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    My Jesus is SO COOL!!
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    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
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    i love jesus, thrifting, and reading
    i'm an amateur potter, sort of broke, a student, an artist, a child of God, a poet, a choir kid, a lover of nature and a huger of people and trees.
    i'm a bit quirky but its okay because i was made exactly how i was supposed to be made, and i'm learning to love who i am in Christ!
    please feel free to PM me to hear my testimony, ask questions, hear encouragement, or genuinely just talk to me
    (i'm one of those rare people-loving introverts <3)

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    Hi, I wrote a poem earlier... sorry, but it's really dark... I'm better than alright now, but I had... a rough time this afternoon. I'M FINE NOW, THO <333

    (I'm happy to share inspo in a PM... Take care of yourself, you wonderful people! If you need anything, please PM me ❤️ 

     

    Monster

    Spoiler

    Monster

     

     

    I have a monster, 

    Clinging to my soul

    It lurks

    Down in the blackest 

    Corner of my heart

     

    It arises 

    When it’s not wanted 

    It tries to consume me

    It lies to me

    Telling me that I’m not good enough 

    Or that I’m unlovable 

    Or messed up

    Or weird 

    Or to depressed for real friends 

    And I believe it

     

    The monster won’t leave

    I can’t chase it away

    I am powerless to escape 

    It’s icy claws 

    It’s hot breath

    The wounds it leaves 

     

    The monster is 

    Slowly killing me

    Slowly controlling my body 

    And my mind

     

    I don’t even want to escape 

    I embrace the monster,

    Even as it cuts me

    Even as it controls me

     

    I want to bleed

    I want to be in pain

    I want to die

    I want to not exist 

     

    I don’t know

    What I need

    What will help

     

    But I don’t want help

    I just want to die

    And bleed

    And hurt

     

    I want to be eaten

    By the monster 

    I want to be gone

    I want to cut myself 

    I want to kill myself

    I want somebody to kill me

     

    With a rope

    A gun

    A knife 

    Or drowning 

     

    I can’t keep

    Going 

    With this

    Monster 

    Inside 

    But 

    I don’t want 

    It

    To

    Leave

     

    ~ Stick 1-1-24 

     

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      *Wiz sized hugs*

    3. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *Wiz cookie monster sized hugs*

    4. InfiniteInsanity

      InfiniteInsanity

      So... I know that these poems come from really rough not great places but I love monster poems. 

      For me personally they help me identify and acknowledge what I'm feeling and so that's why I love them.

      Anyways I really like your poem. And it's really good. I'm sorry you were in a rough place earlier and I'm glad you're feeling better.

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