the thing is I have no idea if she was being nice or manipulative
I really hope it was the former but some of the stuff she said makes it and everything she's done up to this point makes it seem like the latter and I just don't know
so now i'm in my room crying with my door locked and writing all this and idk anymore
I think i'm just bitter
*hugs back*
*squeezes*
my mom gave me a hug today
it was weird
idk why she suddenly cares about my feelings
maybe it was 'cus I was openly crying
maybe it was 'cus I was openly crying about something having to do with college
she told me it's perfectly fine if I don't want to leave for college and that I can always just stay here
because of course she doesn't want me to leave-
i'm not even allowed outside
why does everything she does feel so manipulative
I just want a hug without the talking
I just want a mother who lets me get a job or lets my get my licence instead of telling me no
I just want a normal mom
I want to get out of here but i'm so unprepared
idk what to do
haha mine does the same thing
well did
I don't try to tell her about it anymore
*hugs*
yeah it's garbage
I'm sorry
That's exactly what I told him
hehehe you can tryyyyyyy
I wanna be scary to Cricket
"Of course," she said quietly.
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He smiled at her. What about besides me? Or your family?
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*squeeze*
If you want to, you probably should. That'd probably help with them getting angry at you, as well
*hugs tho*
I'm sorry
I get seasonal depression in the spring-summer, so I know how it is
She squeezed her tighter.
He said he will eventually- he's just been busy lately and isn't really sure where the plot is going with Raven and Starlight
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Shoe smiled and rolled his eyes.
You don't like anyone.
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hehehe the temptation to join in is real but I want to see what happens first
I thought you wanted to be scary . . .