Mental health club!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

3 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Hey guys.

First: *hugs for everyone* 

Secondly: I am sorry, I haven't had time to keep up with this thread this week. I will read all the things when I can. Till then, more hugs *hugs*

I have had a long and busy week, and a busy weekend, and I had a panic attack tonight, and I haven't slept well in a bit, and hugs would be nice. Thanks.

It's okay!

*squeezes tightly*

I'm sorry

[Keke They/he]

4 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Hey guys.

First: *hugs for everyone* 

Secondly: I am sorry, I haven't had time to keep up with this thread this week. I will read all the things when I can. Till then, more hugs *hugs*

I have had a long and busy week, and a busy weekend, and I had a panic attack tonight, and I haven't slept well in a bit, and hugs would be nice. Thanks.

*hugs*

It ok

*HUGS*

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

24 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Hey guys.

First: *hugs for everyone* 

Secondly: I am sorry, I haven't had time to keep up with this thread this week. I will read all the things when I can. Till then, more hugs *hugs*

I have had a long and busy week, and a busy weekend, and I had a panic attack tonight, and I haven't slept well in a bit, and hugs would be nice. Thanks.

*hugs hugs hugs*

[Existential]

24 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Hey guys.

First: *hugs for everyone* 

Secondly: I am sorry, I haven't had time to keep up with this thread this week. I will read all the things when I can. Till then, more hugs *hugs*

I have had a long and busy week, and a busy weekend, and I had a panic attack tonight, and I haven't slept well in a bit, and hugs would be nice. Thanks.

*big hugs *

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

Ok so today I'm taking a day off to work on my life. And it worked alot. 

 

Rant... but with a twist?

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Today was seemingly uneventful. Until this afternoon.then unless you saw my head then it's very strange

 

It started normal, woke up, regretted that bc i had a thing at church. Watched jjk LOVED THE EPISODES. wore my new "boy" pants my mom begrudgingly bought me. Went to church slayed the program I was SOOOOO SUPER STRESSED ABOUT. Yada Yada. We went to a farewell party for these guys who were my teachers and twas sad. 

Get home and now the fun begins. Heheheh

Context: my mom runs this thing for foster kids to get clothes and supplies so we get ALOT of donations. Now, she lets me and my sister go through the bags and take some stuff we like bc it makes getting new clothes alot easier. Mostly it's girl clothes. Today we got someone from our churches clothes but a boy. 

KARMA MOTHER EAT IT.

So we go through like usual. My sister doesn't take much. But I do. I take more then normal bc i loved it all bc ITS MY STYLE. And my mom seemed to hate that. But I loved it. I got sweatpants and some shirts and plad and hoodies. Yeah!

Then i got impulse to clean my closet. Which I've been wanting to do forever. And I finally did it! I went through and got rid of all the stuff I dont wear/is to small. And I finally got the confidence to do something brave. Get rid of my old dresses I used to wear before I found my style. 

Am I ashamed to say I relished every look of disgust, every vibe of dissapoinment I got from my mother. ABSOLUTLY NOT! ah it was so satisfying and karma for yesterday. I loved every second of it. 

Yes I did. And I feel full filled that I got one step closer to being myself.

 

Yay!

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

Yeeeaaaah

Hehehehehe

 

 

 

What does that mean

It’s…

it’s a song…

A fairly well-known one…

It’s only 50 years old…

2 hours ago, echo74 said:

rant

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i feel like i'm insane

i feel like i'm coming apart at the seams

i feel like no matter what i do, nothing matters in the end

i feel like a child playing dress up

i feel like i don't know what i'm doing

i feel stressed

i feel so small

i feel alone

i feel like i'm annoying

i feel like most people hate me

i feel like i care too much and then not enouhg

i don't wanna get hurt again

i don't want my friendships to fall apart again

im so sick of feeling like everything's falling apart

im so sick of complaining about stuff like this

im so sick of feeling small

i don't know if i want hugs

i kinda just wanna go and disappear forever

*is present in solidarity*

44 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Hey guys.

First: *hugs for everyone* 

Secondly: I am sorry, I haven't had time to keep up with this thread this week. I will read all the things when I can. Till then, more hugs *hugs*

I have had a long and busy week, and a busy weekend, and I had a panic attack tonight, and I haven't slept well in a bit, and hugs would be nice. Thanks.

