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14 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

i don't want to cuz..

i have a thing where...

I don't wanna ever be suicidal or anything like that

cuz then... idk. but I'm worried abt it for some reason.

 

 

wait omg Izzy???

I didn't recognize u!

Yes hi I am her 

I have returned

1 minute ago, Verdance said:

Anyway would be cool to see characters with that level or more of plot relevance that are also lesbian in a sanderson book. 

What’s on your sanderson wishlist? :3

Trans people anddddd jasnah as a herald would be awesome… correction lesbian jasnah as a herald would be AWESOME

12 minutes ago, Verdance said:

Okey, no worries. 
sorry for holding up this thread :3

There is a lot of science that proves or supports christian beliefs, AnswersInGenesis.org is a fantastic resource 

I find you would need more faith to believe that there isn’t intelligent design or an omnipotent creator

I appreciate the resource but I got slammed with anti abortion and homophobic transphobic content on the very first page so unfortunately I do not believe I will be looking at that resource

1 hour ago, Usseewa said:

eh i don't... want to

I'm fine ig

 

hey @Aeoryi how've u been

I haven't been on the shard a lot heh 

Askkkk proffesionalllll

14 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

right? Sometimes I'm just interested in it for no reason. I'm also REALLY interested in culture/linguistics/humans.

I find the fact that humans overtime have overwhelmingly used supernatural explanations and how even with resounding scientific evidence for other things many of those religious beliefs still exist 

4 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

I wish I could explain stuff like y'all do

i already did an "intro" post in this thread a few months back lol but it seems like it's gettin' some activity.

to be honest I've been... ... somewhat interested in religion lately even tho I'm an atheist.

Uhh

Idk what to say but I wanted to say something?

I find religion an interesting concept as well even tho I’m for sure an atheist 

1 hour ago, Verdance said:

Well i would comment but my music taste is also pretty… non mainstream 

christian music, indie rock, soft/alt metal, a strong disdain for pop and country

although Stick Season by Noah Kahan is pretty cool

That’s pretty mainstream in my opinion lollll minus the pop ig 

4 minutes ago, SpartanBrigade said:

I'll also toss in Seven Seas of Rye by Queen
There are loads more but my mind is fuzzy at the moment

Bahaha yeahhh nooo u kinda can’t say you hate all songs with words lollll

1 minute ago, Ati_Simp said:

A different type of horrible is still horrible, I want a refund.

And you get a spiderman, a man made entirely of spiders

Ok ok refund time, your parents love you very much but are completely paralyzed like can’t move and can’t talk from the nuclear war that killed everyone and everything on earth except you and them.

hehehe jokes on you I LIKE spiders, I wish for an amp that is SOOO loud it can break eardrums rly easily 

On 4/15/2026 at 7:10 AM, Ati_Simp said:

Granted, they're torturing you instead

I wish for parents who aren't horrible.

Granted but they become overprotective helicopter parents and don’t let you leave the house

i wish for spiderman

As a current student(granted not a college one) I don’t rly know what books exactly but I would try to incorporate some classics while still using more modern/relevant books bc like Shakespeare and dickens are all great but they aren’t as like relatable as they were back in the day yk?

23 hours ago, Denissimo said:

Hello. I am an Atheist. 
I live as a nihilist and an absurdist. Screw all meaning, I suppose, yet revel in it all the same.
Initially a Christian. Hopped around religions for a bit, trying to find one I thought made sense.
 

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I empathise with Sazed in this manner, I suppose.

Buddhist for a while. Converted to Islam for an on-of 2 month duration. A dozen smaller religions entangled into the bunch as well.

How does everyone else here handle death? Being: What are your beliefs regarding it, which I believe are unto themselves a coping mechanism somewhat, and if you believe in eternal oblivion, how do you cope?

Heyyyyy welcome back, as an atheist I kinda just view it as something that happens, I don’t look forward to it but u also don’t dread it, I also try to understand that I could die any day and so I try to act like today’s my last day every day, it’s kinda the same as waking up to me lol it just happens whether I want it too or not

i will say (and I sincerely doubt this is what happens bc it makes no sense lol) that if you retained consciousness for eternity after death but could see hear or feel anything but you knew you couldn’t do those things, that scares me when I think abt it, but again that’s delving a little bit into like fantasy lol

I’m realizing I listen to a concerningly large amount of songs abt school shootings, granted it’s always been something I’ve been aware of one of the first school shootings happened at a elementary school in the state I live in, but anyways bang bang by Green Day and kill all your friends by My Chemical Romance are both excellent songs

1 hour ago, Aeoryi said:

Isn't pumped up kicks Abt a school shooting...

ok so you're emo. Noted :3

Musicals aren't bad I'm trying to be open to new things which means I don't hate musicals

 

Yes it is it’s lyrics have loads of meaning OH AND COLUMBINE HIGH BLUES another good song bout a school shooting

51 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

Most of them are bad. 

I heavily disagree pls present evidence hehehehe this is so fun guys, I agree partly with aeoryi tho but I also kinda like some “fluff” songs sometimes like I don’t listen to Chappel roan bc the songs mean stuff I listen to her bc sometimes it’s fun to be slontzey yk?

