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    My Jesus is SO COOL!!
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    she/her
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    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
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    hi :)
    i love jesus, thrifting, and reading
    i'm an amateur potter, sort of broke, a student, an artist, a child of God, a poet, a choir kid, a lover of nature and a huger of people and trees.
    i'm a bit quirky but its okay because i was made exactly how i was supposed to be made, and i'm learning to love who i am in Christ!
    please feel free to PM me to hear my testimony, ask questions, hear encouragement, or genuinely just talk to me
    (i'm one of those rare people-loving introverts <3)

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  1. Just-A-Stick

    Alone

     

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    Alone

     
     
    Once again
    Here I am
    Alone.
     
    I knew,
    It wouldn’t last,
    I knew,
    It was just to
    Good to be
    True.
     
    And yet,
    I trusted
    That I wouldn’t be
    Hurt
    Left
    Forgotten.
     
    Here I am,
    Alone.
     
    I was held,
    I was loved,
    I thought-
    Not anymore.
     
    Now I’m just here
    Now I’m just crying
    Now I’m just trying
    To hold together
    my breaking heart,
    Pretending that
    I’m fine,
    That we are fine,
    Because nobody cared
    In the first place.
     
    It was all teasing,
    All a joke.
    And I lied
    To myself.
    I said I wouldn’t be hurt again
    Or left, again
    But I was.
     
    It was a stupid decision.
    I should’ve known.
    I won’t be so
    Stupid next time.
     
    I’ll never be
    That naive again.
    I just have to rebuild
    My walls.
    Thicker and stronger
    Than ever.
     
    I have to protect my heart.
    I need those walls up.
    I can’t be broken again.
    I’ll never be that easy to
    Hurt again.
     
    Good luck,
    Trying to break them.
    I’m fine,
    I’m just breaking.
    I’m just hurt,
    I’m just adding
    To my walls
    I’m just adding to
    My trauma.
     
    No big deal,
    It’s normal,
    I saw it coming,
    But I lied to myself.
    It’s my fault anyway,
    I wouldn’t want me if I was him
    Either.
     
    I’m fine.
    Just broken.
    Just abandoned.
    Just alone.
     
    ~ Stick 1-29-24

    ( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *hugs and holds*

      We're here for you sis ❤️‍🩹

    2. Part Of The Narrative

      Part Of The Narrative

      *snuggles*

      love you bb

    3. Weaver of Shadows

      Weaver of Shadows

      *many, many hugs*

      Sorry I’m late, but as Wiz said, we’re here.

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