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    My Jesus is SO COOL!!
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    hi :)
    i love jesus, thrifting, and reading
    i'm an amateur potter, sort of broke, a student, an artist, a child of God, a poet, a choir kid, a lover of nature and a huger of people and trees.
    i'm a bit quirky but its okay because i was made exactly how i was supposed to be made, and i'm learning to love who i am in Christ!
    please feel free to PM me to hear my testimony, ask questions, hear encouragement, or genuinely just talk to me
    (i'm one of those rare people-loving introverts <3)

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  1. Just-A-Stick

    I wrote a poem the other night :) 

     

    Spoiler

    Crippling Depression

     
    I stare at the ceiling,
    Unmoving.
    My mind
    Feels numb.
    I don’t even
    Blink my eyes.
     
    My body tingles,
    My hands shake,
    I’m cold all over.
    But the real
    Chill is
    Inside.
     
    I feel frozen in place,
    Stuck in a
    Cold, mental
    Mud.
     
    My eyes water and a
    Single tear
    Rolls
    Down my
    Cheek.
     
    I can’t even move to
    Wipe it away.
    It feels warm,
    Then cold,
    Traveling down,
    To drip into my
    Ear.
     
    I blink once
    And it brings more
    Tears.
     
    They sting my eyes
    As they fall.
    I am being consumed
    By this empty feeling.
     
    By the immense loneliness
    That finds me
    So often these days.
     
    I can’t get warm.
    I can hardly
    Move my chest
    Up and
    Down
    To breathe.
     
    The emptiness
    Is joined by
    The massive
    Weight
    Of self hatred.
     
    I can feel my
    Heart
    Breaking,
    Even as it
    Beats.
     
    My eyes go
    Unfocused,
    Lights blurry.
     
    The world is softer
    That way,
    Everything looks
    Like clouds.
     
    Clouds that
    I can sink into,
    Sink into
    Unmoving,
    Wrapped in the
    Cold misty
    Blanket.
     
    I’m shaking harder now,
    I can hardly feel it.
    I can’t see it.
    I try to
    Wiggle my
    Fingers,
    But it’s too hard.
     
    I am faintly aware
    Of a sensation
    Of drifting.
     
    Have I joined the
    Clouds?
    Is that what I am now?
    Cold and damp,
    Floating away,
    To some other
    Place?
     
    Twenty-three days
     
    I whisper in my mind,
    It’s too long.
    I can’t
    Wait that
    Long.
     
    I’m drifting.
     
    D r i f t i n g…
     
     D
        R
           I
              F
                 T
                    I
                      N
                          G
     
     
     
    ~ Stick 3-21-24
     
     
     
     
     

     

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