I actually have a whole playlist abt school shootings

It’s rly good/sad

1 minute ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

Oh yeah, also @Aeoryi there were a bunch of songs on my playlist you just skipped over (i understand, was big list) but ill give my top few here rn

(Ship In A Bottle by Fin)

(Without Me by Eminem)

(Never Acting At All by Melina KB)

(Two Birds by Regina Specter)

(Count On Me by Bruno Mars)

(Piano Man by Billy Joel)

(Rat by Penelope Scott) (Has severe cursing all throughout)

(Eleanor Rigby by Cody Fry)

(History Hates Lovers by Oublaire)

(Silver Springs by Fleetwood Mac)

(American Idiot by Green Day)

Are musicals cheating, or do you hate all of those too?

(For Good from Wicked)

(Dead Girl Walking (Reprise) from Heathers The Musical)

(No Longer You from Epic The Musical)

(The World Was Wide Enough from Hamilton The Musical)

And this list is me trimming it down from a trimmed down list

I agree with Aeoryi, I just disagree with her take on 'lyrics are bad period'

My Chemical Romance is emo, Honors Ghost is very emo

So. You are saying that you dislike songs with lyrics because some of them are bad?

American idiot is amazing, ooo and revolution radio by Green Day, ohhh yeah same , heheheh I love mcr

2 hours ago, Aeoryi said:

give me one song that has meaningful lyrics (that includes the entire thing not just half of it)

Pumped up kicks by foster the people, Trinidad by geese, cemetary drive by mcr, king for a day by green day

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

I just hate songs that end up being generic and overrated because they have lyrics describing how the songwriter bought a truck, got drunk, got a girl, and then bought a red truck. Those types of songs aren't good.

I was told my chemical romance was emo

 

Oh agreed lol those songs are sooo butttttt they mean nothing but most songs aren’t like that, oh mcr is emo kinda technically when it comes to musicality it’s pop punk but they’re definitely also emo, I love emo music

2 hours ago, Aeoryi said:

give me one song that has meaningful lyrics (that includes the entire thing not just half of it)

Okkkk, big thief simulation swarm, big thief velvet ring, Jesse Welles Walmart, my chemical romance The End

I agree with and disagree with both yall, I think words can add great meaning to songs but I also think songs can tell stories without them, go listen to Nocturno by Richard Strauss it tells the story of a man who’s first children and wife died and he’s writing a lullaby for his son in a second marriage, it’s also not too long I personally like the one by John cerminaro

14 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

this

idk I just don't think words were meant for songs tbh

Now that I disagree with but I do think they don’t have to be in songs

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

song's lyrics just make me cringe most of the time

Nerds make me cringe most of the time and yet here I am

Heyyy guysssssssssss first off

hugs

for everyoneeeeeee

like sooo much squiz 

seconddd life’s been ok recently I’ve got a ton of things to be happy abt namely my family my friends and my gf, but sometimes just like rust shits yk and the other night I fell into one of those old holes of I’m gonna be stuck in this state and this body forever bc ik it’s only three years til I can start HRT but I worry that I won’t look the way I want and yeah and bottom dysphoria is soooo bad recently honestly the only reason I haven’t done anything is my gf but the other night when dysphoria got rly bad I went and slept outside, that was nice it made me feel a lot better.

other than that my grades are the best they’ve been since 5th grade, my music is going amazing I’m auditioning for my states youth orchestra in a few months and so yeah 

oh and I did get kinda rly depressed this week bc my school got two shooting threats and a bomb threat in the span of three days, none of which were serious but if stormed with me mentally that that’s even a concern but yeah sigh

hmmmmmmmmm what else has happenedddddddd jeez not much my life’s kinda boring lol OH I’m going to see Jack white sometime in October that’s exciting and I’m seeing big thief this summer so that’ll be funnnn I have a guitar amp now so noise is noisy anyways love yall im think abt trying to be on a little more maybe not as much as before but still a little bit 

4 hours ago, Aeoryi said:

my favorite artists don't sing but somehow manage to have more meaning in their songs than the ones with words

I getvthattt one of my favorite artists is a dead gay old man but current I been listenin to a lot of a band that sings sad songs 

16 hours ago, Aeoryi said:

I have to ask how does it feel 

Hmmm, not super different but better in general I mean they still act the same as before they just switched out a few words lol

2 hours ago, Akimikoisthecutest said:

When I was going home with one of my friends I definitely did not come out to, told me "Ladies first." and made me get in the car first...

Hehehe I love that

7 minutes ago, Ink and Embers said:

Is that a good thing? Or uncertain? It sounds cool!

Yayayayayayay!!!!!!

I'm doing alright! I came out to my oldest friend and she was cool with it so I'm really happy that that went well!!!!

YAYAYAYA

I am not back yet but wanted to pop in an say heyyy, anyways, yeah I’m mostly socially transitioned all my friends use they them when not talking to friends of mine and some of them use she her when talking to close friends, I have one friend who I didn’t tell but she has seen me in a bra and I’ve talks to her abt gender dysphoria before so I’m pretty sure she knows, anyways how’s yall?

I like this rule.

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

lol i got it right away

unless that was placebo

but now it's makin me craycray

food is disgusting

sometimes i love it tho

Hah so me and u are LITERALLY gonn box

Just now, Through The Living Skies said:

Musescore is actually good though soundslice is absolute dog water when it comes to quality though I've composed a few things on there 

Lolll