Just-A-Stick

*sighs*

You know...

This is the first day that I haven't called Veil in... like... months. 

She's away for the next three days (ish)

I woke up at 5:30 and walked over to say goodbye this morning.

She'll have limited access to her phone, and therefore, to me.

We're talking very limited.

As in, I got to text her for twelve minutes before her phone was collected again.

I have officially been awake and going for 16 hours and 30 minutes.

I haven't really gotten anything done, including basic self-care, like eating and drinking.

I had work to do this morning, but I, instead, flopped in the middle of the floor and lay there for an hour because I was too depressed to move.

I missed guitar and uke practice, fricked up art, almost fell asleep during math, upset everyone, and got my phone taken for 8 hours this morning.

I have forced down emotions and tears all day, and now I'm too numb to care.

I have a headache, I'm dizzy, I have no appetite...

Not thirsty... 

I feel like a zombie.

A really lonely and depressed one.

I just want to curl up in someone's arms and cry...

I think having physical touch as your primary love language is the worst one.

I just... feel so alone...

thanks for reading my emotional dump

assuming at least 1 person did.

-stick