ago, VieB13 said:

And as a last pass: I had coffee with marshmallows and cocoa powder as an experiment and it was delicious. 
 

@Spark of Hope

i return to being human. Being a goddess is to much work. 

2 minutes ago, Spark of Hope said:

I am afraid I do not understand lol

I harbour an intense aversion toward coffee adulterated with base adjuncts such as cocoa and other ignoble constituents.

Edited November 12, 2025 by Shatter

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

Alright idk what’s been going on here but *squeeze* to everyone

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

*hugs* its ok. 

*hhhuugggsss* 

*Hugs*

 

*Hugs*

Thanks *Hugs* i will remember this

I know. To try and explain how the anger came back even after a bit its cause of a conversation with my dad. It ended better then most about religion and stuff did but it still hurt and whatnot. I dont wanna go into details. 

*hugs*

*HUgssss*

 

also body guards? >:) i can guard someone. NO I DONT NEED A GAURD

It’s ok

You don’t need to go into details

*squeeze*

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

*glares*

See he gets it

*bites hand* YOU WONT BE IF YOU PAT ME AGAIN!!

Awww the Hawksies is mad

*pat pat*

[Shatter He/Him]

Just now, Hoid Slayer said:

Awww the Hawksies is mad

*pat pat*

*dun dun dun. another one bites the dust.*