3 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

There’s a sense of freedom, wonder, control over where you get to go and the world doesn’t acknowledge your existence. No expectations, no shame, just a reprise for a few sweet hours.

I've never had that.

I desperately want it.

ugh oh ado help me

6 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

I've never had that.

I desperately want it.

Find it. Again, for me it’s been walking and music. I don’t know what it is for you, not a solution but a reprieve. I believe in you!

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Find it. Again, for me it’s been walking and music. I don’t know what it is for you, not a solution but a reprieve. I believe in you!

just gave myself some new scratches god i hate this 

Maybe a gender euphoria moment might help? I don’t know, cause I’ve been pretty much okay with my body for a while, aside from like, the rusting acne. 
STOP. PLEASE. 

blasting music to hopefully escape

This sounds like SH please stop

god i still see the pink scar tissue where i cut myself please stop

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

This sounds like SH please stop

god i still see the pink scar tissue where i cut myself please stop

mhm

i just needa calm down ig..

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

mhm

i just needa calm down ig..

*The night comes down like heaven*
You probably just need rest or smt

It’s going to be okay. 

What do you usually do to rest or relax? 

5 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

*The night comes down like heaven*
You probably just need rest or smt

It’s going to be okay. 

 

 

ig..

i can't wait to...

get away...

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

ig..

i can't wait to...

get away...

Can i get something off my chest

i kind of envy you, tbh. You know all the coding, your writing is better than mine, you have been depressed for longer without hurting yourself, you’re rustin trans which if anything is incredibly brave

what i wouldn’t give to be in your shoes 

7 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Can i get something off my chest

i kind of envy you, tbh. You know all the coding, your writing is better than mine, you have been depressed for longer without hurting yourself, you’re rustin trans which if anything is incredibly brave

what i wouldn’t give to be in your shoes 

thank you..

thank you

you're not bad though... like... yk.

lives are different, and some are better or worse in different ways. we can make our own lives better. or try. it's okay to envy, but don't stay static.

10 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Can i get something off my chest

i kind of envy you, tbh. You know all the coding, your writing is better than mine, you have been depressed for longer without hurting yourself, you’re rustin trans which if anything is incredibly brave

what i wouldn’t give to be in your shoes 

also my shoes are crap

at least what i wore today