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    Certified Gay Disasters

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    2 minutes ago, Hmmm lies said:

    basedbasedbased

    Cus I’m having a pool party and I forget how much I hate guys swim shirts so I think I’m just gonna wear one of my friends tops but my parents will most likely ask questions afterwards so I’ll just tell them the truth

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    Certified Gay Disasters

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    I might come out to my parents today

    25 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

    YOOO

    Oh wait I remember that lmao

    She secretly joined as like a prank

    and then you guys made out

    i mean there were probably some stuff inbetween but i think thats how that happened

    Pretty sure most lesbian relationships follow that order like “it’s a joke” to making out

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    Certified Gay Disasters

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    6 minutes ago, Hmmm lies said:

    Ah I see people are yapping about their girlfriends, so might as well mention that I still also have girlfren and she's very peak.

    YAYYAYAYAYAYA

    I count THREE whole people with girlfriends, that’s pretty fire we could be like coven at this point or smthin 

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    Certified Gay Disasters

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    1 minute ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

    *reredirects back* can other non avatar benders redirect lighting? I thought it was only a firebender thing.

    ...like, is the metal touching my eye!? Ewwww 

    *redirects it back at you*

    Yes it is *uses massive stone wall so it gets conducted into the ground and then breaks the wall into millions of tiny pieces that hurtle at you at millions of miles an hour*

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    Mental health club!

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    1 hour ago, Rynturning_Light said:

    Something that's been on my mind recently

    Spoiler for length (kinda)

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    I find it concerning how easily I lie about my wellbeing. I say I’m okay and people believe it when I know that I’m as far from okay as I could be. I guess that’s what comes from masking anxiety for years and, more recently, depression. But I’m really good at those lies. For basically my entire conscious life I’ve been masking my anxiety. It was only until recently when the mental dam broke and things started slipping that my parents told me “we think your anxiety is a lot worse than we previously thought.” Anxiety runs in my family. It’s run from my mother to my brother and now I’m the next unstable rung on the ladder.

    Ironically, it's hit me the hardest when it was previously assumed I was one of the "put together" members of the family

    Anyway, it’s not like I try to lie. It’s just natural. I handle things on my own, it’s how I’ve always done things. So, people ask and immediately it’s “I’m okay,” followed by a string of relevant excuses to explain away my depressed state or self-sabotaging behaviors.

    One of my more common excuses was simply “I’m tired.” My parents have realized that most of the time that’s not true, and when they challenged me on it I found new excuses for it. Excuses that sound like they could be the core issue, or could be what’s really bothering me. Most of the time they’re things with easy fixes. I think I do that to give all of us hope that I’m actually okay.

    Sometimes I don’t even realize I did it. I think I’m being honest and then a little later I realize what I had told people was a complete and utter lie. I’ve done this more times than I’d like to admit. Most of the people close to me think I’m okay. The ones who are clued in somewhat think it’s only my anxiety and general worry.

    Honestly, I don’t think I’m gonna stop. At least, not soon. It would take too much effort, and my mental health and healing is already shaky at best. I just, I don’t know, want people to know? I’m not okay, I haven’t been for a while. All the explanations I come up with don’t fix that, nor do the promises that I’m trying, ‘cause a lot of the time, I’m not.

     

    *hugw* I get that I do it… a lot actually but yeah idk *hugggss*

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    Certified Gay Disasters

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    2 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

    Kyoshi's awesome

    Earthbending is the best

    Agreed

     

    1 minute ago, Verdance said:

    Was going to finish Avatar, but I just discovered Invincible and will be binging that first 

    s1 in < 24 hours 

    Yes the problem is your not watching avTar

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    Certified Gay Disasters

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    4 hours ago, Adonalsium Will Return said:

    RANGIIII(has anyone here read that series?)

    YES I HAVE

     

    8 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

    AVATAR REFERENCE

    I SPY AVATAR REFERENCE

    I MISSED THE AVATAR REFERENCE

    HONOR DAMNIT I MISSED THE REFERENCE EARLIER

    I love avatar kyoshi js my favorite avatar

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    Mental health club!

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    4 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

    i got like 6 hours of sleep last night and i might get even less tonight 💀 

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    i want to eat nothing but i can't cuz ppl will notice

    i still try tho

     

    We fight

     

    2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

    yum (but no appetite)

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    since I threw up this morning I've eaten nothing... it is rather painful but not in a way that's akin to physical injury... moreso just suffering
    (But I have other reasons to be doing this too, including body image and being afraid of throwing up again)
     

     

    GRRR WE FIGHTT

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    Atheist Discussion Thread

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    Just now, Verdance said:

    I’ll take this somewhere else if you really want an answer, but no, my belief doesn’t prove the Bible, but history and science can support the Bible.

     

    Okkkk pm me? I promise I don’t want to fight lol I just don’t often find religious people who actually agree with me on most things and are open to discussion!!!

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