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  1. KnightSkye Reforged
    Cool song! 9.6/10
  2. KnightSkye Reforged
    *so many hugs* do you wanna talk about it? I have some time if you do.
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    tired. furious. burning like bonfire. I will not lash out at people if they say that she is not my sister. Not physically. But I will not just sit there and hear it again. And sadly, the first few conversations I'm gonna have with people are gonna be messy. I've tried logic, or what I thought was logical, and been told that I don't actually know what I was feeling, and they did. So instead, I'm going to be blunt. I'm going to set aside time and tell different people where they went wrong. I don't care if they agree with me or not; they have made up their minds, and I have made up mine. But at least we can be honest about it. And no, not everyone is against me. the friend I was cut off from isn't, nor is her husband, who is also my friend. But they can't help. My other siblings are with me, but they have also been treated as children who are ignorant when trying to speak in my defence. They can't help. My Dad is on my side, but he can't see a way to change anything. My mom is against me. She doesn't love how this was done, but thinks that it needed to happen. every other adult in my community I've talked to has either said, "You're right, this is wrong, but the best thing you can do to get what you want is wait it out." or, "Well, if you depended on her so much then it's probably a good thing she's gone for now." The first of those is kind of on my side, but I hate it because I should be able to be honest, and not have to hide and wait. I hate hiding. I've done it far too much already. The second is not on my side. The second are cowards. people who have no idea what it's like to have no reason to stay alive other than the people around you. people who have never truly needed to depend on people. And if they think what they say, then they are dangerous, because of what they might do if they find out how dependent on others I really am, and how it extends far past my closest friend. Every other person closer to my age, so young adults and teens, have avoided talking about it or has said, "well, I'm sure they're doing their best." or, "Well, I guess they might be right. I mean, they are the ones in charge." They are also cowards. And they have no spine to make their own evaluations. And so I am forced to keep secrets so I may have friends. I am forced to lie, to be dishonest. Men have no honor. Honor is dead, and we laugh at his corpse. But I will not deal in retribution. not yet. I will do better.
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    Personally, I don't think that a contract needs to do away with an organic plot. That may just be my personal preference, but as we've already seen in stormlight, the contracts aren't hyper ridged. They have room to be interpreted and worked within. It reminds me somewhat of many old British faerie tales, where contracts play a constant and interesting role with Fae. They do not make the plot less fluid, but they limit very powerful beings to a point where they make sense and can work. It brings a sense of old fantasy, what we might call folk tales or faerie tales, to a modern fantasy setting, brining in the essence of one's word carrying great weight. I personally enjoy that.
  5. KnightSkye Reforged
    "Yes." He started spinning his inkless pen in his fingers. "Where are we going?"
  6. KnightSkye Reforged
    "Hey. What's that thing that keeps goin' on with your eyes? It's like your listening to something else in that moment. Do ya see it Jynx?" @Hawks
  7. KnightSkye Reforged
    "Hello, Sequence. " he bowed, "I wanted to thank you for having me at this gathering, and for introducing to some people here. I'll be going soon, so I wanted to pay my respects to my host." He stood, nodded, and left to go find Able.
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    Ryver glanced around the party again, looking for Sequence. "Allow me to thank the host, then I will find you. I've had long enough in a room with so many people at night." he bowed back to Able and went to thank Sequence.
  9. KnightSkye Reforged
    "Hello? Who are you? And how does everyone here seem to know my name?"
  10. KnightSkye Reforged
    Ryver. He's at the party, and just got a necklace that lets him travel between worlds in the Thread. He's the one with a type of conjuring ability.
  11. KnightSkye Reforged
    Spren, cause I like them. WYR have dead shardblade or dead shardplate?
  12. KnightSkye Reforged
    When in doubt, use C4. – Sun Tzu, The Art of War
  13. KnightSkye Reforged
    I have come here to give Syl emojis to everyone!! Cause we need them.
  14. KnightSkye Reforged
    We must appease the busy deity, lest we annoy him.
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    God/Complex
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    Charlie relaxed a bit. Looked like Jynx wasn't any more on edge than normal with new people. They forgot sometimes how long it had taken them to get on Jynx's good side. They took another sip from their flask and smirked to themselves. They were pretty sure even Jynx hadn't figured out it was just tea. [ok! Makes sense.]
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    I'm good with that!
  18. KnightSkye Reforged
    Charlie shifted a bit behind Jynx and put their hand on their sword hilt. Coder seemed nice enough, so why was Jynx so wary?
  19. KnightSkye Reforged
    I will try. But I have been trying to get rid this rage for three. storming. Months. I can't do anything to help that's constructive. But if I remove enough people things will change. I could make them fear me. I could crush them. I could make them hurt. I don't want to. Not the part of me I like. But right now, everyone is against me anyway, so... I'll try. I'll sleep, and see if I can contain it tomorrow.
  20. KnightSkye Reforged
    *hugs* I do. Hell, same thing happened to me three months ago. I needed to survive and function for a week, and I couldn't move under how much pain I was feeling. Physical pain I can deal with. Hell, physical pain I can use to fuel me, if I want (which is why I avoid it so much if I'm feeling sorta ok but not great, cause I need to hurt from it so I don't depend on it). So for that week I cut myself. Even though I promised myself I wouldn't. And I'm ashamed of it, and don't know what to do next. But at least you were bold enough to tell people. So good job. Others will have better advice than me.
  21. KnightSkye Reforged
    Yeah well, maybe I deserve for things to be worse. And hell, maybe I'll be able.to change things so someone else has it better off. But I'm done. I will go this far and no further. I will not back down and give up anymore. I don't storming care what happens to me. I don't want to live in a world where true bonds, true trust, where sacrificial love and found family is only the stuff of stories. So if I can't make it a reality, I can take down a few obstacles to others with me. I didn't rep it!
  22. KnightSkye Reforged
    People who think they're right. Those who think that they have to cause some harm to prevent greater future harm. Those who think that in a marred world, any relationship that looks suspicious is bad, even if those people say it is good and can prove it. Those who think that appearances are very important. Those people do this. *hugs* *cries* thanks. *hug* thanks for understanding.
  23. KnightSkye Reforged
    The people in my life. Mentors, leaders in my church, friends, even my mom, have said that the friend that I was cut off from, the friend who I adopted as my sister, "isn't really" my sister. And that that makes what happened ok. That that means I don't need to worry about anyone messing with my other siblings. If one more person says that to me they're going to hurt. I don't care what else I've sworn, what ideals I hold, they don't get to say that. I'm done with them.
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    I swear, and I mean these words, that if one more person says to me, "Well, she's not actually your sister, so it's different." I am going to storming hurt them. I am going to hurt them, and make sure they know that I don't give a damn whether or not we're related by blood, my family is my family and I have a right to them. And if that means making some people bleed, so be it.
  25. KnightSkye Reforged
    "Hey Coder. You're new aren't ya?" Charlie leaned against their sword.
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