*hugs*

[echo74 she/her]

1 hour ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Hey guys I’m gonna put this here bc I don’t rly have anywhere else to go rn my friends sent me a message saying that I overstepped boundaries and stuff and I wasn’t trying to I had found my purpose in trying to help them and now I don’t know what to do idk if they still want to be friends idk anything I’m rly freaking out and I don’t know what to do I thought that it was going well I hadn’t done anything wrong recently then today I tried to talk to one of them abt something and she got rly upset and now they hate me bc I can’t do anything right I’m just a failure I get bad grades I don’t practice my instruments enough I ruin my best and longest friendship by trying to help someone through something I have not purpose why am I here I’m sorry I’m posting this I’m actually freaking out so bad rn im sorry pls stay with me I don’t want to lose everything

*hugs*

i'm sorry

i'll pray for you

44 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Hey guys.

First: *hugs for everyone* 

Secondly: I am sorry, I haven't had time to keep up with this thread this week. I will read all the things when I can. Till then, more hugs *hugs*

I have had a long and busy week, and a busy weekend, and I had a panic attack tonight, and I haven't slept well in a bit, and hugs would be nice. Thanks.

*hugs*

go get some sleep tonight

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I'll sit beside you quietly.

 

1 hour ago, Through The Living Glass said:

YAY

ehe

that always feels so good

You're not hated and you're not annoying

Along with a million other things

You're simply wonderful

 

1 hour ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

Yes!!! I’m happy you’re happy 

*Sits down next to you and exists wholesomely*

I know what you’re talking about.

We are all a little insane; but as with all things, the negative aspects need not define us

You’re not coming apart at the seams; it is a testament to your strength that you are holding yourself together

What you do does matter; it improves the lives of the people you touch

You’re not a child playing dress up; you’re a human in a world of masks

You don’t need to know what you’re doing; it’s your will to learn that matters

You are stressed; you are small; but you are not alone, and your voice carries weight

Some people might hate you; but the people who love you will always be greater

Nobody can tell you how much you should care; your feelings are you’re own

…

You might get hurt again.

Your friendships may fall apart.

Things may fall apart.

But you will also heal.

You will put things back together.

And you will come out stronger.

I cannot tell you that it will be worth it, or that this all serves a purpose. I hate it too. But I can tell you that it is not forever. Not if you choose to stand up, take care of yourself, and stop caring about what others think of you. It’s okay to fall down sometimes. And yes, sometimes the fall hurts, and it would be easier if we never tripped at all. But what matters is that we stand back up. You are a testament. Let the world see you. Because you are wonderful.

Here are some facts: You are not a failure. Not everything is your fault. The world is not falling apart. Things will look better tomorrow. And we will stay with you.

 

58 minutes ago, Bird Furious said:

Aw, echo... 

I know I can't make you feel any differently, but hopefully it helps a little to know that none of us believe any of that is true. Because it's not. 

(plz text me so I don't forget to text you cuz dang do I have a lot going on rn)

Oh gosh

I'm really sorry *hug*

It's really, really good that you tried to help, even if it wasn't what your friend needed. Please don't lose that, and please don't take it personally. 

 

56 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Sometimes it feels like that but it can also be you just calming down. It's ok we love you no matter what

Everything matters. Every little thing. Every word and every smile. Even the small hai you give a person can keep them alive.

Sometimes you dont know what your doing. It can suck but your friends, even online are here. And we can help you through everything.

Your not alone. And even if your small you stand taller and brighter then most people i know. 

Your not annoying, and you care The right amount. Your enough. Ok? You have a HUGE heart and thats awesome. 

Uh *hugs*

*hugs* 

It's ok. Your trying to help and that's great, and sometimes you help to much. It's hard to get right. your not a failure. Your NOT A FAILURE! i mean that. Don't say that about yourself. Your awesome. Smart. Funny.

It's ok. It's ok. Don't apologize. 

I'll stay. I won't leave you. I'll stay ok? 

You won't lose everything. 

 

Just now, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Yay!

It’s…

it’s a song…

A fairly well-known one…

It’s only 50 years old…

*is present in solidarity*

*hugs*

thanks guys :))

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, echo74 said:

*hugs*

i'm sorry

i'll pray for you

*hugs*

go get some sleep tonight

 

 

 

 

 

thanks guys :))

Anytime 

ANYTIME

ok.

Luv u

Go sleepy and it will help you feel better

*tucks u in*

Night night child

[Existential]

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

[TwinStorm He/Him]

Just now, Dabi said:

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

*hugs*

yes

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Dabi said:

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

Yes

Alot all the time it's an issue my therapist brings up alot. 

