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    My Jesus is SO COOL!!
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    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
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    hi :)
    i love jesus, thrifting, and reading
    i'm an amateur potter, sort of broke, a student, an artist, a child of God, a poet, a choir kid, a lover of nature and a huger of people and trees.
    i'm a bit quirky but its okay because i was made exactly how i was supposed to be made, and i'm learning to love who i am in Christ!
    please feel free to PM me to hear my testimony, ask questions, hear encouragement, or genuinely just talk to me
    (i'm one of those rare people-loving introverts <3)

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  1. Wrote a poem.

     

    Tiny

    Spoiler

    Tiny

     
    Pull on her oversized
    Sweatshirt,
    Pull up the hood.
     
    Turn out the light,
    Slip under the blanket,
     
    Grab my pillow and hold it
    Tightly,
    Pretending…
     
    That I’m not so
    Alone.
     
    Hiding in the dark,
    Finally letting
    Everything out.
     
    A crying, shivering
    Mess.
     
    Dying to have someone
    With me,
     
    Yet still so alone.
     
    Wishing I was
    That innocent child
    Again.
     
    Cared for and held,
    Tiny,
    Cradled in someone’s
    Arms.
     
    Wishing I wasn’t so needy.
    So clingy.
     
    Wishing I was smaller.
     
    Smaller and younger,
    Held,
    Safe…
     
    Reality is different.
     
    Reality is
    Cold,
    Cruel,
    Lonely…
     
    I can’t shove my feelings
    Away anymore.
     
    As much as I want to,
    I can’t be who I want.
     
    That’s not reality.
     
    I feel so cold.
    So scared and alone.
    Uncomforted.
     
    Who knew loneliness
    Could physically hurt?
     
    The empty ache in my
    Chest,
    The tears burning in
    My eyes.
     
    So alone,
    So scared,
    Hurting.
     
    Spiraling as the
    Night gets longer,
    Darker and colder.
     
    I’m a stranger to my
    Own family.
     
    I feel like a ghost with
    My friends.
     
    Drifting
    Unsure
    Invisible, maybe?
     
    But emotionally tiny.
     
    Physically…
    Tallest and strongest…
     
    The most broken,
    But good at faking
    Strength.
     
    So fragile,
    So small,
    Scared of everything.
     
    But tough on the outside.
    An actor.
     
    A really good one.
     
    My stage makeup is
    So thick and heavy.
     
    The opposite of
    What I want
    In myself.
     
    ~ Stick 6-5-24

     

    1. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      *hugs*

      How it's going, girlie?

    2. Just-A-Stick

      Just-A-Stick

      *hugg*

      It's... very complicated.

      Flying, diving, failing, crashing, spinning, and soaring all at once.

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