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just spelled kaleidoscopic first try in my book
top 10 proudest moments
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I’ve been on the shard for 12% of my life. (And like 20% of what I can actually remember)
That’s crazy.
my life is so strange.
in a good way though.
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@Usseewa I’ve said a few times how old I am, I don’t particularly care if somebody knows this.
If anything, it makes someone much more likely to underestimate me because, as I have shown over the course of my time on the shard, I am really not seeing things the same way as a normal person my age.
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Y’all I did not sign up for this high school drama omg
i an genuinely in a love triangle.
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Like what the Dovewing-rainbow-eyes is going on in my life these days???
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Holter heart monitors are quite annoying to wear.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
In all honesty, this past year has not been my best. For the world and the political tensions rising, and also for the many, many cracks that have been driven into my heart and soul.
But, as we all know, “All [it] did was identify the spear that would not break,” - Oathbringer (I’m paraphrasing but I’m pretty sure that I worded it right.)
The world, fate, luck, some otherworldly being, whatever you personally wish to call it, had many cards to play this past twelve months. I have gone through more in this time than I have in most of the rest of my life, although, as some of you know, I am…15…and I may be feeling more from this year since I am simply more aware of what happens around myself. I don’t know where 2026 will go, but every scrap of myself wishes for it to be an improvement on what came before.
I am not yet an adult. This may surprise some of you, although I believe I have mentioned it at least a few times in the past in my time on this site. And so, I have no idea what the adults among this community will have gone through in this year, but, whatever they are, I will be able to better understand the processes of grief and the staggering in and out of depression.
This is not a terrible thing.
Don’t get me wrong, the world would certainly be better without some of the things that have happened to me, but it is not as awful as it seems at it’s base.
I am a writer. (I am going somewhere with this,) I weave new characters and worlds together out of my imagination. For the longest time, I have relied on my own observations from outside in my writings to write the sadness and uncertainty that follows many of the events in which I write about. If you’ve read any of my writing, you’ll know that blood stains more pages than it doesn’t. Characters have to grow, characters have to find ways past their trauma to, potentially, help others and cleanse the world of some of its worse factors.
As a character, I have grown immensely this year. I feel a decade older than when the year begun. With everything that has happened, I am better because of it and stronger because of it. The force of my will has turned back every card that the world has played on me and my own resolve, shattered many times, continues to reform stronger each time.
With each step I take, my legs strengthen. With each strike that hits me, my defences grow.
I will continue to grow. I will age mentally faster than physically because that is who I am, and that person is not someone who is afraid to say all he means anymore. I will not stay silent anymore- I will not stand by and watch as others suffer as I have.sure, maybe the hits have strengthened me, but it is infinitely easier to step forwards with a shoulder to lean on. I will offer my hand to those who need it, and I will never again fall into despondency when my family is in need of guidance.
Maybe I shouldn’t be forced to grow this much in one year, especially at 15. But we all storming know that this world is imperfect in so, so many ways.
This next year will bring greatness. I cannot say how, I cannot say when or why, but I know that sometime in 2026 you will find yourself stronger than before, and if you don’t, I will do what I can to help you lift yourself back up.
These words may have some meaning to them. They certainly do to me, as they are a patchwork of many ideas that flit through my mind every day. To you, I cannot know. I hope they mean something good. If not, I apologize.
I hope the cracks that form in you fill with something stronger.
I hope the new year brings new hope, happiness and life with it.
I dearly hope it brings me love, but that is mostly unrelated.
Happy New Year.
QuoteI don’t really know what this is that I’ve written, but it’s certainly something.
First monologue of 2026!