*hugs*

What happened? Need to discord?

[Existential]

Just now, Hawks said:

Yes

Alot all the time it's an issue my therapist brings up alot. 

*hugs*

What happened? Need to discord?

Maybe

[echo74 she/her]

4 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Anytime 

ANYTIME

ok.

Luv u

Go sleepy and it will help you feel better

*tucks u in*

Night night child

thank you

seriously

tysm

go sleepy is for lil kids

i'm a big kid

1 minute ago, Dabi said:

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

*hug*

yeah ik the feeling

what happened? is everything ok?

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

7 minutes ago, echo74 said:

*hugs*

i'm sorry

i'll pray for you

*hugs*

go get some sleep tonight

 

 

 

 

 

thanks guys :))

'Course

3 minutes ago, Dabi said:

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

*hug*

I'll message you

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

5 minutes ago, Dabi said:

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

Ohh yeah

*hugs*

[Shatter He/Him]

night yall. Lots of love

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

night yall. Lots of love

'Nigth!

*night

[Existential]

19 minutes ago, TwinStorm said:

*hugs*

yes

 

17 minutes ago, echo74 said:

thank you

seriously

tysm

go sleepy is for lil kids

i'm a big kid

*hug*

yeah ik the feeling

what happened? is everything ok?

 

17 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

'Course

*hug*

I'll message you

 

14 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Ohh yeah

*hugs*

*hugs all*

thanks. I think I’ll be okay. I’m just… I’m in a weird place rn. And forming thoughts today is kinda a pain, so writing it out helps

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

26 minutes ago, Dabi said:

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

Yeah

i do

*squiz* 

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

8 hours ago, Dabi said:

You ever beat yourself up over something you can’t control and can’t stop yourself from doing it anyways

yes definitely especially when people tell me something and I take it a different worse way than it’s intended *hugs*

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

11 hours ago, echo74 said:

rant

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i feel like i'm insane

i feel like i'm coming apart at the seams

i feel like no matter what i do, nothing matters in the end

i feel like a child playing dress up

i feel like i don't know what i'm doing

i feel stressed

i feel so small

i feel alone

i feel like i'm annoying

i feel like most people hate me

i feel like i care too much and then not enouhg

i don't wanna get hurt again

i don't want my friendships to fall apart again

im so sick of feeling like everything's falling apart

im so sick of complaining about stuff like this

im so sick of feeling small

i don't know if i want hugs

i kinda just wanna go and disappear forever

Would you like to see a picture of my cats?

[echo74 she/her]

46 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

Would you like to see a picture of my cats?

OH MY GOSH YES

I LOVE ANIMALS

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

2 hours ago, echo74 said:

OH MY GOSH YES

I LOVE ANIMALS

WONDERFUL!

The silver tabby with the orange accents is Princess Buttercup (Buttercup or FOMO for short). Bear is the giant Maine coon. He’s 22 pounds, and very beautiful. He used to be a show cat (the beauty pageant kind). Lulu is the rag doll, she hates loud noises, possibly because she needs to be the loudest of all. She loves plants and going outside, even in the cold

[Shatter He/Him]

32 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

WONDERFUL!

The silver tabby with the orange accents is Princess Buttercup (Buttercup or FOMO for short). Bear is the giant Maine coon. He’s 22 pounds, and very beautiful. He used to be a show cat (the beauty pageant kind). Lulu is the rag doll, she hates loud noises, possibly because she needs to be the loudest of all. She loves plants and going outside, even in the cold

So beautiful!!! My cats are soft. Patches has the softest belly on earth and loves belly rubs. Schmutz actually caught a mouse yesterday, went downstairs with it, dropped it and it ran off. Idiot cat.

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

17 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

So beautiful!!! My cats are soft. Patches has the softest belly on earth and loves belly rubs. Schmutz actually caught a mouse yesterday, went downstairs with it, dropped it and it ran off. Idiot cat.

AWWWWWWWWWW

silly little skrunkles

[echo74 she/her]

4 hours ago, alittleinsane said:

WONDERFUL!

The silver tabby with the orange accents is Princess Buttercup (Buttercup or FOMO for short). Bear is the giant Maine coon. He’s 22 pounds, and very beautiful. He used to be a show cat (the beauty pageant kind). Lulu is the rag doll, she hates loud noises, possibly because she needs to be the loudest of all. She loves plants and going outside, even in the cold

AWWW CUTIES

i love kitties